I am a gansta.

I am a gangsta!
I am a gangsta!

Gansta drink milk.. Yummy.
Gansta eat pies.. Yummy.
Gansta say he's gangsta.. Yay.

bah, ok..
I got a new phone!!! WOoHOOOOO!!!!

Whoa!

Whoa
Whoa!

I just read through my previous entries, stretching from last year. Memories you know?!?!

And it's amazing how time flies..^^
I could still remember every scenario I'm in during most of the posts.
But it's like so long ago! WHOA!!!

Amazing man, amazing.

Oh YEA! Misery misery business

So I came online after winning a few battles!!
Only to get defeated 3 times repeatedly, Nvm, try again next time.

Was stuck at a stage previously for few days already, then I was watching the chinese acient war show, and I got an inspiration on formation of how I'd attack.
Then I tried, and I won!

And a few more rounds I lost. Tiring man. Espacially when I'm loosing. LOL

Crap lah, there's no substance. haha..

But welll... The chocolate my sis bought from Korea is yummy.. =) I grab 2 just now..

Wait..

And 1 more now.. hohO

And I just asked Jazz when'll the editing be done. He said halfway done, and he "want to do a power one' Sounds good.. And I love coke actually(random?).

Ok.. Monday is coming real soon. And I'll have monday blues......
Not like got school or work then can have can?? I just miss everyone, that's all. LOL

Then Tuesday! Then Wednesday! Is that exciting or what?!?! That's how day passes! AMAZING! nuh.. I'm weird. But I'm starting work(It's the 238164912401th times I said it I know..)

But........ Sian lah. I hope I can just die now.
Like, wake up again somewhere on August, so I don't have to wait.
And I wouldn't think of stupid beautiful stuff.. Like.....







That.

CRAP LAH! Time man, time.

haha.. Then I havent called cmpb to ask if I could do away with my medical booking, since I'm defering anyway.
I just dun wan to stript so soon yet lah! LOL
Police police, I just hope I'll get into police like Sheng 3 years later ^^
YEE-HAA!

I got to sleep sometime soon now, got to set my timing right for work.. =))

Good day everyone1
Fume-

HOOHAAHOo

Great night, great night.

Yesterday is fun! Brandon, Jazz and I had some footages done. It's under editing now!!! Casual ones of course.

So yesterday is fun. And It's a stupid story how I ended up drinking the whole jug on my own that night.
Because I think it's a waste spending seven bucks on a cup of coke, that's why i ordered a jug of beer. >.< And realised no one else would drink them. Great, great.

But drunk is not the word to use. "Drunk" is for loosers...
Just not very sober.. LOL.. I can drink well, kinda ^^

I think I'm falling in love with the place thou. It's just so cosy! And peaceful, and the people there are friendsly!
Esp the lady boss, whom I made fun of a lot when she came over, because I didn't know she's the boss.. Right.. It's fun thou.

And I remembered drinking a little too much.
And I remembered going to pee many many many times.
And I remembered laughing at everything.
And I remembered taking footages with jelly hands.
And I remembered trying to engage in some serious jamming conversation, only to end up saying something lame.
And I remembered me trying to show my own tricks and end up dropping cards and everyone laughing at me.
And I remembered trying to demostrate to the guys card throwing technique. "throwing for force" and I started throwing random cards on the wall in front, bending my cards with the force hitting on the wall. Great!
And I demostrate "throwing for distance" and the card flew right across the room to the next table, hittign their beer jug. SCARY! Lucky they're a friendly bunch.. LOL
And I remembered volunteering for a stunt, where I'd throw the cards in midair, then I'd turn my body one full found and catch it in midair.
BOOM! I hit the wall and fell onto the ground.
That explaine the bruise mark n cut wound on my arm.. greattttt..
And I remembered I got so many jokes I made up on the spot. Really funny ones.. haha
And I remembered everything become funny at one point.

All in all, I think it's good to feel this way once in a while. LOL
Because... work's starting real soon. YES! =))

Uh! Now I can't wait for the editing to complete. It'll be by tonight!(because I'm not the one doing it.)

And yea, photos too. YESHHHHHHHHHH

Keep riding, or stay at home.

Beautiful Friday.

Today's last Friday of the month.. That means.. Late Night shopping day!
Bah.
Not like I did that.. But it's just exciting to know thou, knowing the shops wont close that early. Kinda.

Hmm.. So I went to watch Wild Hog in the evening with Ida, great.
I've said "maybe" to her like like twice before I think? So yea, "maybe" is today. LOL.. Nuh.. =))

It's cool anyway, I haven really go out with her before, so yea.. coollll.. ^^
Other then that her-being-late-for-forty-five-minutes-and-I-cant-get-to-her-via-her-phone. >.<

And Wild Hog is seriously funny! Like.. Seriously... REALLY!

So we just meet, eat, then rush for the movies, then she gotta go. Because she's toooo lateeeee!!
HAHA! I know she'll read this, but nvm.. :P

And she's goneeeee... And poor Fuming's suppose to meet Yixiang at Bugis.. But he called again n said he's too tired. grr..

So I dun really feel like going home without more money spent.. No, I mean, buying useful stuff.
I've bought 2 plain black ts frm Topman earlier, so I went to town area to look for more, then.........
Nothing I like. maybe next time.

Uh the cutting for the Topman's shirt is sexy, I mean.. nice lah, just tried.
One thing I really hate about buying Ts is that, If I'm going to try the size there, I got to take off my shirt, and put on the new one, then take out again, put back the old one.

You got no idea how my hair look like after that man!

So I normally dun try, like today, so it increases the suspense when I'm going to try them out at home..
Like..
"It's do or die baby!'
Lucky the topman ones are fine..phew..

Oh! And I bought a watch today at far east. FINALLY! So glad, so glad!!

But I couldn't find a Zippo with a card carved on it still lei.. :( Anyone saw one somewhere tell me ok? =) Or any dogtag necklace with a playing card carved on it.. Like.. King of spades.. Or anything like that..

Then I ate Mc Wings again! Like so yummy.
Then met another friend I used to hang out a lot before.. LOL.. So much of this recently.. Like meeting old friends whom I've lost contact. Then... Talk a bit, nuh, throughout whole of my mc wings meal actually.. Cool..... ^^ Good to see how much everyone has grown. Including me too.

Like really! I'm starting to call myself a man. LOL!

Committing a crime means jail and cane maybe. No "home'!

M18 shows are like so my stuff..

and... Ok.. I can go on and on.. And most dun really makes sense anyway.. haha!

Now, I hope wednesday come really quick. Like.. Really lah.
I need to do something useful quick. Till now, it's all about spending money and hanging out. LOL

And tomorrow, It'll be a card party man! Most probably some bars, I think. Brandon promised a comfy environment. Or some cafe! If only they dun throw "the cool dude with poker cards" out. Man! I get that a lot.
Ah... Gigs gigs, come quickly. But maybe I'll just add one more contacts tomorrow, who knows ^^
I just got to have my right of fun after studying in pri n sec school for like, 11 years? Thou most of it I'm not studying, but it's really torturing.

And now.. I'm blessed with a slightly longer holidays then others.. HAHA! And work is really flexible.. ^^

I just hope to get things done! My web and all, and regular gigs. Which all I said will be done before I'm 18, but it's like months past. SICK.
But boy, entrtainment industry is really hard to make a living..

I just realise how hard it is to get a gig, not even a regular one, only after I really looked for it.

You can be the best guy for the job with the best skill(I'm not saying I'm good, I said even ^^), but a rookie will still be a rookie even if you're good. The clients wants "credibility", "experience" and "reputation". Which a rookie(or me)certainly dun have yet. So I saw a long ladder ahead of me to climb right now.

But! Before climbing the ladder, I got to unlock the door first. Which is hard.
Like finding my first real gig. Sigh.

But I'm a young man... I got time. LOL
Besides, I still got a school I knew I wanted to do well soon..
The world's spinning man!

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Magic magic, It's always the same thing.

And I was talking to this guy A, who told me this guy, B said something about me. That's damn irritating I tell you! Not even sad. Not like I like B that I'd feel sad about.

I mean, people dun go about telling you something good, licking your boots, only to put you down behind your back in front of someone else just to what, win popularity for yourself?
I mean, it's okay if you're a sickening bastard with no friend, but that's not how you earn respect. Period.

I'm just doing what I do best. And I dun freaking care what you gonna say, or who you're trying to fool.

Okay.. Maybe I do care, that's why I even bother to spend time typing about it. But I'm just.. Irritated. But unaffected. Lol.. Life's too short for that.

Uh, that's it for today. Everything seems kinda great, I guess.
Till the next one,
Fume-

It's killing, but it'll be Just fine, son.

Why do people say.. "'something' is my life"?

