seems like yesterday, feels like years too long
Lasalle's interview was fun.
I hope I can make it thou.
I managed to grab a few question about the course, and I talked to myself a bit.
I didn't wanted to do designs only because I didn't do well for Os. I've been wanting to do designs similiar stuff since before I even think of O level..
I called a designer friend of mine midnight before the interviews, to seek help.. But he's really professional, and whatever we talked about paid off, I think..
He didn't tell me what to do, but he taught me how to do it.. That's the difference!
But Mr. Disappointment might be around the corner once again. Heck!
I'll kill that spoiler sooner or later.
So now, I hoped I can get into Lasalle with Aaron, and I hope IF we do get in, hope we're in the same class again.. HAHA!
I promise myself to work hard like some others do(provided if i got in), I know it's going to be a hard process after hearing what the lecturers had to say, but what's easy if u wanted the word "achievement" to assiociated with?
I can't wait for 2 weeks later!
I can't wait to go to school!
I can't wait to make new friends!
I can't wait to prove others wrong! And right for some cases ^^whatever it is.. =))
Haha.. It's just weird how suddenly everyone loves going to school, despite cursing every single school everytime we see one before.
I still remember how happy I am after O Levels.
One reason being end of exams.. Another being no-more-school, and eager to wait for grad night.. beautiful!.. haha.. ^^
Maybe when those chinese drama people say "you'll realise what u truly love, only after u loose it"
Maybe it's school they're refering about! Those chinese dramas! LOL
And, I still wanted a mac..
And I love how my hair looks now, because the colour kind of faded, and it's so cool I tell you! It's the colour I wanted..
Maybe next time I'll highlight it like white(serious!) I told aaron about it.. haha..
And u know! I've developed this habit over the past few days, I could've walk around my home/downstairs for hours, and when I come back, I can tell u everything! Like, "What happen exactly 20 days ago?"
Then I'll be like "I woke up at 2pm and went to the gym, and he smiled asleep."
"what's did you eat exactly 37 days ago for lunch?"
I'll be like.. "I had nothing for lunch, I went back hillgrove to collect art, and went to concept magic studio after that. beautiful!"
"what's you're favourite animal?"
I'll say.. "486 days ago it's cat, 334 days ago it's dog,151 days ago it's dinosaur, 1 minute ago it's an hippopotamus''
Yea.. stuff like that. Wasting time! I'm not doing that anymore.
Apparently the earliest time I can start school will be August. I think i'm getting a job in a travel agency or some sorts.
I'm stating to get worried of having too much time, rather then to little time e other time that made me wanna quit like shit.
Too much time kills the brain. That's why u can see I'm a lil weird.
-------------------------------------------------------
Oh! And I found something so precious!
During sec 2 streaming year, my then form teacher made us have this little "activity"
Everyone would leave a pen, and paper on our own desk, then everyone would move around anywhere at the same time, going to every table, and write something you wanted to tell, or what u think about the person, obviously good stuff only. Not only that, u can't state your name aftter u left ur message!
That's the cute little days, I still remember how cute everyone were.. LOL
Those times, I'm happy with just a basketball in my hands.
Handphones are shit. MSN have like twenty friends? And I grow up in church. Healthy environment anyway.. It's not that bad.
No vulgarities, no untuck shirt, no quarrels, no worries, no talking STRICTLY on Ms Wang's class(lol)..
And my 3 brothers Chun Yu, James Tan, WeiQiang. Somehow I broke contact with them after sec three, where I begain being labelled as a "quiet defient student" by my then-teachers! So cool.. ^^
And before I knew, Chun Yu, whom I really treasured as a good brother, went back to taiwan for good. And I didn't even know untill Yuwanna told me In class on a certain day in Sec 3. And the msg he sent me moments before he went up the plane made me think for a while..
Because, his english improved! LOL
Compared to the first time he came to Singapore.
And you know, Taiwan's joke are the top ones u can find for chinese! It's so damn funny I tell you! Espacially dirty ones>.< nuh.. I'm not dirty-minded, just Taiwan jokes.. LOL
But really, that guy is missed.. ^^I NEED HIS MSN, DO YOU HAVE, MRS YUWANNA?
Oh where have I gone to?
Back to the paper-pen activity, Syafiq wrote "tallllll and handsome!"
See!! I told you I'm handsome when i'm younger :P But now.. I'm just too hot to be called handsome anymore..
Sad I know..
Ms Chew wrote "down to earth!" See!!!
