The Fume

2008-03-08T00:18:00.005+08:00

I've been sick for 2 days in a row and It isn't really great for me.

But the good news is, I love my really sweet girlfriend.

On Thursday morning, when I was still at home sleeping feeling sick, my sweet girl called me and told me that she asked her friend to take over her shift so that she can come to my house to take care of me!!!

OMG baby I love you!
And and, she came with lunch and all =))

But then on Wednesday night, it was great.
Like, walking from one end of clark quay to another just to find a quiet spot to talk wasn't really tiring anymore with her by my hand.
And talking about days when we're nerds and geeks back in the sec school, when we hardly even talk in class, was really interesting.
And we talked and talked to where we were now. It's kinda really sweet. But yea, she's getting kinda emotional and I love her =)

AND!! She even found a really really meaningful song for me. AND AND.

We got a matching hoodie.

And and!! I really love Azizah Omar.

And this is to her!

I look so lost in the pic, but yea, the message are real!

I had cheetos!

P.S Baby, I know u said this before, but I'm a copycat. You're the best thing that happened to me. Really!

Response to Human

2008-03-04T23:32:00.005+08:00

Dude. I'm her boyfriend, and I know who my girlfriend is.
And if you are a man, which I'm hoping u are, step out and tell us what the fuck is your fucking problem.

And if you're saying about people doing nasty things, ask the other party. Faiz.
He' the one who dosent respect a girl for who she is.

And worst still, he even dare to beat up a girl. For this case. My girlfriend.

Then, he even threathened girl about 'something' that we don't know after they brok up. What a man is that?

Now faiz. If you want a fair share of threathening, I'll return the punch and slap u gave my girlfriend one day. And dude, trust me I can. And we know u know who Human is, but you're not stopping it and called us to 'not get bothered by it" so I guessed u somehow approve of that kind of treatment to a girl too? Anyway you're an asshole who think you're some big assshot having the right to abuse your gf. ex-gf now, to be exact.

To me, u know what it looks like? A jealous ex boyfriend mad about his ex girlfriend finding another boyfriend because you're too sucky to be hers.

And human, I hope you know you're speaking up for what kind of man he is. And It's fucking disrespecful to make such fucked-up comment on someone's public blog. You know what. Go mind your own business. You're saying this is not my business? Get your facts right. I'm Azizah's boyfriend. And someone's bothering my girlfriend over her past relationhip.
Get the link?

Now, if you're not a busybody tell us who the hell are you. In case you're not a man.

And I dont think accusing about people loosing their virginity and stuff if a very good thing to do. Even through the net. We've got the tagbard saved. Legal action can be done. And trust me we know what we're doing. And I know what I'm saying.

And we made out? where's your prove? If not fuck off.
Untill you know what are you talking about.

Oh, and I still hope you'll step out. It saves trouble.

2008-02-28T23:00:00.007+08:00

Yesterday, 27 Febrary 2008.
Was a special night for baby and I.

It's just sooo perfect, plus the fact that I'm with her. =))

We started out as a couple of hopeless romantic, strolling around an island aimlessly while figuring out where to go next. But I enjoyed ever bit of her company. =))

We bought snap! and old maid intending to play by the beach, which was really cute.
We arrived at the beach as the sun sets, it was really beautiful. Holding hands, hugging, strolling and kissing by the sea, at the most southern part of Asia, was really really sweet.
Suddenly we're not a couple of hopeless romantic anymore.

Oh! And we're hot.

Then we head to catch the second show of song by the beach. It was a brilliant act made up. And even more when watching while holding the hand of my love one.

Then we headed to coffee bean to share a cup of our favourite drink. Which was sooooooooo sweet.
Chocolate muffin which was SOOOOOOOO sweet as well. haha!

Oh and playing snap with was really memoriable too. And we had a draw. =P

Last night was just so special. It's the happiest night I ever had, I swear. And in her words "tonight was spectacular".

Thanks baby, I love u forever. =))

Oh! And thanks to Adil for something!

P.S We were still hot on the way home. hahahahha

2008-02-26T21:33:00.002+08:00

Today is one week and one day since zeez and I got together again!