Just like people say "fashion is my life."
"Designing is my life"
"cars is my life."
"cooking is my life."
"you're my life."
"bowling is my life."
"skating is my life."
"drawing is my life"

tada tada~

It's sad, because something else is their life.
HAHA!
Ok.. I know people dun mean that way when they say something is their life.. but wellll.. Lol..
I just find it weird recently.

Maybe they can say "something is IN my life"
or..
hmm.. sounds ugly.. But the original one sounds like something else is taking over their life, not their life taking over something.

Unless when someone says "God is my life" then maybe I think it does make sense.. ^^
Nuh, I'm not a religious person.. But u know what I mean. =))

Uh, nvm, I'll just stick to the old ways then.. haha.

so.. "ultra big sour lollipop is my life" ^^

Weird weird.. I think I got this kinds idea thingy frm reading some blog, er... "misizzy". Was bored. The entry was far way back, like last year? Random visits.
Not because I love reading about some sex stories she'd post occasionally, but just to see what's cool there people talking about. And she's a design student!
Saw some of her works in youtube. Interesting.. =))

Uh... realllyyyy.... lol.

So I came back frm meeting kok n yx, it's cooooooool. Sort of.

Filming filming, it's fun..
And I met an old friend studying filming at SIM! Sounds cool eh?
Compared to like..... Engineering..... Architecture.... Super Overated Mathematics.
Yea.
Oh! And humanties are too underated. The contrast u see..

So come tomorrow, I'll cut my hair. Gosh! It's like.. so long.. like.. hair.
Hair shouldn't look like hair! It should look like.. nothing.. like.. hair.
Ok, nvm..

Black shirts black shirts. Tomorrow too!

And I need to talk to someone now!!!!! ^^
Ring ring..
"hello, this is big mouth frog. What do you like to eat?"

Damn..... LOL..

read my mind so beautiful!!!

Ok.. Totally irrelavant... but wellll.. ^^

The title is the song I meant.. lol

Killers man!

One. Two... G..o.. NO! WAIT! my hair's messy.

I just got a call from Xue, she said work's starting on 2nd May...

Dammmnnnn.. So fast.. The boss said 7th at first, but nevermind..
Good news is, I'll get my pay every 15th and 3oth every month. YESSS..

Oh yea, I see so many things coming my way.
Money first.

Oh! And the working hours damn flexible! That means... I wont be a no-life freak.
More time with cards(man, the last job I have made my card skills suck.) and stuff like that.

And also bar gigs!
And
And
And

So I really got to buy black shirts anytime soon, and I need a watch.
Or maybe I'll try to be funny and wear something like.. VERY striking purple.. LOL.. nuh.. ^^

And RP's show is a must go. I SWEAR!! =))

And Yixiang and I will be meeting in NP tomorrow to discuss about our video making, for some competition, and we got some really kickass idea, together with Kok.. Sounds good!

My sister just came back from Korea.. man.. No souvenirs. :( Then I only got like.. One pack of seaweed from my other sister she gave.. What about me?!?!?! haha.. nvm..

next, my mom came back as well.. Then she started to nag again..

So.... I dun care, I'm still gonna sleep early in the morning and wake up late. Untill work's really near, and later, Chelsea gonna win Liverpool!!!

ROAR~!!

One. Two... G..o.. NO! WAIT! my hair's messy.

I just got a call from Xue, she said work's starting on 2nd May...

Dammmnnnn.. So fast.. The boss said 7th at first, but nevermind..
Good news is, I'll get my pay every 15th and 3oth every month. YESSS..

Oh yea, I see so many things coming my way.
Money first.

Oh! And the working hours damn flexible! That means... I wont be a no-life freak.
More time with cards(man, the last job I have made my card skills suck.) and stuff like that.

And also bar gigs!
And
And
And

So I really got to buy black shirts anytime soon, and I need a watch.
Or maybe I'll try to be funny and wear something like.. VERY striking purple.. LOL.. nuh.. ^^

And RP's show is a must go. I SWEAR!! =))

And Yixiang and I will be meeting in NP tomorrow to discuss about our video making, for some competition, and we got some really kickass idea, together with Kok.. Sounds good!

My sister just came back from Korea.. man.. No souvenirs. :( Then I only got like.. One pack of seaweed from my other sister she gave.. What about me?!?!?! haha.. nvm..

next, my mom came back as well.. Then she started to nag again..

So.... I dun care, I'm still gonna sleep early in the morning and wake up late. Untill work's really near, and later, Chelsea gonna win Liverpool!!!

ROAR~!!

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Have you ever thought what's the best way to die without pain?

Some thought the quickest way is to point a gun at your throat. And bang.
That's stupid.

You'll stay alive for the next few min(as long as 6 minutes if you can) struggling, in pain.
And you feel your wound expanding, as you struggle for some air n stuff. And blood flowing out.
Lucky you if you faint. But it's painful.

So many thought it's by putting a bullet through your head.
Smart.

It seems like you're gone instantly. And no.
You don't behave like in the TV. Where the guy stand in shock, eyes open, and slowly fall down on the floor in a cool way.
No.
Your body muscel looses it's strength and you fell like dead meat. Because your brain is dead/damaged.

But who says it's not painful?? We just dun know..
Brain dun die like that u know? Maybe some parts still alive for a while, and you're thinking what's going on and all. Maybe a little pain here n there.
Bah, We wouldn't know.

So apparently the best way to die is to crush your entire head/brain in sub-second. Like instantly.
Some ultra fat girl sits on you when you say "go". And your head got crushed. Better still, your whole body.
Just in case!

Righttttt..

Nuh... Later go to hell.


Ok.. Random enough.
Dun worry, I'm not depressed or anything. Just talking about death.. Hehs.


Nuh, sorry. =))


So I've watched Smoking Aces. Bah.. Ok lah.. Should've watched Sunshine instead.(disappointing actually)
LOL

Uh! the thing I like Is "Buddy" Isreal's ego n bling bling.
Ah, and the 6 second scene when Dave Buck took over as buddy's 'double' and do some flourishes.
shaking hands and all, in purpose, because Isreal was in some kind of trouble them. Well done dave.

And cool Isreal.

Hmm.. that's all I can say.. grr..

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Oh yea! I got to hand in Lasalle's tuition grant form!!!
Weird.
I've never posted anyting before in my entire life. I think. Except for once I mailed Russel Lee, author of TSGS. When I'm still a kid.

So.. I met Aaron earlier before the movie and everyone else. So that he could go buy stamp with me together.. >.<
I never buy it before!
And make sure I know how to write the Add properly n paste the stamps well n all.. LOL

But I almost went home without the letter envelop thou, I left it in the arcade, after leaving that place with Aaron. As the 2 others went home first. School boys! haha..

So we rushed back after leaving West Mall initially. With every shop closed, just to find my letter. Great.

So tomorrow I gonna post it! YES!!!! So exciting! >.<

Ah! And I need to seriously buy more shirt. Black ones.
Global Holidays!

Ok.. boring boring..

Today, i gonna go video hopping again!
With the help of Aaron ytd, we found some really cool band videos.
Fallout boy's music videos are damn creative n nice.. ^^

So.... Tonight... Something else.

Fake it untill you have it.

How's that typing crap and pretent it's all good??

That's just so freaking sick.

I HOPE I can say something else, but no.
It's just one of those freaking @$&@ %^$@ ^$ mood lah!

And the problem is........................................... because.
Nevermind. It wont matter. Me me me..

So maybe I'll try to change the mood a little by telling y'all a joke!

Sounds good?
Yea!

One day, an old lady walked into the room..
The room is filled with toothless hairless old filty man.

bah... it's not gonna be funny.. Maybe next time.. lol ^^

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So interview is a success, I'm employed.

Thanks for the lucks people wished me again, appreciate them anyhow..

And thanks Xue.

Oh! And now forgetting, Smoking Aces in 17 hours time with Aaron, kok and Wenxian.(it's freaking 2.04am now!)
Lookng forward, forward, forward.. =))


Fume-

too much!

Too much blogging. So today,
I gonna try something different.

I wonder how it feels to dig the left eyes out with my right thumb..

OUCH!

Ok.. I wonder how it feels to dig my right eyes out with my left thumb..

OUCH!!

Ok..

why pray?

[Like how our resident magician put it, "praying for someone is the most sincere thing you can do for a person." ]-Ida.

Man! That resident magician is smart.

Ok.. Random, it's like so late for that above comment. But nvm..

I had a chat with that resident magician. And he told me praying for someone, is just between you, and your God you beleive in.
No boasting.
No credits.
Hence being sincere.

WHOA!

Uh.. Sorry, too random. But that's how he feel!

Ok, weekends are coming to an end. It's like 11.54pm now.
It'll be monday before i finish this post.. ^^ I'm slow.
And all of you will go back to school! haha.. While I go prepare for a job interview.
So exciting!

Oh yea, while some Republicans whom might be reading this might know, Republic Poly's Magic Club will be hosting an evening show on 18th of May(If I'm not wrong).