I'm the class chairman during sec one okay!! HAHA Thou I was nominated again in sec 2, Ms Chew dosent want me to be anymore.. :( BLEAGH! I don't enjoy it anyway.. HAHA
Oh! And anyone know Ms Charmaine Lim?
She's one of the best you'll ever find.. Thou she only taught my class, sec 1E5 for like only 1-2 term, before leaving for her studies, but during that short period of time.. It's Cool! She even won the Ms popularity or some sorts contest, voted by all HSS students.. Anyway.... U guys most probably don't know who, I'm a second batch student ^^
I know how it's like walking from Yusof Ishak SS to HSS as a whole school...
I know how it's like having a brand new classroom.
I know how it's like having just 2 batches and lots of empty extra classrooms waiting to be filled, which is by now.. ^^
Oh! And I remembered farting during morning assembly! LOL!!!
Ah, Okay.. I said nothing...
Uh! So cute! I love sec 1, 2, and being like a kid. Everyday is simple and fun, with the best teacher who calls me "My chairperson" everytime she wrote letter to us.. LOL Okay............ She stopped writing after a while anyway.. hMPF!
But I understand why she did that then now.. Thou many of us were disappointed then ^^
Righttttt So u know, finding the piece of paper in a blue plastic envelope thingy actually make me miss so many things. It made me think again.
Maybe I'll know if you ask like.."what are you doing on february 29thwhen you're sec 1?"
Then I'll say.. "nothing, there's no february 29th when i'm sec 1"
SMART.
I wonder how it's like having a school now!
Will I feel like a newbie would when I'm sec one?!?!
Will I get lost n the school??
Will I find my clique so conveniently?
Is it fun??
So many questions! I hope I really get into Lasalle-SIA. Dear God, please help me!
I can't wait! I hope I lay dead now, and woke up 2 weeks later, knowing if I got in.
Provided I didn't find myself in a rectangle box underground by then, stupid!
How if I didn't get in?? I don't know, it'll be like... how many times I got rejected already in the past few months if i still got rejected by Lasalle.
Maybe NAFA. Maybe not. One thing for sure, I want to be someone useful. I mean really..
I can feel my determination. BUT DUnNOE LEIIIIII If i fail lasalle, maybe i'll just go army, and try Lasalle again when I come out.. Nooo!!
Okay, nvm, I'll just get into lasalle. waHAHHAHAHA! AM I CONFIDENT OR WHAT? Nuh, just kiddig.. I've learnt not to be expecting too much.. ^^
----------------------------------
And I didn't really feel like sleeping now, thou it's like 4.32am, And I'm tired n typing n thinking about stuff for about an hour, and more thinking before this, but no more I've said ^^.
And you know, If you're reading this, and not skiping thru, and reading things I wrote......
THANKS!
I went to YiXiang's show yesterday, It's his first 3 minute stage show. He's damn nervous I can tell.
I filmed the performance, to be edited n loaded somewhere. I'm really very proud of him.. =))
And thanks for performing, and not being mad at me thou I've been mean to you and kok before.
I'm no ego-fella, but I'm really supprised and flattered when you put my name in the credits/special thanks session on your previous short video with kok.
Small matter I know, but thanks anyhow.. :)
And oh! Thanks for mentioning my name that time during your show, thou I didn't raise up my hands to admit i'm Fuming, because I know the MC will drag me up on stage for some unplanned shit!
And today, I went to a lecture.. I knew that guy since like, when I just started out.
I lost contact with him for about a year, and met him again late last year, he's a busy man. He said.
"fuming!(btw, i'm already supprised enough he remembered my name) Long time no see! I thought you became famous n went to Las Vegas.. HAHA! Anyway, wanted to tell you you're one of the best students I have, and
I'm really proud of you and your improvements the other time when we're working together on the 'time travel' trick. You have potential, my friend!"
Again, i'm amazed how he remembered what we're working together on that time. He's a busy man I said..
Okay, WAIT. I'm not trying to say I'm GOOD or whatever.. I'm no ego lover..
But the point is, where's my guts?
I always wanted to do shows.
Always said that performing is what I wanted to do.
But all I do is, practice, practice, practice, show my friends, practice, and practice.
Where's the shows, where's the performance I wanted?
Seriously, I'm scared.
I didn't know how to start out.
Not knowing how it's really like to be PERFORMING in front of hundreds of audience, thou I did design a show for hundreds, and practice.
I didn't know how people will feel about me.
I'm afraid I mumble too much!
And after the lecture, I had solomon sign on his lecture notes, He left me a message, like he did to many other..
This is what he said.
"To Fuming.
Good luck on your journey to fantastic presentations in magic and may I see you performing on stage soon.. real soon.