And then like her, I don't care what the others got to say about me anymore because I just want to be with the one I love and I'll not be affected by how others will see me. =))

And then and then! My gf's the sweetest person ever lor. And then. She's a rapper, minah, ah beng, ah lian, 10 years old kid, and my sweetest girlfriend that I love. =)))))

And baby, I love you for who you are.
I love the Azizah who's always herself. And I dun think you're weird, stupid or noisy even if u think you are. In fact, I think youre still sweet, cute and beautiful :p

And and, I promise you what I've promise ok?
Love you forever! Great time from now on we'll have...

I'm just really happy =))

I love my gf =))

2008-02-22T06:01:00.006+08:00

Hey baby!

prawn crackers

2008-02-13T06:26:00.000+08:00

it's fucking 6.27am and i still can't sleep. AHHH

And i got a new lip ring!

2008-02-08T21:47:00.001+08:00

Happy Chinese new year.

2008-02-06T13:35:00.001+08:00

Yo hey!

First of all, Happy Chinese New Year, snowballs! Xmas are over!

So it's been really a while since I've blogged, and I really feel like really really.. relly typing/doing something with my macbook.
Yea, occasionally research for artists n such are great, but I'm still too lazy to doa anything at tis point of time.

Think about it.
When you're actually not in an art school, You LOVE and WORSHIP art. Like you shit n u have inspiration yadayada.
Then you go to a Art school.

Baam!

You research on what others want u to do, draw what others want u to draw.
I mean, it's not THAT bad people tell u what to draw. What's bad is you got to fucking change your own style to suits what the lecturer thinks he like and will give u A for changing ur style into his own "perfect drawing style" in his OWN (fucking) perspective.

And the real damn bad bad thing is, I'm not big fan of straight, perfect lines nice toning monster. I'm more towards expressionism and shits bla bla and it's another story.

So basically Im just too lazy to do any sch work n I'm finding a really hot excuse, for most people. =))

So my point is I'm blogging because I'm bored, yes. And because I wanted to make my Macbook do something else instead of my usual porn surfing n other useless shit. HAHA

So I turned 19 six days ago.
I forgive all you snowballs who forgot.
Its okay..

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Really.

I'll forget yours back.

But then I thought my friend Otto will buy me the birthdy special combo pack from Dell. A time machine and a space ship,
which comes with a warrenty that if I travel 2 thousand year back n couldn't come back, I'll see Jesus.

And the FUCKING BEST part is it cost only $2.

But damn he didn't buy for me, I'll forgive him too.

Oh yea, and the reason I switched back to Blogger is because my mac seemed to fuck up the paragraphing that I typed, as u can see from the last proper post there.

Which basically says I'm gonna quit smoking(not yet), new year resolution yadayada..

Speaking of smoking. It's a choice. Look, every single smoker knows smoking kills.
One fine day u go out, and you're hungry. There's subway and Macdonalds.
Then you have a choice.
And you choose mac.

Why dosent it says "eating fried chicken will make u fucking fat and suffer from cancer"? I wonder.

Every single thing u do now you're gonna get cancer. It's a choice u eat fried rice to die slower, or u eat mc wings to die faster.

Now, blink really hard three times, and apply it to cigarettes. Or walking by the roadside.. I know u get me.

But then, I'm not a devil. I do not encourage smoking, ever.
But I just happen to be smoking now, and i really hate how people rant to me about smoking kills because I know n I know myself and I know why I smoke and I don't blame anyone and I do not encourage smoking.

Amen.

Thinking of today, cny eve, I'm reminded of my stat of mind last year today, really interesting. I could have been feeling the same way today but feelings don't stay long. But it exist forever and I know the damages done. To me. I'm basically some sad boy this time last year. HAHA

Oh yea! Something exciting to share. I have a lip piercing! Lower middle lips. It's a labrete piercing now, but I wanted a ring Just like Travis barker. But then I started out as a labrete, then 1 week later I changed to a ring barbell and it hurts like fuck.

You know, a Labrete is straight, then 1 week later into a ring(round) and the wound's not healed, then i gotta curl the could.
Then another week it's okay n I hated barbells, then I change to a single ball ring, nd i bought wrong size.

Second one, wrong AGAIN

Then third, it's okay.. But smaller would be better, and so I didn't want to change again because it haven totally healed n I kinda irritated the wound, So i changed into a labrete again N I'll do it for the final time next week. YEA.