I managed to meet up the President of RP Magic Club, Matthew, also my good friend in magic. And guess what?
It gonna be so cool. If any of you are so free. Go! If you're not so free, Go too!

With professional and international performers like Jeremy Pei, Danny Koh(Fire act!), Maya(recent tv special on indian tv chanel) etc(etc means I-forgot-who-else) as guest performers, I bet it gonna be a great evening..

Oh and not forgetting....... The performance by the hosts, RP students.

Bah! It's gonan be great, I've already asked Matthew to reserve a best seat for me. LOL.

Dammmnn.. If only I got into RP, then maybe I'll be posting this as someone whom gonna perform soon. LOL
But nevermind, I think somewhere else starts with the letter "L" and end with "e" will take me to where I really wanted to.. haha.. ^^ (The reason I wanted to appeal for RP then is largely JUST because of the Magic Club there anyway.. >.< Bad bad thinking.)

Oh! Matthew told me he might be starting a "Flourishing" club under Magic Club. So.... He might call me in to manage, teach or stuf like that. Not confirmed yet.

Is that cool or what?!?! I mean, If it's really(like REALLY) on. HAHA

Ok ok.. Ego ego.. Ambition ambition.. It's enough for now.. =))

But anyway.. Like I said, RP's evening show.. gonan kickass(Whoa! This word again!)



Moving on..
I remember I got an interview later! Interview interview. I'm like so used to the word now.. ^^


So I woke up at 3pm again yesterday, and wanted to go to magic hall.
Then.... Oh yea, I think last week, I met a transexual somewhere(he/she does magic too) in a card shop, together with another guy, his/her good friend I guess.

So moving back to last week, I followed my routine of going to the card shop to top up my card stock, which will last me for like 2 weeks I think.. Then, I met a few friends there so we started talking and jamming in the shop, and the transexual and his friend arrived. I thought the guy and the transexual is okay.
Because I thougt he's my another friend's friend.

Then after a while my friend and I got to go back first. And we went on seperate path.

Then suddenly, someone called me from behind and it's the transexual and his/her friend.
So okay.. they asked me where I'm going, and what school I'm in.. And with some healty normal conversation..

NOT UNTILL.
She/he started to tell me her plans on going to Thailand for full sex change after her NS which is soon.
And that she used to work in changi village for sex thingy, gay stuff..

And I started walking furthur n furture from them.. Hoping not to even breath the same air as them.. LOL
But I can't escape, she/he tapped my shoulder from behind n tell me "bye bye" before she left for another direction with that another guy. Fair enough.

Then I immediately called my friend and tell him what he/she told me, feeling disgusted, and he told me he didn't know who are they at all. Bummer.

Ok.. Then yesterday before I left my home for magic hall, my same friend(just call him Brandon for now) called me, and he told me that the transexual and the guy was in magic hall, LOOKING FOR ME.

I told my friend to lie to them that I'll not be there, they she/he said "Huh.. I thought he everytime come here one.."

Then they stayed a while(magic hall got this sofa n table n drinks for magicians to jam btw) and he/she proceed by telling Brandon how he/she feel that I'm handsomem likes me n all.
Wait. Not that I'm boating how someone feels about how good or decent I look.
MAYBE I'll boast if a girl said that. But nuh, My point is.

IT'S A FREAKING GUY, OR SHEMALE THEY SAY

Then guess what? The shemale's good guy friend, whom I thought is normal initially, admit he's gay as well.
SICK! I can't beleive it. I feel so disgusted, like really. YUCK!

No no no.. I Do Not discriminate gays, I beleive everyone deserve respect. But.. How to say.. JUST NO WAY! I feel cheated. I feel disgusted, I feel.. YUCK.
And they're like so open about it.

And they left after a while, only to come back again to ask for my phone number.
Good thing Brandon told them he didn't have it. And yes.

"Gays love Fuming" became the topic of the day. Nuh, Weeks to go I suspect.

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Uh... Ok.. ^^ not talking about that anymore. But one thing I know, I got to call the magic hall's owner everytime before I go there for the next few months, just in case. haha!

Uh.. So I ate Pastamania again today..
I love Pastamania! But it's like.. only the second time I ate ever since after O levels way back last year..

Creamy chicken is yummy.. Went with Brandon and Matthew(RP magic guy) at PS.
Then you know what?!?!
Nothing..

I need a new watch, haven have one for vry long.
Zippo.
New shoes.
More shirts.
More pants.
Shade.(I just find it fun)
Hat.(maybe not, the hat craze had blown over for me, kinda.)
Medium size suitcase.
Transportable small Close-Up mat(better card surface for performance).
Money.(for my web)
Money.(anything else)
Money.(everything else)
Money.(fill in this bracket)
Money.(fill in this bracket)
Money.(fill in this bracket)
Repeat above.
Repeat above.

That's when a part-time job come at the right time. Plus it kills some time. =))

Oh well.. And I'm glad I'll get gigs at my friend's bar. And being legal is great.
Not like I love alcohol, or look at girls like they said there are tons(eek, you dunnoe how ugly they look with lights on!).

But performing in a bar gives you a real world experience.
Apart from the coporate events I did e previous time, which is cool. And everyone's well-mannered.

In a bar, It's a different world! I read >.<
Do well and get tips.. I hope. Well, I'll only know when the time comes.

And I hope no big bad bullies pick on me. LOL
Nuh, jus kidding ^^


And The Killers are cool!


And....... My previous post with pic is cool lah.. ^^


Till the next one,
Fume-

I'm my fetish; deception.

Uh I so can't wait for my website to be done!

Been months. And I've been talking about it for long..

Because I so know it gonna be cool! I hope.

Gar.. Filling contents are harder then you think.

Pictures.
Videos.
Editing.
And some wrtings as well.

Maybe it's not THAT hard I feel it is.. But uh.. It's just me..
So inefficient!

So now, I think this guy below is kinda cool. LOL

Fuming man+cards=Angry man with flying cards.

Random I know, but I just find that kinda cool today.. Haha.

Cheers,
Fume-

Hello money

Hoho, I ate nothing for the whole day yesterday because I had no money.
Couldn't find my wallet.

Luckily... My dad called and he bring me out for supper.. ^^

Yummy. =))

And I got a Ez-link card, and some money from him. YES!

Oh yea! That's weird. I think somethign strange visit my house yesterday!

I set my alarm clock at 10am, and when I woke up, it didn't ring!
And it's already like.. 3pm? Then....
Weird, someone washed my cloths for me. Then It's all dried n folded nicely for me..
SCARY EH?

WAAA!!!

Nuh, I think it's my sis maybe.. But if it's her, that's scary too..
Why the hell would she wash my cloth when she had washed hers last night??
Why?!?!?!?
And she never did that for me before! NOOO!!!! Something is wrong..
And.. It's folded, hanged to dry before, and dried lor.... Nooo!!

LOL.. ^^

Nuh.. ^^ really nice of her lah.. =))))
And I wash alllll the dishes yesterday night!

Wa!! Now in the living room got ghost show on tv.. scary!
And my house so many bugs.. >.< Not a lot. A few(my house is clean), but I hate them!

Anyway... Smoking Aces gonna kickass(Ah! My favourite word!)
I'm watching with Kok on tuesday! Or monday..
But Monday got interview.. Job Job job job job ^^

school school school school school soon please.. ^^ Ok, I'm trying to survive one day without saying "lasalle"
But I can't stop! Too glad man! =))

Uh, 1.43am, got to sleep!


Fume-

WA SEH

You know?!?!
Today.
My friend told me.
MOS Free entrance till midnight!!!!

Ok, It dosent matter to me anyway.. I hate clubbing..

But where's my wallet?

Nevermind.. Badboy brandon will find more pub gigs for me.

spoiler

Is
Wallet..

Argh! where's my wallet?
Now, I'm stuck at home, again.

DAMN LA

I said it dosent matter right???????

So.. HAHA

Just to fill my time..
So I log into blogger, and type rubbish.

Tada~!

Ok, above is.

So today's tiring.
I'm so glad that it's Friday!
Not that I have school to be happy about, but I know I'll be hanging out a bit.
KICKASS MAN!

But.. I didn't know what to do still.
There's no clubs my friends wanna bring me along to perform at, magic hall is getting bored, and little kids are not my type.
Saturday! Church! nuh.. That's so 3 years ago.

I had great wars just now.. I fought 10 battles before my sis came back, and I'm playing her computer. SHIT!

Oh yea, I'm still quite excited that I got into Lasalle..
And there's orientation over there, i bet it gonna be cool ^^

And apparently Aaron n I are looking forward to being damn busy again, like..
Staying in school till the late evening just because of schoolwork n group projects?
Uh.. That's certainly not what we wanted then, with the shitty uniform n all.. And boring lessons.