Cheers!
Solomon "
Conclusion: I want to be a performer.. :) A successful one.
Of course not forgetting my studies as well.. if I got into Lasalle, I'll treat everyone lunch!
Not everyone.. maybe.. a few influential people in my life.. like... fuming, me, myself and I..
HAHA No la.. we'll see :)
2 more weeks and may I be happier.. ^^
Oh, and not forgetting..
All the best to all my friends who is starting school officially today! Except sp, that started long ago I think..
Work hard!
kian Kok
Wen Xian
Kelvin
Yuan He
Azizah
Wan Jun
Shakila
Wahida
Wahida(ahh! doube!)
Atiqa
Zul
Surath
Monkey(ahh!!! double too!)
Adil
Yuwanna
Fizzy
HAYUNI
Jia Jun
Ahh!! Wanted to type out everyone's name, But NO WAY.
I can't think much anymore, It's 5.13AM
But really, all the best to everyone of you.. =))
Oh! And did I mention I met my ex pri sch schoomate today on my way home?!?!
She wanted to treat me doghnut frm the raffles city downstairs the weird long queue thingy shop because she got a dozen with her!!
Nuh.. But I don't really like doghnut by the way.. And It's weird eating doughnuts after meeting since like 6 years ago >.< But you know, I just dun understand why people will go for such long queue for doughnuts! So I slapped her face n went away.
In case you dun get it, I'm joking.. hahaha But really, she's holding a DOZEN of them.. And I rejected, and I went home, and maybe she went to hell together with the doughnut.. LOL
Oh, and I've been superstitious, I hope "go to hell" will have nothing to do with anything bad!
Later I have bad luck then suay ar! Lasalle Is my top on the list at this moment right now please...
Right.. And Aaron and I went to Sushi Tei for lunch after interviews! We spent like.. 50 bucks altogether. We went there to have a good meal because, according to his words we "felt victorious" that day suring interviews.. Let's not think abou tthe results first! And Aaron paid first with nets, and I FORGOT to pay him back cash yet. So..... I'll just forget about it. LOL
Beleive it or not, my bank account only have like 8 dollars in it. All I have now is the allowance I just got ^^
No wayyyyyy!!!!! And now it's 5.28am. I can't beleive it! I really need to sleep.. Goodnight everyoneeee!
This is my longest post to date.. :)
I hope I can make it thou.
I managed to grab a few question about the course, and I talked to myself a bit.
I didn't wanted to do designs only because I didn't do well for Os. I've been wanting to do designs similiar stuff since before I even think of O level..
I called a designer friend of mine midnight before the interviews, to seek help.. But he's really professional, and whatever we talked about paid off, I think..
He didn't tell me what to do, but he taught me how to do it.. That's the difference!
But Mr. Disappointment might be around the corner once again. Heck!
I'll kill that spoiler sooner or later.
So now, I hoped I can get into Lasalle with Aaron, and I hope IF we do get in, hope we're in the same class again.. HAHA!
I promise myself to work hard like some others do(provided if i got in), I know it's going to be a hard process after hearing what the lecturers had to say, but what's easy if u wanted the word "achievement" to assiociated with?
I can't wait for 2 weeks later!
I can't wait to go to school!
I can't wait to make new friends!
I can't wait to prove others wrong! And right for some cases ^^whatever it is.. =))
Haha.. It's just weird how suddenly everyone loves going to school, despite cursing every single school everytime we see one before.
I still remember how happy I am after O Levels.
One reason being end of exams.. Another being no-more-school, and eager to wait for grad night.. beautiful!.. haha.. ^^
Maybe when those chinese drama people say "you'll realise what u truly love, only after u loose it"
Maybe it's school they're refering about! Those chinese dramas! LOL
And, I still wanted a mac..
And I love how my hair looks now, because the colour kind of faded, and it's so cool I tell you! It's the colour I wanted..
Maybe next time I'll highlight it like white(serious!) I told aaron about it.. haha..
And u know! I've developed this habit over the past few days, I could've walk around my home/downstairs for hours, and when I come back, I can tell u everything! Like, "What happen exactly 20 days ago?"
Then I'll be like "I woke up at 2pm and went to the gym, and he smiled asleep."
"what's did you eat exactly 37 days ago for lunch?"
I'll be like.. "I had nothing for lunch, I went back hillgrove to collect art, and went to concept magic studio after that. beautiful!"
"what's you're favourite animal?"
I'll say.. "486 days ago it's cat, 334 days ago it's dog,151 days ago it's dinosaur, 1 minute ago it's an hippopotamus''
Yea.. stuff like that. Wasting time! I'm not doing that anymore.