But labrete looks good thou, But I really love rings. And I really love girls with lip rings too. HHA
Anyway, pics on my friendster. Go see, snowballs.

Till the next one.

hey all!

2007-06-25T21:38:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone,

I've been away for the past 2 months or so.
If You see me online, talking to you or whatever, forget me,
It's my clone I've created to take over my daily duties for this past 2 month.

And I can tell you, he suck!

So what have I been doing lately?
I lock myself in my room and created the time travel machine.
And I succeed, and travelled through time!

So I know how exactly I'll look like 10 years down the road(really hot!)
And who my wife gonna be.

So.......... My clone have been taking over my work, hanging out with friends and all. But I think he's loving it anyway. And I heard he even got a new crush!
But he's just sad he didn't get laid.

Neh mind, he dun deserve it. Lol.

So I travelled back in time as well! I tried to change some things a lil here and there, but there's not much a difference so I just leave it there. Boom!

Ok ok...
So now my hair is a little too long, the gatsby moving rubber isnt exactly that good anyway.
I mean, moving RUBBER sounds better for something else.. ahem..con.. cough..dom

Yea, Condom.

Anyway, I've been reading a lot since, and I think I'm so smart!
I even know starfish got no brains!

Anyway, that's it for today, be back soooon!

When I grow up

2007-06-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

I tried my best to delete all my posts, but I just couldn't find the delete all button! So nevermuind..

When I grow up, I gonna get a wife who fucking own me!

She own me.
She own me.
She give me allowance.
She tell me what to do.
She's scary.
She's strict.
She's.....
She own me.
She own me.

Haiya! ^^

2007-06-07T21:59:00.000+08:00

Ignore the previous post.
Sometimes I dun know what's happening in my mind.
Sometimes I just think something happened but I'm just thinknig and i dunnoe and so I'm thinking so I dun really know what am I thinking anyway.
That's what happen to a man going through puberty I guess.
LOL

Anyway, my previous entry hit the 1ooth post!
YEAH!

So you know, I'm so glad I'm having a time out now, sitting in front of my com, listening to some music, typing away on my keyboard.
Espacially after working for like 6 straight days of full shift.
And It suck. Even more when I got to wake up at 5AM in the morning.

I feel like a zombie by the end of today, But heck, I can sleep a little later today and still get 8 hours of sleep! ^^

Oh, I love my hair.(for now at least)
And I managed to watch shrek with Aaron(Gay huh?) the other day.
And.... some shopping at topman with him and stuff like tt.

And work work work.
But I'm not a boring guy still. =)

And I just made my sis help me figure my MP4 thingy, It's an ass.
But nevermind, It'll be fine, and worth it.
Anyway, what's better then hearing Paramore during your boring train ride? haha..

But anyway, I realise it's hard to maintain a healthy eating habit that u learn frm anywhere.
Where on earth you see sells healthy food u see in your favourite magazine?
They're either damn ex, or u can't really find any.

And you've got to end up making your own at home, and it suck, espacially when you're a guy like me.(lazy?)
Not to mention, bringing lunch boxes makes u look really uncool. LOL.

But anyway, I think subway is decent enough.
But how can u fill yourself with that pathetic six inch thingy(man, not that, you naughty!). LOL

Hong Konh Hong Kong.

Xue's coming back tomorrow, I gonna ask her to tell me EVERYTHING about HK!
She texted to tell me it's fun and all the other day frm hk thou, Man! I can't wait for my turn~!

Before that, I think I might want to go for KL trip also before that(Free baby!).
HAHA!

Who's jealous? :P

where's the real deal?

2007-06-05T22:18:00.000+08:00

I hate it when life become a bit repetive again.
That's what I hate.

It gives me time for my own brain again.
It made me stop thinking of the ever-changing circumstances it might be.

It's always the same, so that I got to stop thinking.

And I got to start thinking of something else.

That's when the something else is what's usually left.
And it stink.

It makes me sick, it makes me hate.
Sick of what happened, hate for what havent happen.

I thought I'm ready.

But u know u made me feel stupid.

so what now?

2007-06-05T15:30:00.000+08:00

Fuck fuck fuck.

Sickening busy.

I hate today.

I hate this tomorrow.
I hate this week.
I hate this two weeks.