Oh! And you know something that I knew I should have known but don't know??
Lasalle is a government school!
That explains the subsidize of the fees and all..
Nuh.. We didn't know untill we're at cmpb, when the lady told us.

Tomorrow.......... I gonna do something great.......!
I'll figure what it is again tonight. And I'm so glad I'm sleepy right now..

I love being awake at night, and sleep when the sun rises. It's so beautiful.. =))
U know, I sleep just beside the window, and in the morning, the sun rises from there, and the sun shines in.
Really beautiful.. ^^ Irritating at times. That explains the curtain.

And at night..... I can see how lizards and those disgusting bugs move.
I try not to kill or touch them, cause I'm afraid of them myself. DAMn! If only I'm a sissy.. I'll be so proud of it.

Bah, I'll sleep early today, I need to adjust back in time for monday, I need some freaking moneyyyyyyyy.
And social life back. Sounds great.

Sick la, Smoking Aces out already. And yet I didn't know till a friend of mine told me.
I'll watch it sooon!! Maybe tomorrow..
Oh yea! I watched Shooter last week to! I love snipers.
Andi always have this dream.

*To have a popcorn by myself and eat it all*

And I did it.. Great. ^^

But I hate it that I got to go pee halfway through..
It's like... U're sleeping and having some really %#@ sweet dream and u realise you gotta pee, then you drag your feet to the toilet.
SPOILER.

Ok.. Whoa! My sis is doing housework.. First sis I meant.
Good. And she didn't ask me to do any, except to wash the dishes..
Looks like she know I'm enjoying doing nothing for now. LOL

Oh yea! I made a great contribution..
I threw e rubbish yesterday that've been collecting for a week.

Uh, sis is great recently.
She's like my dad. She drove me n my second sis to eat sth good before my sis left for Korea.
She came home with my Lasalle's letter.(well, my dad's never home anway.)
She read the details for me when I'm too excited to.
She issue cheque for my fees.
Housework..
WOW.

Maybe my dad told her to help me, but it's really kind anyway.. ^^
Good things happen when there's nothing bad! LOL.. weird.

Nuh, too much of that.. :)

HOHO!
Ok.. This is not really getting anywhere.. Maybe next one.. =))
Cheers cheetossssss...


Fume-

Fact, or Fiction? Truth or lies?

Is it true that Osama Bin Laden is behind the 911 incident?

Is it true that starfish have no brains?

Is it true that lizards are dragons billions years ago?

Is it true that whatever we heard is real?

Is it true that whatever we feel is real?

What about what we feel?

Do you think the milk is hot?

NO! It's freaking cold!

What about the car? Is it a black car?

BLOODY NO! It's Navy blue.


Ok.. This is weird I know.. Just another random stuff.. HAHA
With no particular meaning.


Oh yea, I bought Legion Arena from 7 eleven yesterday!
Uh.. I love strategy games... I'm the General of Rome, before they became a big empire.. So I'm trying to win the battles.

So far...... I lost 1 battles.. :(

But hey!!!! I'm brave.

Being a General, I fought alone and along against dozens of enemies! Just to motivate the troops >.<>.< Ahh! Okay.. I hope I'm an acient time warrior.. LOL It's so cool.. Then yesterday night, cherry, that dounut person, show me some troy vid online.. COOOOL. I love shields. And sword. And spears. And 300!! Uh.. And that fruit just wanted to look at guys. Nevermind her.. LOL Oh! And my house nearby 7-11 sells like 2 can of coke for 1.50!! Used to be YUMMY F&N Cherryade.. But coke taste yummy recently. And cheetos.. It's disgusting.. SO CHEESY! But I bought anyway.. like.. 2 days ago, and it's still left.. They said, 7 cheetos=1 serving! I had cheetos for breakfast, with some honeystars. I had cheetos for lunch. I had cheetos for dinner. I'll have cheetos for supper if I want today.. NO MORE CUP NOODLES

MAN.... Not trying to sound junkie.. But I do feel junkie.. LOL Seriously Lasalle saved my mood.. ^^


Really doing nothing much, just seriously staying at home, read some magazine, watch some tv, practicng some kickass magic and flourishes, and trying NOT to come online as often during the day, and night.

Because....... I enjoy how's it's like right now. Like nothing to do, and no one's at home nagging! HAHA


But I'm starting to think it's too much right now, It's been a week almost already!

So come later,(past 12) I'll be going to LaSalle to make payment, and go to cmpb to settle the defernment with Aaron.(OMG! Schoolmate for 5 years n counting! thou I didn't know him for the first 2 years. nvm)

Then monday I'll be going to interviews! THEN!!!!

Hang around a while, If I got the job, I'll work in the travel agency starting May.. Beautiful ^^ Thanks Xue, for helping me contacting ur boss.


Oh and speaking of Lasalle... I realise when I officially starts school, the students will be moving into the NEW campus!! Man.. New stuff again.. Just like Hillgrove times.. LOL.. But it's gonna be preetier.. ^^

But we feel the current campus is really cool, It's old, kampung-like(lol) but with the peaceful artistic feel.. LOL
Like random drawings everywhere on the buldings! lol

SO PREETY!!!

Cards that is. I'd want to buy Jerry nuggets!
It cost like.. 200? MAN! I MUST GET ONE!

It's just cool. I can put them in my case and walk around the magic convention and it'll scream
"I HAVE JERRY NUGGETS! I'M FREAKING PRO!"
lol..

Nuh.. juz kidding..

Oh, and I'm hoping tomorrow we'll met the same lady clerk we met during the last 2 visit.
he's really quite funny.
The other time she said "eh, you look familiar"

I said "yea you too"

And I kick myself after that! man! Wasted chance!
If tomorrow she say, "you look familiar' again.... I should say something interesting..

HMM!!

Ok.. I'll settle with "Man.. what a classic pick-up line.."

I hope. ^^Nuh.. that's weirddd.. lol..





Bang bang! People died. People scream. People shocked. People run.
Where's the hero? Not exactly hero. But.
Someone should stop him.. I'm sure someone's near enough to do something?
If not, then I'm wrong..

That's really scary. Life's short enough to end earlier.. ^^

Ban the bangs!

A man with a bang trying to harm 30 innocent isn't worst then 15 innocent with bang suspicious and worried. Just one mind went off. Bang!
Ban the bangs! Yes, good guys wont have bangs, and it's dangerous they might feel.

But slowly elimating the bad guys with bangs, is more effective then educating the people to use them correctly right? School teaches us not to smoke, but how many smoke? "illegal arh I smoke?" is the reply. So.. iIn that case, I can buy bang and tuck it in my pants, walk to the cafe, show it off, and when the people surrounding shows their concern, I'll say "illegal arh I got gun? I got license!"

Even a key could be used as a weapon if the intention is there.
Just ban the bangs, and fight the baddies. LOL

Ok... Dosent make sense.. but on a more serious note..
My Condolences to the families and friends affected in the recent shooting in VT.
It's terrible.






OK!!!!! Coke in a can, can on my hand.
Can opening on my lips, coke down my mouth.
Coke in my mouth, coke down my throat.

y-u-m-m-y.

And I'll eat cookie.
*bites cookie*
But what's cookie without milk?
*drinks milk*
But what's milk without cookie?
*bites cookie*
But what's cookie without milk?
*drinks milk*
But what's milk without cookie?
*bites cookie*
But what's cookie without milk?!?!

UH!! I know.. I'll Dip the milk in the cookie.

No, I'll dip the cookie in the milk..

NOOOOOOOO......


Ok, I love the fact that my posts are gradually getting longer. That's really strange how it evolved.
And thanks for reading.. HOHO!

And oh yea, I love the contrasts between my black background, and the sepia format pictures!!

It-dosent-matter-anymore! =))

HOHOHOHO

I freaking love what's happening right now...
I think..
Should be!
Probably!
Most probably!
Very likely!
MAYBE!

But It dosent matter anyway!

^^

So now..

It's
Card
Time..... (again)

GREAT IS REALLY GREAT

YOU GUYS READING THIS KNOW SOMETHING??

I GOT INTO LASALLE-SIA!

Ok, that's it!
Earlier then expected.
They said 2 weeks!

I was bathing and my elder sis suddenly came back, and she forgot to bring her keys, so I wore my shorts with water dripping everywhere n open the door for her.
And continue to bathe.

Then she said......"You got a mail from Lasalle!"

THRUN I RUSHED OUT THE TOILET NAKED TO RECEIVE IT!!

Nuh.. but I did came out immediately half naked.

Cold.
Wet
Scary!!!

She said "should be in la.. they said Letter of Offer"

Then I tear open the envelop, and the first sentaence wrote 'congratulations on successful interview and audition/portfolio presentation!"

"Lasalle is pleased to offer you a place in the Foundation Programme which will commence on 12 August 2007"

MAN! That's a contrast from the previous letters that said "we couldn't give u a place to study in our school"
I mean, really they said sth like that.. CRUEL.