Apparently the earliest time I can start school will be August. I think i'm getting a job in a travel agency or some sorts.
I'm stating to get worried of having too much time, rather then to little time e other time that made me wanna quit like shit.
Too much time kills the brain. That's why u can see I'm a lil weird.
-------------------------------------------------------
Oh! And I found something so precious!
During sec 2 streaming year, my then form teacher made us have this little "activity"
Everyone would leave a pen, and paper on our own desk, then everyone would move around anywhere at the same time, going to every table, and write something you wanted to tell, or what u think about the person, obviously good stuff only. Not only that, u can't state your name aftter u left ur message!
That's the cute little days, I still remember how cute everyone were.. LOL
Those times, I'm happy with just a basketball in my hands.
Handphones are shit. MSN have like twenty friends? And I grow up in church. Healthy environment anyway.. It's not that bad.
No vulgarities, no untuck shirt, no quarrels, no worries, no talking STRICTLY on Ms Wang's class(lol)..
And my 3 brothers Chun Yu, James Tan, WeiQiang. Somehow I broke contact with them after sec three, where I begain being labelled as a "quiet defient student" by my then-teachers! So cool.. ^^
And before I knew, Chun Yu, whom I really treasured as a good brother, went back to taiwan for good. And I didn't even know untill Yuwanna told me In class on a certain day in Sec 3. And the msg he sent me moments before he went up the plane made me think for a while..
Because, his english improved! LOL
Compared to the first time he came to Singapore.
And you know, Taiwan's joke are the top ones u can find for chinese! It's so damn funny I tell you! Espacially dirty ones>.< nuh.. I'm not dirty-minded, just Taiwan jokes.. LOL
But really, that guy is missed.. ^^I NEED HIS MSN, DO YOU HAVE, MRS YUWANNA?
Oh where have I gone to?
Back to the paper-pen activity, Syafiq wrote "tallllll and handsome!"
See!! I told you I'm handsome when i'm younger :P But now.. I'm just too hot to be called handsome anymore..
Sad I know..
Ms Chew wrote "down to earth!" See!!!
I'm the class chairman during sec one okay!! HAHA Thou I was nominated again in sec 2, Ms Chew dosent want me to be anymore.. :( BLEAGH! I don't enjoy it anyway.. HAHA
Oh! And anyone know Ms Charmaine Lim?
She's one of the best you'll ever find.. Thou she only taught my class, sec 1E5 for like only 1-2 term, before leaving for her studies, but during that short period of time.. It's Cool! She even won the Ms popularity or some sorts contest, voted by all HSS students.. Anyway.... U guys most probably don't know who, I'm a second batch student ^^
I know how it's like walking from Yusof Ishak SS to HSS as a whole school...
I know how it's like having a brand new classroom.
I know how it's like having just 2 batches and lots of empty extra classrooms waiting to be filled, which is by now.. ^^
Oh! And I remembered farting during morning assembly! LOL!!!
Ah, Okay.. I said nothing...
Uh! So cute! I love sec 1, 2, and being like a kid. Everyday is simple and fun, with the best teacher who calls me "My chairperson" everytime she wrote letter to us.. LOL Okay............ She stopped writing after a while anyway.. hMPF!
But I understand why she did that then now.. Thou many of us were disappointed then ^^
Righttttt So u know, finding the piece of paper in a blue plastic envelope thingy actually make me miss so many things. It made me think again.
Maybe I'll know if you ask like.."what are you doing on february 29thwhen you're sec 1?"
Then I'll say.. "nothing, there's no february 29th when i'm sec 1"
SMART.
I wonder how it's like having a school now!
Will I feel like a newbie would when I'm sec one?!?!
Will I get lost n the school??
Will I find my clique so conveniently?
Is it fun??
So many questions! I hope I really get into Lasalle-SIA. Dear God, please help me!
I can't wait! I hope I lay dead now, and woke up 2 weeks later, knowing if I got in.
Provided I didn't find myself in a rectangle box underground by then, stupid!
How if I didn't get in?? I don't know, it'll be like... how many times I got rejected already in the past few months if i still got rejected by Lasalle.
Maybe NAFA. Maybe not. One thing for sure, I want to be someone useful. I mean really..
I can feel my determination. BUT DUnNOE LEIIIIII If i fail lasalle, maybe i'll just go army, and try Lasalle again when I come out.. Nooo!!