U know, I'm so pissed that I got to work like 6 days straight full shift.

I dun understand why why why why why.

Anyway, my previous entries were random, I dun hate anyone.
It's random like when i say gays like me.

But anyway, I saw many gays recently because there's just this california gym upstairs of the office.
And I'm still at the office now in fact!
Maybe I'll see some yucky ones on the way back.. hho!

So yea, I hate no one.
Except for some gays.

Because someone asked, that's why i gotta say "I hate no one!"

If not, I'll look like a depressed boy full of hatred. haha..

But yea, I said I miss someone. Whoa!

It could be the hot dentise I saw at CMPB!
Nuh, not really, I dun even remember how she look like, but I juz remembered she wore a classy dress(whoa!) and checking all the smelly mouths(except for mine).

So it's been months, and I think I'm different.
I think differently.
Look differently.
Live differently.
And I think I'm a better man

But who really cares? I hope the dentise do. Just kidding.
But I know u know what I'm talking about. If u know you're the one I miss, tell me.
Haha. It'll never happen.

P.S. Sparco, It's not you, dun be disgusting~

i hate you

2007-05-31T23:25:00.000+08:00

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I know, you're reading with ur eyes opening a bit wider then usual.
Right?!

It is.(too bad if you're not)

You know, when I typed "i hate you".
It's like.. so... real.
So powerful.
So strong.
Sooo! suggestive!

Plus the psycological tiny point that I didn't put a capital "i"
It kinda let u feel subconsciously that I'm serious about it.
And.
It's like, I bloody mean it that I dun care about the stupid "I"

And I could be hating you.
You.
Or you.

HAHA!
Ok, maybe that dun make sense. But anyway..

Love is the easier word to use.

I love chocolote pie.
Gosh I love that hot girl!
I think I'm in love with this shirt!
I'm in love.
I love you.
You.
And you.

I love overate

Now that's cooool.

2007-05-29T20:27:00.000+08:00

Whoa!

Today I finally got to end work at 4!
Not just today, a few times ready. I met Aaron the last time I ended at 3.

But I went home early and eat dinner(finally, at home) then go gym.. the usual shits.

U know, I think my throat is exploading.
I hope I'm either very sick now, or not sick at all, I dun like the in between stuffs. haha.

Whoa! Then I can get MC and sleep at home, then I hope someone can msg/call me and ask me how am I feeling and all the nice nice stuff.. So sweet! LOL!

Anyway, big boss frm KL is coming tml, and I'm so nervous! damn la..
I can't think of anything else black pants except jeans. Heck la! Somemore today something happened in the morning, and the complaine goes all the way to KL, I hope someone can help me tml if they questioned me.. ahh! Maybe my throat will expload and can't talk anyway.

So tired so sick so tired so sick. But work's still kinda interesting still. ^^

And I think I'm missing someone!

:(
So honest. finally.

ahhhhhhh

i want to

2007-05-26T22:03:00.000+08:00

tell you this!

But no, YOU tell me.

Buttttt

Am i boring or what?
nonono

lying to myself

2007-05-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone!

Man, I haven really sit here and do nothing and type on my blog like what I'm doing now for a very
very
very long time already :)

So many things happened, since all the way back to last week's travel fair!
And the pace havent stop untill now. phew.

So...... I watched spiderman.. Like early last week with godma, xue and joyce like last....
Last week's Tuesday? I think.

Whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..
Now, I feel updated.
Thou I didn't watched the previous 2, so yea, I just see lah..

I love movies.

It's not all about the movie. It's the atmosphere.
The people.
The popcorn.

lol..

Popcorn is a MUST for movies!
I have to buy one everytime, I dun care if I didn't eat them, but I just get them.. Haha..

I remembered there's once there's more then 3/4 wnd at e end of the show!

Hoho! Ok lah.. Everytime like goes welllllllllllllllll.
Kinda.
Except when I'm working morning shift the next day, then the day previous I got sth to do and got home late. MAN!

Worst still, 7-7 shift >.<

Like Last sat, I went out with sheng and his wife to have supper together with xue.

Finally. I know a friend who can drive. His wife. :P
We went around towwwwnnnnnnnn. And lost our way.
Great.

Whoaaaa!!!!

School's starting! So glad!

