Let's be direct!

Hi everyone! how are you? Prove it.

Anyway, let's be direct for today..
You know.. everyone pee in the swimming pool, do you know that?!

If you ever see somebody swimming in the pool and stops suddenly, using one of his hands to pull his trunks outwards a bit, then suddenly the water become warm.. and after like 10 second or so he swan away again.. then you know he just peed.

Also also! You know, when you fart in the pool, bubbles come out from your ass!
Cool uh?!

Also.. I just met a lesbian on the train! she's such a cutiezz piezzzzzzz... muackkzzzz

Alright, have you ever wondered why do some people around you behaves like the way they did?
You know(i know i'm using a lot of you know, that's the point), sometimes there's this someone, whom suddenly you dun like to hang around with because of some personal reason, then after a while, that person turned bitter towards you? As in.. not bitter.. it's retarded(oppse?!).

Now for some examples!

erm.. like.. you know.. out of nothing that person will pop out and say you're a pest? Out of a simple misunderstanding happening to me and OTHERS.. and that person wan to put herself into it and get involved?
You know.. After the whole misunderstanding is over, and she insist. "i dun belive what he said"?

Okay, let's be direct here a bit. I'd say "WHAT IN THE FUCKING HELL IS THIS YOUR PROBLEM IN THE FIRST PLACE?!" phew.. i had my say now.

And and.. You know.. i call that kind of people troublemaker. Because that kind of comment that person gave is basically dun-make-sense-at-all and inedvidence and clearly dun know what she is saying at all. And for this case, that person's irresponsible comment might even cause conflicts and confusion among groups.

Wait wait.. not that i want to make peace with anyone.. I still hate that person as usual, and always will. And after this, i've lost more respect for that person.



OKAY! I'm done with saying things like that. My final message is to that somebody who wish to reply to my post, feel free to do it at your blog. But take note. Make sure you know what you're saying, check your blog once again after you posted , and organise your writings, and dun blog and sound as if you're some little ignorant children whom just dropped his ice-cream!
And ya, this will be my last post for this episode, i'll not blog abt this episode again unless there's some progress or anything that i feel the urge to mention about.


haha! sense of humour? anyone?

Anyway, here's my word of wisdom.. ahem!
If anyone who thinks that he/she is that so very popular and thought that everyone supports him/her. Ask around, and you'll know how many people dun like you, they're wearing a mask, tolerating you, not the other way round like you thought. Go figure.

signs of war

You know, sometimes some people got to get their facts right before they comment on anything.

And sometimes i prefer people having prob with me to tell me right in front, not at my back.

Let's be frank, It's not like i love everyone that much anyway, It's okay to loose some more friends, and let the seperation begain among the one body.

mooo

DAMN! No one call me to say bye bye to me.

I'm a looser..

No one cares..

whinewhinewhinewhine**

moo0oooo..............moooooo.....................

cutexxx ritexxx??? lol

My Final Wish

Hi everyone, i'm blogging today with a whole now different mood today.
I'm serious today, with a bit of diasappointment.

As some of you may know, I'm going on the 22nd of August, which is 7 days from now.
Where?
Like what mothers always tell their children about their dad.. i'll be gona to "a place far far away"

In another words, i'll be dead after 7 days.

Okay, i sense some diasappointment here.. And a lot of joy.
But i've confirmed it's the only thing that would happen 7 days later.

I tried to save my life but the chances are low, to almost impossible.
I asked for help and i found no friend.

Lastly.. I prayed to God but i'm left alone....

But when i'm dead, i'll be known.

Finally, my last wish is to have my friends(if any) to give me a call, or msg n tell me goodbye before the sun rises on 22nd August. Dun be sad, dun be glad.. Just forget me and live your life like Fume does not exist.

peace..

Fume
2006

Little red balls

Hi, been some time since i blogged, the title is totally irrelavent, so ignore it. :)

Ok, here goes.
For the past 2 weekends, i've been performing for CCF(children cancer's foundation). It's a great experience but you see.. it's actually more then an ego buster performance thingy.

I'm bad with words, so i'll quote someone else's post in the SMC forum

"Occasionally a reminder serves to refocus our sense of purpose. For me, it was little Petra.She was 5; she was blonde; she had clear blue eyes. She had leukemia. Her family had dropped by at Suntec; her father Andy and her younger brother Kit shaved their heads. Her whole family was there for her. But she could've stood alone - she shone like a beacon of light.Most of us know card tricks are sometimes lost on children (it happens to the best of us); let alone one so young. But everytime an effect registered, she lit up - and did she just LIGHT UP. Her enthusiasm seemed to explode from her - it was infectious. It spread through her entire family. She'd scream, or applaud, or giggle like she was possessed by joy and gaiety. And her family united behind her. In her suffering, she had brought the family closer together. It was in their eyes; that was magic I could not create."
Quoted from Shade, from SMC(Singapore Magic Circle) Forums

Many times magician(or maybe only me) loose their purpose of WHY they wanted to do magic in the first place..

I was there to witness Shade performing to Princess(yes, i'll call her that) Petra. And i'm wondering to myself, 'when is the last time i made something like this happen?'

Long long time ago man.. it certainly bring back the passion i once had.
I mean, i've not lost the passion for magic, or card flourishing for a second since 2 years ago, but what i'm talking about is the passion to perform, to bring joy and laughter to the people.

I remembered telling someone, "i want to be an entertainer when i grow up."
But why? I know the answer now.. And i'll work to it.. :D

So do I sound like an angel now? LOL.. Just some food for thoughts. ^^