Okay, nvm, I'll just get into lasalle. waHAHHAHAHA! AM I CONFIDENT OR WHAT? Nuh, just kiddig.. I've learnt not to be expecting too much.. ^^
----------------------------------
And I didn't really feel like sleeping now, thou it's like 4.32am, And I'm tired n typing n thinking about stuff for about an hour, and more thinking before this, but no more I've said ^^.
And you know, If you're reading this, and not skiping thru, and reading things I wrote......
THANKS!
I went to YiXiang's show yesterday, It's his first 3 minute stage show. He's damn nervous I can tell.
I filmed the performance, to be edited n loaded somewhere. I'm really very proud of him.. =))
And thanks for performing, and not being mad at me thou I've been mean to you and kok before.
I'm no ego-fella, but I'm really supprised and flattered when you put my name in the credits/special thanks session on your previous short video with kok.
Small matter I know, but thanks anyhow.. :)
And oh! Thanks for mentioning my name that time during your show, thou I didn't raise up my hands to admit i'm Fuming, because I know the MC will drag me up on stage for some unplanned shit!
And today, I went to a lecture.. I knew that guy since like, when I just started out.
I lost contact with him for about a year, and met him again late last year, he's a busy man. He said.
"fuming!(btw, i'm already supprised enough he remembered my name) Long time no see! I thought you became famous n went to Las Vegas.. HAHA! Anyway, wanted to tell you you're one of the best students I have, and
I'm really proud of you and your improvements the other time when we're working together on the 'time travel' trick. You have potential, my friend!"
Again, i'm amazed how he remembered what we're working together on that time. He's a busy man I said..
Okay, WAIT. I'm not trying to say I'm GOOD or whatever.. I'm no ego lover..
But the point is, where's my guts?
I always wanted to do shows.
Always said that performing is what I wanted to do.
But all I do is, practice, practice, practice, show my friends, practice, and practice.
Where's the shows, where's the performance I wanted?
Seriously, I'm scared.
I didn't know how to start out.
Not knowing how it's really like to be PERFORMING in front of hundreds of audience, thou I did design a show for hundreds, and practice.
I didn't know how people will feel about me.
I'm afraid I mumble too much!
And after the lecture, I had solomon sign on his lecture notes, He left me a message, like he did to many other..
This is what he said.
"To Fuming.
Good luck on your journey to fantastic presentations in magic and may I see you performing on stage soon.. real soon.
Cheers!
Solomon "
Conclusion: I want to be a performer.. :) A successful one.
Of course not forgetting my studies as well.. if I got into Lasalle, I'll treat everyone lunch!
Not everyone.. maybe.. a few influential people in my life.. like... fuming, me, myself and I..
HAHA No la.. we'll see :)
2 more weeks and may I be happier.. ^^
Oh, and not forgetting..
All the best to all my friends who is starting school officially today! Except sp, that started long ago I think..
Work hard!
kian Kok
Wen Xian
Kelvin
Yuan He
Azizah
Wan Jun
Shakila
Wahida
Wahida(ahh! doube!)
Atiqa
Zul
Surath
Monkey(ahh!!! double too!)
Adil
Yuwanna
Fizzy
HAYUNI
Jia Jun
Ahh!! Wanted to type out everyone's name, But NO WAY.
I can't think much anymore, It's 5.13AM
But really, all the best to everyone of you.. =))
Oh! And did I mention I met my ex pri sch schoomate today on my way home?!?!
She wanted to treat me doghnut frm the raffles city downstairs the weird long queue thingy shop because she got a dozen with her!!
Nuh.. But I don't really like doghnut by the way.. And It's weird eating doughnuts after meeting since like 6 years ago >.< But you know, I just dun understand why people will go for such long queue for doughnuts! So I slapped her face n went away.
In case you dun get it, I'm joking.. hahaha But really, she's holding a DOZEN of them.. And I rejected, and I went home, and maybe she went to hell together with the doughnut.. LOL
Oh, and I've been superstitious, I hope "go to hell" will have nothing to do with anything bad!
Later I have bad luck then suay ar! Lasalle Is my top on the list at this moment right now please...
Right.. And Aaron and I went to Sushi Tei for lunch after interviews! We spent like.. 50 bucks altogether. We went there to have a good meal because, according to his words we "felt victorious" that day suring interviews.. Let's not think abou tthe results first! And Aaron paid first with nets, and I FORGOT to pay him back cash yet. So..... I'll just forget about it. LOL
Beleive it or not, my bank account only have like 8 dollars in it. All I have now is the allowance I just got ^^
No wayyyyyy!!!!! And now it's 5.28am. I can't beleive it! I really need to sleep.. Goodnight everyoneeee!
This is my longest post to date.. :)
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