Think of it, I only get to stay at the company for like what, less then 2 more months and I'll be off baby!
Sad thing is, Aaron havent found a job for his own expense in hk.

Nevermind, money drop from the sky u know?

Oh! Speaking of being artistic, I watched an artistic film on Wednesday!
Born into bothel.

It won some oscar award thingy if I'm not wrong.
It's liek some documentry, photographing related stuff.

Artistic. I think.
Good.
But.
Boring.

haha..

I think it'd fair very very well as a tv documentry, but movie.. hmm!
But who knows? Someone else likes it. More importantly, Mr. Oscar love it.

lol..

That Adrielle lah! She said it's nice she heard, so Adrielle, Xue and me decide to watch it on that day few hours before we knock off at vivo.

So....... We should've watched Blade of Glory!!
That's my next!!

Ok, in conclusion, Born into Brothel spoil my day.
Made my wallet thinner, that's okay.
But I get home late, sleep late, and next day........ Which is yesterday......

It's 7-7 and I thought I'm dying. Lol..
And what a busy day it is.

But nevermind, Blade of Glory~

Oh yea! We did some shopping before that brothel movie(eek!)
And I bought a Giordano T! Cos xue is a menter anyway, meaning cheaper.

Oh! And I bought a pouch/sling bag, small one.

And!!!!

Today! It's the Singapore Sale!!!!!!!!!!
Tomorrow, 4pm, River Island will have road show at Raffles City mannnnnnnnnnnn!

I'm working anyway.

So yea, I tried on a yucky topman shirt for 50% off on that day, just trying to make fun.

It's like... Flowerly, black. yuck.

Lol.
But I think it looked cool when I tried it on >.< LOL
Like a clown or sth.

Anywayyyyyyyy...

This morning i went to CMPB for medical check.
I hate it.
Not really lah, I could've skip it. If I had the letter frm Lasalle.

But I called Lasalle and they like.. Can't give me a definite answer and divert me to someone else, and it's so confusing!

So I gotta go down to Lasalle and CMPB once more on any weekday again.

I'm a Pes A baby!

ANd drawing blood is like, Quite fun lah.. I never seen my blood in such large quantity before... lol..
The funnty thing is, the guy couldn't seem to get my blood to flow into the tube, so he keep changing the tube, 3 tubes in total, with the needle all the while still pooking into my vein. And he say stupid things like "how come your blood like not flowing one arh?" and telling me about girls in Lasalle. LOL.

Luckily it's not painful! If not I'll kill him. heh!..
Weird. I heard injections are like ant bite, quite painful, but I can't really feel anything more then a sharp touch, or sth like tt.

The last time I had an injection was like.. 4 years ago when I had food poisoning.
And I couldn't feel any pain as well, I thought I'm too sick that time.. But well..
It's not painful lah.
Lol.

And!! I can't stand it when I need to pee into a small bottle mannnnnnnn
You know, It's hard enough to aim properly in the toilet bowl. Now, In a bottle?!

LOL

HAHHAHAHAHA!! ok la.. I was in the toilet with another indian guy, I'm like telling him "I cannot pee lei!" Haha! ANd we started laughing.

Then we went back to our serious job. Peeing into the small bootle.
And please stop before it's overflowing pleaseeeeeeeee. u know it's really a small bootle. It's not even a bottle, It's liek a container!

So okay lah, full body check up for free. Where to find?
The bad bad bad thing is the IQ test with the computer. It's fun in the begaining.
Untill they started to ask about math question, number sequence, and it's starting to get draggy(total one hour plus man!).

And I just begain to skip the bloody math questions. Lol..
I mean, I can't do number sequence with like.. 3 digit weird numbers lah!
And It's too much, and I'm tired.

But who cares?!

Their dentise is really hot!

lol.. And she's checking like really fast.
Naming some name in weird codes, liek recording every tooth, and stuff liek that.. Haha.

Then she's reading it out, and another guy record for her.
Less then 1 minute baby!

hoho! Then it's the normal gym session for today.

repeat repeat repeat.

Before I'm a big fat pig. NO WAY!

Just now I went to Yixiang house to check out some stage props.
Sighhhhhhhhhhh. I really feel like moving up to stage magic.

Vry much inspired by like.. Karl.
And some.

But I late rings. I hate silkes.
Maybe canes.