But hey! I'm fucking glad I got in! Sorry for saaying fucking glad, but there's no other things then fucking I can say.
Extremely? It's too little for now.

I read thru a few times and confirmed my eyes, and I smiled in front of my sis and said "Yes! I got in!"
I think it's the first time I smiled like that for her to see since after like so damn long.
So you know how glad I am.. =))

Then I msged a few friends I knew I wanted to and called Aaron to open his letter box.
Guess what?
HE GOT IN TOO!!

Our Sushi Tei's trip wasn't wasted.
Our effort paid off.

AND. I hope we're classmates again.. lol..

Now I can't wait to make payment n everything n get my official enrollment letter so I can officially skip my medical booking n defer frm NS.

And I can't wait for Aug 13 so I can start a new study journy of my life.

And and and..!

Yes.. My sis says I can buy Mac.. =))
So kind of her recently..

what more can I say? I'm pleased I got into Lasalle, which means a lot to me.

And thanks to you guys, my friends, if you're ever going to read this a not, for the encouragements, and... wishing my good luck!

And I'll do what I promised myself to do in my previous entries..

NOW! I'M SO SEXCITED AND HUNGRY!

moody moody still the mood.

Damn! I feel like a girl.

Anywayyyyyy................................

I lost the war, so now, I gonna sleep.

pictures pictures

So I was talking about me going to Yixiang's show.. ABOVE!
Okay, That's him.. And yea, the red shirt look kinda cool in real like really. But it dosent show in this pic.

BLAME THE CAMERA. not me :P.

Or maybe it's him.. LOL:P
And yea, he got that ring thingy on his neck.. looks.. KINKY.. LOL And he's wearing a mask and hat on stage..

And here, his props, mask, and I made him squad down..
So emo!! Like.. he's.. cosplaying or sth.. ^^ LOL
Nuh.. =) But his props are really nicely made.

Step on the bloody card!!!! NO CARD SHOULD DROP!

Dropped cards go to hell.

And that's adam, couldn't come to term that he has dropped the card.

Looking at his fingers in unbeleif.. And the camera man acts fast..

*snap* "thank you, thank you very much"

So that day, the turnout for yixiang's supporter was larger then expected.

It's weird how so many knew about his first gig, and many came. Despite being just a 3 minute's show. Word of mouth is amazing.

But hey! We're a friendly bunch! And.... When magician meets..

IT'S.

JAM.

TIME.

Just some guys jamming..

I didn't really get involve in the jamming thou.

Was busy looking at the dance n songs performance half the time, taking pictures, walking around, eating, staying to myself, laughing at myself, laughing at others, doing ridiculous stuffs, disturbing others, telling stories, irritating people, telling jokes that are funny. and telling jokes that are NOT funny(man, I need better jokes!) and stuff like that.

But I did show a thing or 2 at one point or another..

Jamming is in the blood.. LOL

But you know! There's this particular band.. POWER AR!!!

And beatbox, breakdance, woooooot~!

Fast hands, shaking head. Beautiful :)

And just to show I'm good.. EAT THAT! LOL...

nuh.. ^^

ANd YAY!!! I'm too damn bored, so I figured how to post pics, and this is the first!

The loading process is long thou.. So now I understand how it's like actually..

Now
I
Understand..

haha =))

Fume-

What's your value?

One day, a pastor was invited to share a short message.
He took out a 100 dollars bill
He asked "anyone seated here want this?"

Initially, no one raised their hands, then he added
"come on, don't be shy! You can have it!"

And at this point of time, almost 1/3 of th guests raised their hands.

Then the pastor crushed the bill, and asked again "So, who wants this now?"

As usual, there are people raising up their hands, but it's one times fewer then the previous first time.

Then for the third time, he throw the crashed 100 dollars bill on the floor, and stepped on it a few times, pick it up, and asked.. "So, who wants this now?"

This time round, only 3 raised their hands. Then the pastor invited one of the three on stage, and said
"Ladies and gentlemens, he is the only one who raised up his hands all 3 times.."

Then he looked at the audiences and said.
"No matter how crumpled, wrinkled, or damaged the 100 dollars bill may look, It's the value in it that matters. And this young man sees the value of this 100 dollars bill."

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This story was heard from the radio in the car.
It's initially about in the wedding ceremony, and the pastor proceed by telling the guy in the end. "I hope you'll see the value of the lady standing beside you now like this young man seeing the value of the 100 dollars bill. When she's old, wrinkled, and looses her beauty, and you'll still acknowledge her value, and continue to treasure her in your entire lifetime"
Or something like that, I can't remember word for word, but what I really heard was nice. Chinese version ^^

Anyway, the point is, it's true right? No exactly only just about the marriage part, but the whole idea in general.

And what's our value? =))

I didn't really know why I posted this, but it's just.. interesting :)

long sleep, short day

I'm having time lag!

I'm active when everyone's asleep, asleep when everyone's active.
Just recently.

Sooo.... I woke up at 430 today, send my second sis to the airport, she's going to Korea, she's work in a travel agency u see..

Then now, It's 1144pm, I gonna sleep early today. I know I can't..
But it's okay.. I'll juz lie down, so tomorrow will be tiring, and i'll sleep early tomorrow night, then I'm back to normal!

So this is what I'll do this week.
Nothing.

Mom's away for some health camp, sis's away to Korea..
I'm feeling really sick this week, with all the irregular timing and not eating well.
I think I gonna pukee.. hahaha

I think I'll register for driving learning thingy this week lah..
Go gym as usual.
And also.... maybe.... I'll.... stop..... doing weird things.
Or hoping some magic friends will call out to jam or something... grr

So next week I think I'm going to a travel agency for interview, friend's recodmmendation, for a job of course..

Maybe I'll work like 4 days a week part time? or something like that.. Just need to fill my time please....

And now................ I..dunnoe..................

=))

moody moody is the mood

And now... It's raining like shit..

seems like yesterday, feels like years too long

Lasalle's interview was fun.
I hope I can make it thou.

I managed to grab a few question about the course, and I talked to myself a bit.
I didn't wanted to do designs only because I didn't do well for Os. I've been wanting to do designs similiar stuff since before I even think of O level..

I called a designer friend of mine midnight before the interviews, to seek help.. But he's really professional, and whatever we talked about paid off, I think..
He didn't tell me what to do, but he taught me how to do it.. That's the difference!

But Mr. Disappointment might be around the corner once again. Heck!
I'll kill that spoiler sooner or later.

So now, I hoped I can get into Lasalle with Aaron, and I hope IF we do get in, hope we're in the same class again.. HAHA!

I promise myself to work hard like some others do(provided if i got in), I know it's going to be a hard process after hearing what the lecturers had to say, but what's easy if u wanted the word "achievement" to assiociated with?

I can't wait for 2 weeks later!
I can't wait to go to school!
I can't wait to make new friends!
I can't wait to prove others wrong! And right for some cases ^^whatever it is.. =))

Haha.. It's just weird how suddenly everyone loves going to school, despite cursing every single school everytime we see one before.
I still remember how happy I am after O Levels.
One reason being end of exams.. Another being no-more-school, and eager to wait for grad night.. beautiful!.. haha.. ^^

Maybe when those chinese drama people say "you'll realise what u truly love, only after u loose it"
Maybe it's school they're refering about! Those chinese dramas! LOL

And, I still wanted a mac..
And I love how my hair looks now, because the colour kind of faded, and it's so cool I tell you! It's the colour I wanted..
Maybe next time I'll highlight it like white(serious!) I told aaron about it.. haha..

And u know! I've developed this habit over the past few days, I could've walk around my home/downstairs for hours, and when I come back, I can tell u everything! Like, "What happen exactly 20 days ago?"
Then I'll be like "I woke up at 2pm and went to the gym, and he smiled asleep."

"what's did you eat exactly 37 days ago for lunch?"
I'll be like.. "I had nothing for lunch, I went back hillgrove to collect art, and went to concept magic studio after that. beautiful!"

"what's you're favourite animal?"
I'll say.. "486 days ago it's cat, 334 days ago it's dog,151 days ago it's dinosaur, 1 minute ago it's an hippopotamus''

Yea.. stuff like that. Wasting time! I'm not doing that anymore.


Apparently the earliest time I can start school will be August. I think i'm getting a job in a travel agency or some sorts.

I'm stating to get worried of having too much time, rather then to little time e other time that made me wanna quit like shit.
Too much time kills the brain. That's why u can see I'm a lil weird.

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Oh! And I found something so precious!

During sec 2 streaming year, my then form teacher made us have this little "activity"
Everyone would leave a pen, and paper on our own desk, then everyone would move around anywhere at the same time, going to every table, and write something you wanted to tell, or what u think about the person, obviously good stuff only. Not only that, u can't state your name aftter u left ur message!