I hate repeative draggy stuffs.

So.....................
Maybe dove for me.

And that's why I like Karl. ^^

I want to take up film making/photography class!
Not diploma, but like.. leisure courses.
Maybe drama class. LOL.

And I got so many things I wanted to type here! But you know what?!
maybe later.

Just now I tried calling Surath, and I dialled the wrong number, like, one number wrongly.
Then, this guy picked up, and I thought he's Surath.
Then I start crapping with him like what I usually did, then he ask me "who's this arh?" Then he said he dunnoe me, and he said he's some guy, with a weird name.
Then I said
"Yea right.. Haha" I thought it's surath joking to me..

So the weird thing is.......

The both of us started chatting very happily for a while... With me still thinking he's Surath.
Then suddenly he asked again "Wait uh! btw, who are you arh?"

I was like "Shit!"
Then I realise I dialled the wrong number.
And we started laughing and say bye to him like we're really friends.

lol.. kinda funny. I think If I know that guy, we could've been good friends. LOL.

For now, that's it! Tomorrow's 2-7. YEAH!
Sunday 7-3. YEAH!!

So glad can?!

And I was at yixiang's hse and saw the pictures he took during last fri's RP show.
I forgot my cam tt's y.

So he'll send the whole bloody biggggg file to me, and I'll post some cool pic for that night taken by him! Thou a bit outdated.

Good day everyone!

tell me now

2007-05-22T21:50:00.000+08:00

How long now?!
Ok, very long.

Time is moving too fast, I can hardly catch it!

Work is like so routined. But good money anyway.

Last fri I went to the grant magic show in rp!

Well, Ok la.. Not as smooth. And It's just sad. Like. Jeremy pei got the worst day in his performing life I think. Lol..

He's sick, then fire, then loose his concentration..
His face is all red!

But I'm just impressed how he carried on with his stuff, being professional.
And end it with a big wide smile.

But I couldn't get to speak to him a lil aft tt as he went off straight thru e loading bay aft the show. ahh

But Karl is really hot on stage. LOL

And yea.. I hope the stage lights man is not alive after the show.

So tired.

But I got this picture yixiang caught me trying to be funny. But It looked weird after that. lol

Till the next one.
Fume

whoa!

2007-05-16T21:57:00.000+08:00

Whoa!
Whoa!

Do I sound like Hayley frm Paramore? LOL

Whoa! time flies..............
Not really, recently have been kinda irritating.
So many calls to the company, power of advertising.

And more irritating customers.
I got hung up twice on the line,plus one nasty walk in customer within a short period of 15 minutes.
I think I almost exploade!! BOOM!

But wellllll..
Tomorrow I'm workign frm 7-7, kinda scary. I just got to remind myself to call this one guy, whom hang up on me, and me kinda rude at him, talking back to each other, hating each other tomorrow morning.. GRR.

To inform him about some stuff(some stupid mistake lor.. not our fault of course) and hopefully make him love me a little bit before he come down personally to the office on his departure date and stare at me. Thou I hate him still! Hmpppffff!

Sick lah, he'll recognise my voice because I'm the only male staff there for now. Disadvantage.

Everytime someone called and said "I made the booking frm this young man" or sth like that, everyone knew it's me.
But someone told me "I spoke to that lady 5 minutes ago" and I wouldn't know who she is.

Ahhhhhh.. Better not make too much mistakes. Everyone do. lol

But I think Aaron's joining the company too, he's slow to reply.. but yea, I think.

Whoa! Then very fast friday rdy, I shanged my shift, I'll end work at like, 4.

I feel like meeting some people before that for lunch or sth and go to the show together.

But like dunneo. lol.

Now it's 10pm. Bedtime!

I got it

2007-05-14T20:56:00.000+08:00

I think.
I hope.
I'm scared.........

Weird.

Uh, hard long day.

*edit*

No, I dun think i got it. I'm sooo stupid!
No, maybe not. But I think......................
I'll get it soon.

Ok, so I was saying, hard long day.

Yea... I went to work earlier 1 hr to set up for the travel fair.
Unscrewing stuffs, carrying stuffs, sticking stuffs. Everyone looked busy for a while.

Then I went to Tanjong Pagar to give out leaftlet >.<
Nvm, It's like once in a lifetime. I hope!

Then It's so warm, so tired, soooooo heavy. lol
I can feel my back aching again. Sick lah! I feel old recently.

But then...... 987fm has already been part of my life recently. lol.
At work, i'll on it frm the com.
In the train.
Home.
Everywhee!

I tell you! Wait till Paramore become mainstreaam(not downstream.) 987 will play their song EVERY MINUTE! Because it's soooooooo good!

Uh Kay, so Paramore's "misery business" video got leaked thru the internet, I've seen it myself.. goooood man. Lol..

Oh Yea, And I met Hayuni and Nisa today otw to work.
Lol.. I was telling myself I'm sure gonna met someone I know going to RP this morning, just seconds before I step into the train. Because it's like, just nice timing for RP student to travel to sch.. lol.

Yea, I'm a mentalist.

And I can't wait for friday. I haven change my timing!
I think I'll just knock off at 7 and take a cab down, anyway, tomorrow is PAY DAY.

And also, no good shows starts on time.
So next time, if any show is on time, stand up and leave. It gonna suck. LOL.

Er... That's why my website is always slow for updates >.<

Oh yea.. website.. It'll be done... soon.(whoa! 2541851957195th times I've said it)

My practice time is now like, on the train to work, and at home after work before bed. What sacrifice for hk. haha..

And I got new image idea for my web, more photoshots scheduled in my own screwed up time table. lol

And everything's just not very interestign anymore..
Man, I sound like some boring old man since my previous few entries.
No wait.
Maybe all do...

but............. Tomorrow's black black black again. WHY CAN'T WE WEAR OTHER COLOUR?!?!

i stilllllllllll

2007-05-13T15:20:00.000+08:00

u know?

I thought I knew

2007-05-13T00:49:00.000+08:00

Sometimes you thought you knew.

And you'll start thinking "I thought I knew" only after u realise u don't know.
And "I thought I knew".

I beleive so. I knew it.

wahah! nehmind.

Anyway, work is cancelled.
Adrielle wanted to work on Sunday, when it's her off day. Weird.

I think it's weird. Really. REALLY! But nevermind lah..

That means.. I'll be having 2 off day, and then, i can sleep late an wake up late for 2 straight days. Who's jealous here?! Ok none, unless you're working a 6-days week.

I'm feeling kinda sick. As in, sick, not well, sick.
Hate it.
Then I still tried going to the gym this afternoon, U know, it's becoming just like a once per week thingy now, with work and all, I'm just trying to maintain the consistancy. lol..
Then I felt terrible in the gym, feel like puking man!

So nvm, I just went home, bathe, and go out to top up my card stock again. LOL.
And I met Brandon and his gf on the way, so we ate dinner, and went back home together!

Boring day.

But still, I'm feeling kinda sick still, and I'm kinda glad tomorrow's another off day for me(i swear i didn't beg anyone to change schedule for me!), thou it's like.. weird. lol.

And next starting Monday, that week will be a travel fair, gonna be just work n work. ^^
No off day for that week! I'm a cowwwwwwwww.. moooooooooo...

But I'm trying to ask for early release on the 18th for RP's show, I hate missing out shows. =)
Shouldn't be a problem I guess.

Whoa! Nothing interesting really.
But I think I'm buying a pouch I saw during lunch 3 days earlier!

Shit lah..

Ahhhhhhh.. And.... I'm feeling so freaking sick now.

big fish head

2007-05-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

Wa seh!
RP's magic show tickets were out.
I'm supprised to hear it's free thou.

I'm like.
"HUH?!"

But they paid for the guests performers thou, so I suppose it's still gonna kickass.
Heard the ad mails dosent sound as great.
Blame the advert department!

But that's how people work without gold right? lol.

Good things happen.
Kinda.

I think I'll be getting a Dinner and Dance gig sometime soon again.
Someone called me frm an event company and wanted to have my service for 1 hr for $150.

Nuh, I said 15o is low before, but I wanted 180 at first, but changed my mind when she said it's too high, and that she's frm an event company. lol..

Getting first gig at event company is impt as hell.

But the not so great thing is, she wanted to send her a mail, with some writings, and pictures, which she said is impt and wanted me to send it to her right away..
But I'm at work, so I tried sending her the moment I came home.
I personally think the writings are cool.. LOL(WTF! Just $150 and u wan me to do all these work?!)