That's the cute little days, I still remember how cute everyone were.. LOL
Those times, I'm happy with just a basketball in my hands.
Handphones are shit. MSN have like twenty friends? And I grow up in church. Healthy environment anyway.. It's not that bad.
No vulgarities, no untuck shirt, no quarrels, no worries, no talking STRICTLY on Ms Wang's class(lol)..
And my 3 brothers Chun Yu, James Tan, WeiQiang. Somehow I broke contact with them after sec three, where I begain being labelled as a "quiet defient student" by my then-teachers! So cool.. ^^

And before I knew, Chun Yu, whom I really treasured as a good brother, went back to taiwan for good. And I didn't even know untill Yuwanna told me In class on a certain day in Sec 3. And the msg he sent me moments before he went up the plane made me think for a while..

Because, his english improved! LOL
Compared to the first time he came to Singapore.
And you know, Taiwan's joke are the top ones u can find for chinese! It's so damn funny I tell you! Espacially dirty ones>.< nuh.. I'm not dirty-minded, just Taiwan jokes.. LOL
But really, that guy is missed.. ^^I NEED HIS MSN, DO YOU HAVE, MRS YUWANNA?

Oh where have I gone to?

Back to the paper-pen activity, Syafiq wrote "tallllll and handsome!"
See!! I told you I'm handsome when i'm younger :P But now.. I'm just too hot to be called handsome anymore..
Sad I know..

Ms Chew wrote "down to earth!" See!!!
I'm the class chairman during sec one okay!! HAHA Thou I was nominated again in sec 2, Ms Chew dosent want me to be anymore.. :( BLEAGH! I don't enjoy it anyway.. HAHA

Oh! And anyone know Ms Charmaine Lim?
She's one of the best you'll ever find.. Thou she only taught my class, sec 1E5 for like only 1-2 term, before leaving for her studies, but during that short period of time.. It's Cool! She even won the Ms popularity or some sorts contest, voted by all HSS students.. Anyway.... U guys most probably don't know who, I'm a second batch student ^^

I know how it's like walking from Yusof Ishak SS to HSS as a whole school...
I know how it's like having a brand new classroom.
I know how it's like having just 2 batches and lots of empty extra classrooms waiting to be filled, which is by now.. ^^

Oh! And I remembered farting during morning assembly! LOL!!!
Ah, Okay.. I said nothing...

Uh! So cute! I love sec 1, 2, and being like a kid. Everyday is simple and fun, with the best teacher who calls me "My chairperson" everytime she wrote letter to us.. LOL Okay............ She stopped writing after a while anyway.. hMPF!
But I understand why she did that then now.. Thou many of us were disappointed then ^^

Righttttt So u know, finding the piece of paper in a blue plastic envelope thingy actually make me miss so many things. It made me think again.
Maybe I'll know if you ask like.."what are you doing on february 29thwhen you're sec 1?"
Then I'll say.. "nothing, there's no february 29th when i'm sec 1"
SMART.

I wonder how it's like having a school now!
Will I feel like a newbie would when I'm sec one?!?!
Will I get lost n the school??
Will I find my clique so conveniently?
Is it fun??

So many questions! I hope I really get into Lasalle-SIA. Dear God, please help me!
I can't wait! I hope I lay dead now, and woke up 2 weeks later, knowing if I got in.
Provided I didn't find myself in a rectangle box underground by then, stupid!

How if I didn't get in?? I don't know, it'll be like... how many times I got rejected already in the past few months if i still got rejected by Lasalle.
Maybe NAFA. Maybe not. One thing for sure, I want to be someone useful. I mean really..
I can feel my determination. BUT DUnNOE LEIIIIII If i fail lasalle, maybe i'll just go army, and try Lasalle again when I come out.. Nooo!!

Okay, nvm, I'll just get into lasalle. waHAHHAHAHA! AM I CONFIDENT OR WHAT? Nuh, just kiddig.. I've learnt not to be expecting too much.. ^^

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And I didn't really feel like sleeping now, thou it's like 4.32am, And I'm tired n typing n thinking about stuff for about an hour, and more thinking before this, but no more I've said ^^.

And you know, If you're reading this, and not skiping thru, and reading things I wrote......
THANKS!

I went to YiXiang's show yesterday, It's his first 3 minute stage show. He's damn nervous I can tell.
I filmed the performance, to be edited n loaded somewhere. I'm really very proud of him.. =))

And thanks for performing, and not being mad at me thou I've been mean to you and kok before.
I'm no ego-fella, but I'm really supprised and flattered when you put my name in the credits/special thanks session on your previous short video with kok.
Small matter I know, but thanks anyhow.. :)

And oh! Thanks for mentioning my name that time during your show, thou I didn't raise up my hands to admit i'm Fuming, because I know the MC will drag me up on stage for some unplanned shit!

And today, I went to a lecture.. I knew that guy since like, when I just started out.
I lost contact with him for about a year, and met him again late last year, he's a busy man. He said.

"fuming!(btw, i'm already supprised enough he remembered my name) Long time no see! I thought you became famous n went to Las Vegas.. HAHA! Anyway, wanted to tell you you're one of the best students I have, and
I'm really proud of you and your improvements the other time when we're working together on the 'time travel' trick. You have potential, my friend!"

Again, i'm amazed how he remembered what we're working together on that time. He's a busy man I said..

Okay, WAIT. I'm not trying to say I'm GOOD or whatever.. I'm no ego lover..

But the point is, where's my guts?
I always wanted to do shows.
Always said that performing is what I wanted to do.
But all I do is, practice, practice, practice, show my friends, practice, and practice.
Where's the shows, where's the performance I wanted?

Seriously, I'm scared.
I didn't know how to start out.
Not knowing how it's really like to be PERFORMING in front of hundreds of audience, thou I did design a show for hundreds, and practice.
I didn't know how people will feel about me.
I'm afraid I mumble too much!

And after the lecture, I had solomon sign on his lecture notes, He left me a message, like he did to many other..

This is what he said.

"To Fuming.

Good luck on your journey to fantastic presentations in magic and may I see you performing on stage soon.. real soon.

Cheers!
Solomon "

Conclusion: I want to be a performer.. :) A successful one.
Of course not forgetting my studies as well.. if I got into Lasalle, I'll treat everyone lunch!

Not everyone.. maybe.. a few influential people in my life.. like... fuming, me, myself and I..
HAHA No la.. we'll see :)
2 more weeks and may I be happier.. ^^

Oh, and not forgetting..
All the best to all my friends who is starting school officially today! Except sp, that started long ago I think..
Work hard!
kian Kok
Wen Xian
Kelvin
Yuan He
Azizah
Wan Jun
Shakila
Wahida
Wahida(ahh! doube!)
Atiqa
Zul
Surath
Monkey(ahh!!! double too!)
Adil
Yuwanna
Fizzy
HAYUNI
Jia Jun

Ahh!! Wanted to type out everyone's name, But NO WAY.
I can't think much anymore, It's 5.13AM

But really, all the best to everyone of you.. =))

Oh! And did I mention I met my ex pri sch schoomate today on my way home?!?!
She wanted to treat me doghnut frm the raffles city downstairs the weird long queue thingy shop because she got a dozen with her!!
Nuh.. But I don't really like doghnut by the way.. And It's weird eating doughnuts after meeting since like 6 years ago >.< But you know, I just dun understand why people will go for such long queue for doughnuts! So I slapped her face n went away.







In case you dun get it, I'm joking.. hahaha But really, she's holding a DOZEN of them.. And I rejected, and I went home, and maybe she went to hell together with the doughnut.. LOL
Oh, and I've been superstitious, I hope "go to hell" will have nothing to do with anything bad!
Later I have bad luck then suay ar! Lasalle Is my top on the list at this moment right now please...

Right.. And Aaron and I went to Sushi Tei for lunch after interviews! We spent like.. 50 bucks altogether. We went there to have a good meal because, according to his words we "felt victorious" that day suring interviews.. Let's not think abou tthe results first! And Aaron paid first with nets, and I FORGOT to pay him back cash yet. So..... I'll just forget about it. LOL

Beleive it or not, my bank account only have like 8 dollars in it. All I have now is the allowance I just got ^^

No wayyyyyy!!!!! And now it's 5.28am. I can't beleive it! I really need to sleep.. Goodnight everyoneeee!
This is my longest post to date.. :)

Man!

Lasalle's interview is coming in ten hours time.
I hope I had choosen a later date thou, I don't feel in the mood at all.

I got my sketches done.
Rough script done.
But I'm just not ready myself right nowwwwwww...

Shit, everything's down for me, I really need all the luck I can get!

And my previous 2 entry is weird, if you don't know where I'm going about with that.
But.......... I'll just leave it as it is, and Fuming do get sad.. =)) Thou he's always saying nonsense trying to hide things.

So now maybe u know a bit more about Fuming!

And "moving on" is a tough thing to do, thou I made it sound so easy many many many times when my friend told me about his/her problems sometimes.
And it got worst considering how u didn't expect you got to "move on" one day.

But it's stupid right? Who would think they would when they're into it?

So the handful of you whom actually asked me "what's up", I hope you know it's not my hair!

There's many things I wish I can say, things I'll be glad to hear, and beautiful promises that dosent seem to count-
That's what makes "M-O" hard..

But............. Everyone got their way of life, and I got to be mature enough to understand that.
And I beleive in U-turn, or miracles, as you call it.. 3 years, 10 years, one gigazillion, whatever it is, you get my point.

And to the special one I said, I appreciate everything u did.. ^^ And worry not, I'm not out to stalk you.
Just sincerely as friends.
I hope you know me well enough to know I meant what I said.

So now that's finally a serious entry!
Wait till I really say "I'm happy", then you know I really am..

Talking is cheap, Love is an action baby!

grr.. I can't stand myself :)

life's unfair, and that's good news!

Nuh, it's not actually.

If only I made lesser mistakes.
If only I'm a better man.
if only I'm better at words.
If only I take my chances well.
If only people cares.
If only I know what's happening aorund me.
If only I know what others think.
If only I'm not who I am.
If only I dun feel like shit now.
If only god loves me a little bit more.
If only I had a home I feel loved.
If only I can smile more each day.
If only someone/something can make me happier.
If only things are going well for me.
If only I don't expect too much.

I swear I can still go on and on.
And life still might not be really fair. But I'll just trust things as it is...

Butttt....... Things do happen, and I got to remind myself that life dun always work the way we wanted them to be.

Man..... Am I kind or what? hehs.

And I don't hate anyone, or anything. I'll always be the same guy you guys know. Just a bit n a bit more and more upset and disappointed right now.
So now, I'm just trying to smile a bit =))

DAMN! I FAILED! LOL


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that's weird

So everyone got their own commitments and responsibilities. I do have mine, thou it's not very significant as it may seem yet, considering i'm still waiting for school at all..

Some things I know, some things made me think on myself too hard
But.......... Please dont hate me.

So if you're reading this, u know who you are, I really hope you'll reply me, or call me soon k? It wont take long.
I'm still waiting..

aRR!!

So I went out at 2am to have a jog.. guess what?!?!!

I wanted to go to Mandai Zoo, so I go all the way in, and it's damn far! After that, I decided to just follow the long-quiet-scary road down mandai road, then I ended up in upper thomsom road.

Then!! I carried on, hoping to find a store like 7-11, because I'm damn tired with crams coming, and i seriously need water, but I found none! And I'm already all the way deep into the highway.. with no choice left, I turn back n slowly travel back to where I come frm.

Thirsty, cold, tired, half-naked, crams..

And now it's 530am, 1oo plus never taste better then now ^^

Why?!?!??!

WHY?!?!?!?!
It's already April!! AND!!!! I've spend 2 months and 11 days without
a job
school
a lot of money
and...........

That's sick.

So proud of myself!

So it's 2.58am.

I'm so proud of myself!

I drew a scenery.. like.. er.. how to say..

Jetty kind of thingy..

For the first time in my life.
I look at my own portfolio in a skeptical way.
And I realise.. I CAN DRAW!

HAHA!

Nuh, Because I'm the one drawing it, that's why I think.

It's like.... When you fart, you think it's the best fart smell ever.

When you shit, you look into the bowl n think that's the nicest shape a shit can be.

Stuff like that, u get what I mean?

I'm feeling like a total geek nowadays.
I've been at home a lot since like I-dun-know-when..
Staying at home doing nothing is becoming a very big part of my life. I swear I dun used to be like that! But anyway, a large portion of the time is practicing card and responding to my computer when there's noise.. sooo..... It's okay FOR ME. And whoever who thinks that i'm a geek being online almost 18 hours a day, I'm not(not always at least)! I'm some cool card guy playing cards..

Not really.

And I'm talking to people lesser.
Been rejecting the "magic gang" outings.
And now, everyone thought I'm some big magic star too busy with my gigs with no time for them.. LOL

But actually I'm just doing nothing! HOHO! THEY'RE FOOLED!

haha..

80% of the time i'm in the study room, and in my study room, I'm the king! No one enters my kingdom.

I got this BIG card table with a carpet-like large size close-up pad for my cards. And no one touches it without my permission.. Cool eh :P

Then!! There's another table(they're fixed kind btw, some lousy designer made it that way) Full of crap.
But it's full of unwanted papers I tear out of my sketch book when the sketches are total crap, and my old small close-up pad.
And bowls and cups that have been collecting since yesterday, and my sketch book.

Oh ya! And my favourite superman pencil case, with my superman pen inside =)) School days stuff u know? ^^

And a few library books on Art. And....... Why am I describing my room... I'm weirddd...

Okay, Let's move to the first table, my card table.
Other then the large close-up pad, there's easily 5 deck of cards on the table.
At least 3 dozens of them on the shelves on top, and at the corner of the table, there's this box i collected collector's card.
Like, Signatured and stuff like that.. And that easily adds up to 5 more!

Not forgetting my favourite ring. It's damn classy can! I only wore it once..
Some coins, a mask, and some lecture notes books(on magic of course).

Then!!! I got a feeling I'll get into Lasalle.. Because I'm a mentalist.
So....... I've made a prediction, and it's pressed under a book.
In case if I'm wrong, I'll delete this post and burn away the prediction!! MUAHAHAHAH..

Okay..... And the clock is ticking, I'm suppose to be drawing still, but I couldn't think of comething else anymore..

Sooooooo......... I'm just here typing and typing. Hoping to get some inspiration.

OKAY!

Maybe I'll draw hell.. LOL

I'm incredible.. incredible mannnnnnn..

Damn! It's 3.22am!

GO TO HELL

Bad childrens, Go to hell.. =))

haHA!

DAMMMNN!!!!
EVEYONE'S STARTING SCHOOL!!

Okay, So i've learn a great deal of things. Like..

If you want to do cuts, then prepare your deck for cuts!
If you wanna do fans, prepare for fans!
If you wanna do armspreads, prepare ur cards for armspread!

Variety is the spice of life.... yes......
It's more then what actually.

And, have plenty plenty. I mean, PLENTY or decks on standby during a show.. as much as.. 15 for a one hour show!!
That's planning ahead.

And!!! Package yourself.
If you sell yourself for 5o dollars, pakage a 5o dollars performance!
2oo, 2oo dollars performance!!

The cheaper you are, the cheaper u are, and you're cheap cheap cheap.
You ruin the market, ruin your reputation. And you GO TO HELL........

Apparently, if you charge nothing, everyone will be pleased with your performance no matter what shit you did!
Even if you're like me, asking every bad child to go to hell for the entire one hour gig.

Actually I know more then that, but what I said above seemed shallow right?
Then go to hell.....

Okay, been listening to too much radio show on card manipulations.
Like!! Almost 5 shows, So make it 10 hours! YES!!

Damn, I'm boring.. =0)

monster!

I DREW A MONSTER!
a HAND!
A MAN!

AnD!
NOTHiNG ELSE!!!!

AND I'M DAMN BORED LAH PLEASEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

CoOOOLL!!!!

Yesterday i slept at 23o! It's a record time for me for the past 1 week or so..
Because I thought I'll be accompany my friend, who's going NS soon to church(yea, i know...), which I agreed when he asked me to.

But I got too nervous about my interview at lasalle suddenly!!!!

So I msged him to tell him I'm not going, and went back to sleep after promising myself I'll do my portfolio today.

So I did!
Library is great.
And I think I'll still be going there because there's this perfect book there, but it's for display only... well..

Damn!

I got to get into lasalle.................................
Maybe I'll try praying a little before the interviews.. haha!

The last time I prayed was during my O level's humans paper thou, and the paper is freaking hard.
But I did okay for e results, so I think praying helps.. LOL

Nuh. =))

So I went to SIM with Aaron on friday, wanting to hand in out application form, but forgotten that it's Good friday, and the school's not open.
Then, we went to Jurong library, again forgetting it's Good Friday! And it's not open as well..

Soo...... We've met up with Kok, so the 3 of us were left librayless.. :( sad right?

Then we went to the temple with Aaron for offerings, then! WA SEH!

we got lost.....

I dun know how the hell we ended up in Clark quay anyway, so we walked all e way back to city hall, then then then then then then!

That's weird, I'm actually typing about my schedule with no objective at all. haha.. ^^

So we went borders, then I WANT A MAC LABTOP!! Grr...

Then! I ate Pepper lunch for the first time in my life with Aaron.

After which, Aaron got to go, so I decided to hang around in town on my own.. It's cool to do that once in a while thou.
Wanted to buy a shade, but couldn't find one that I like.
AND I SAW A SEXY HAT IN FAR EAST!!!

Man, it's of a better quality of my current one, and it's like, the same price.

GRRR! I'm getting it sooooooon!

And there's this shirt shop, I love the designs n all, and the blazers. And I promised myself to go there the next time I'm going to buy cloths.. hehs!

Then I wanted a Zippo with a playing card of any kind carved on it, But couldn't found any.

Then there's this street dance hip-hop thingy outside Far East(It's at nighttime btw) and it happened every 1 month. And miah lee(or whatever u spell it) and was one of the host! AND SHE'S MORE THEN ONE HEAD SHORTER THEN ME!! Okay.. worthless information I know.. Just being random.. ^^

U SEE?

There's so much things I want. But I'm kinda broke.. sickkkkk mannnnnn...
And I havent got any money frm my daddy for liek....... very long.

So I want a job soon! But I dun wan to work..
I think I wanted to try to get regular gigs at some cafe, event company or some sorts. I feel ready, and I'm too old now~
AND I PROMISE MYSELF I'LL WORK FOR IT AFTER MY INTERVIEWS!

So It's all about interviews n portfolio for me now.
C'mon, there's 6 more days!
If I can finish my coursework for the YEAR within 2 weeks, and finish faster then e others, what makes u think I'll need 6 days to do a good portfolio?!?! MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA
nuh, juz kidding ^^

After which, I'll get my private demo video out for my resume, and website is a tough shit.

SOOOO!!!! You people are probably starting school soon.
So i'll just make sure I'm doing something useful in the meantime, so i'll feel useful also!! wahhaha!!

And Lasalle's the coolest school! (That's if I got in) haha..





AND I WANT A MAC.. :(



Fume-

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cool post.

WA SEH!!

So I've deleted my previous latest post, because I hate it.

But I dun think people read it before i deleted, so well..

And I'm stronger now! haha..

Been visiting the gym regularly, like every 2-3 days. Because I wanted to exercise, and I'm too lazy to do something else.
What's more, It's air-conditioned! And it helps cooling down faster..

And during my last few visit, there's this group of aunties going, and what they do is they'll sit there at e machine thingy(whatever it's called) and talk, relax, not working out, and taking a whole lot of time.. And people got to wait for liek damn long.. NOOO!!

Then they get sweaty just by sitting down, and for damn long, and after that the whole chair is smelly and wet.. EWWWW!!! Okay.. I'm mean :P

Other then that, I'm stil the same old boring guy.

Like any other boys, I wanted to know what's my real identity.
So I began to search for it.
And at last.. I know who I am..

fume /fyum/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[fyoom] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation noun, verb, fumed, fum·ing.
–noun
1.
Often, fumes. any smokelike or vaporous exhalation from matter or substances, esp. of an odorous or harmful nature: tobacco fumes; noxious fumes of carbon monoxide.
2.
an irritable or angry mood: He has been in a fume ever since the contract fell through. –verb (used with object)
3.
to emit or exhale, as fumes or vapor: giant stacks fuming their sooty smoke.
4.
to treat with or expose to fumes.
5.
to show fretful irritation or anger: She always fumes when the mail is late. –verb (used without object)
6.
to rise, or pass off, as fumes: smoke fuming from an ashtray.
7.
to emit fumes: The leaky pipe fumed alarmingly.
[Origin: 1350–1400; ME < OF fum < L fūmus smoke, steam, fume] —Related forms
fumeless, adjective
fumelike, adjective
fumer, noun
fum·ing·ly, adverb
—Synonyms 2. rage, fury, agitation, storm. 5. chafe, fret.

HAHAHAHAHAH!! =)))

Okay, anyway, I went to Azizah's blog, and I saw the the thingy!!! Like.. Wa AmazING!!

So here's my result for the the the thing(what's that?)

You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.

You are an emotional and sensitive person. You are inclined to delight and wallow in all things that give pleasure to your senses but nevertheless your tastes are refined and you reject anything that is indecent or vulgar.

Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. You are not at all happy with the situation but it would appear that there is very little that you can do about it at this time. Sit back and let the situation take its course, because at this time you feel that there is nothing you can do to change whatever needs to be changed.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.

WAAAA!! Looks like this thing know me more then I do..

I'm hoping they'll say something like "you're sexy, hot and attractive" or sth like tt..
HAHA.. nuh, juz kidding.. ^^


Oh! And i'm watching a show now, and they're talking about the rising or temperature on earth..
Nooooooo.. Barney will die.. LOL



Fume-

Simple Stuff!

Bang bang!
Twist twist!
Turn turn!
Stab stab!
Flare flare!
Spin spin!
Grip grip!

It's all like that..





Fume-

HAHA!!

Hello! It's 3.41AM!

Guess what?!

I did some photoshots! FINALLY!!!!

Okay, first of all, this is weird.

I got to take some photo of myself, for my upcoming website.

And of course I have to take something cooool!!!!

So you know!! It's the first time ever I'm taking picture of myself. I used to hate taking pictures. But I realise it can be fun..

Of course, It's in black-white format, and It's fun and tiring taking shots myself.
I'm wearing something warm, and i have to constantly move away frm my fan, to adjust e camera.
And If i'm going to do a card display, I gotta do it within 10 seconds!
Okay, that's long enough, I'M GOOD!! LOL..

Then!!!! I like the results, I'm amazed by myself.
I'm amazed by myu own directing skill.
I'm amazed by my own cool character(LOL).

But again, the photos are kind of moody.... :( Nuh, just the whole feel of it.

And again! I got my website concept frm Daniel Madison!! U guys wanan know who?!?!

www.danielmadison.co.uk. This guy..

He's been a great influence for me.. ^^
I wished I got his beard.. LOL

Okay.. So that's it, I just came to blog and show off what I've done.

Now, I'm hungry, I gonna go buy food!! Bye!!

Fume-

Big big big big small world

WAAaa!!!!!

I LOVE Black-White photography!!

It's not like I just knew, but I like it more after stumbling into Brad Webber's website.

http://bradwebber.com/

Brad is working with Dan and Dave in currently. That's how Brad caught my attention.

If u guys clicked on e link, be sure to look at "smoke and mirrors" project with dan and dave buck.

It's NiCE!!!! For me, esp when I play cards too, and the buck twins are my heros.. hoho..


So I received a letter frm TP just now, and yes, the application fail, confirm.
AHHH!!! I could have make a prediction beforehand!

Anyway, I dun care anyway, I half expected it, thou for the first time in my life the word "unsuccessful" made me think for a while.

So what I got to do now is go bloody make sure i get my ass into lasalle!

And I've kind of decided to get a pet dove.. HAHA
Maybe..


Okay.............................................
bye.



Fume-

I deserve better!

Better!
Better!

Better what?

This! That! Everything!

So I've watched a video clip today, and MAN! Fucking awesome!!! AHHH!!!!

http://decknique.net/content/612.html

So this is it! hahahaa... I love short films.

So short, yet impacful.

It's like, you have 3o seconds in your life, and you needa do something great about it kind of feeling.
So that's what short films do in my perspective!

WAAAAA!!!!!

Beautiful art, great video quality, genius concept, nice editing, cool guys. =))

And I havent continued doing my own film making frm where I stopped(that always happen). Man! It's tough! Espacially when I dun know how to do the editing, decent quality camera, and basically no cameraman, because i rather work alone, rather then having people who dun understand what i want, and end up pissed at me when I want to retake the shots like hundreds of time(I mean seriously!). And the camera stands are hard to set up, esp when it comes to weird angles and outdoors!

Sad to say, my mom is the first victim, as my camerawoman. Last time. Not anymore.. phew..

BUT!!!!! I still need help. ANYONE?!?!

Okay, moving on.
This coming saturday is my friend's daughter birthday! SO COOL TO BE A DADDY AT 19!

Then I stayed at home to do my art portfolio. WA SEH!

Then I drew a man. A coooool man.

And then I realise it's 13 more days to Laselle's interview. And i'm feeling kinda scared when I think of it now.

THEN!!
Bloody TP haven given me any notice that i failed my application/interviews till now.
I know i wont get chance going in anyway, if not they have already called me..
But not rejecting me makes me hoping for some pie. hohohoho
Hate that ^^

If everything goes wrong! Fear not! There'll be a place for me.
A place that man go.
A place that man fight.
A place that man survive.
A place that man sacrifice.
A place that man fear.

ARMY.

BUT!! I hope I'll somehow get into police academy please! My friend got in there, and got everyone jealous!!!

WA LAO!!!

AND NO MEDIC PLEASE! I got to run around saving others, and the others try to kill me. And I got a pistol, but I can't fire any shots just like that. AHHH!!

But the coolest thing is still being a sniper.. I'm so cool.. :P

OK!!!!!! RANDOM ENOUGH! I'm going to draw ninja turtles!!

And my film making soon!!




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