Nuh, It's my fault act, blame my no-progress-weeeeeeb-site.

So I tried to send that very mail over 2 days of time, but couldn't do so because there's some problem with my gmail account(it's an ass.
And I called her 2 times, to confirm her e-mail and ask her if she had my mail.
My answer is no!

So cut the long story short, I forward the mail to a lot a lot of people, and everyone told me they could receive my mail, just not her, so I ask my other friend to forward the mail to her. And It's sent.

PHEW. What a long way.

So anyway I didn't contact her after the mail is sent with a help of my friend.

U see, I didn't want to sound like a desperate magician finding a gig.
The price will go lower, beleive me! (I've already lower my tag for $30 :( lol)

So now, it's a waiting game. I'll just act like I'm a busy young man with tons of gigs to be busy with, and they're trying to be like, they're too busy picking entertainers. LOL

Nuh, exated a bit there. ^^

But anyhow, they've seen how I work in my previous gig, that's how they know me btw. So I dun think they're juz trying to get something cheap frm me >.<

But anyway........... I'll just leave it as it is. ha.

I'm just trying to keep myself busy nowadays.
I find time passing really fast, I could hardly beleive it that it's thursday, and saturday is my off day again. Whoa!

hmm, hold it, I'll try to get myself a date.

*1 minute passed*

Ok, now, I got a date on saturday.

nuh, Juz kidding.
So I was saying, I'm trying to keep myself busy, so that time would go by fast.
I swear it's true!

And it's like, ahhhhhh.. Drugs.
LOL

Anyway, I've decide to wear POLICE shirt tml! YES!
Fridays got the worst kind of customers, so tomorrow shall be the day I pretent to be somebody else. LOL. Or they think I'm someone else.

Imagine this.
Your coach is going to KL, and there's this man wearing a police shirt, standing in front with a walkie talkie.
He's scanning everyone with his eyes and writing something on a pad of documents in his hands.
Walking upn down the coach.

Sounds cool?! Like a real police!
I know lame lah.. but then... lol. fun la.. lol

I bet no one wun understand "no changing od seats until I'm gone and the bus starts moving".

I mean, I got a freaking job to do right?!?! How to check the bus when you guys change around and not seated in your own given seat!?!

Bah... Lol.. no la.. I can handle it better nowadays. The first time I did it alone made me mumble vulgarities, but not anymore.. I think it's fun now. LOL

But nuh, It's only like.. Most of the time in the office, that's why I kinda enjoy going out and move a bit. =)

Uh! And next week is travel fair! I think I'll get to work everyday... hohohoohh.
I just got informed, and I agreed. Nvm lah, I think it's cool to stay till like 9pm sometimes. Sounds sexiting.

Then vry fast! 5 mroe days to my first pay. I'l lpay for air tix.
Then vry fast, tml is 11th May.
Then vry fast, June will come.
Vry fast, June end.
Vry fast, July starts.
July mid, I'm off to hk with Aaron. =)
Then Hi Lasalle.

I want a fun class too.
LOL.

Oh yea...... I wanna buy a hat and a shirt I saw soon. YEAH!

BY THE WAY!
Do you realise It's so fucking hot recently?!
I think the world is ending. LOL.

And!
Do you realise Giordano this season's are amazingly nice?!(the price too of course, I'm glad)
I think they're realising they're establishing the "common, cheap" label.
YES!

But for now, topman still rules. lol
er..........

not too into anything, or anyone, kid! Just nice!!

2007-05-06T14:44:00.000+08:00

yummy yummy "heritage jia jia liang teh"

It's Sunday! That means, tomorrow's monday!
Whoa! Morning shift.

I know I have to go to the gym to move a little today, after working, sitting, eating and not really exercising for 4 days already.
But so lazy!

Nuh, maybe later.

Oh yea! After ranting so much against HK, I'm going to HK with Aaron.. sigh!

Now, I got to brainwash myself and tell the whole world HK gonna be fun. lol.

I'm so used to telling Xue and others who are going to hk this June that HK is not nice, like my dad told me. And just now, I just msg her ask her what's fun there and if she have and information about HK cos I'm going as well... >.<

Wa lao!!!!!!! Nevermind.. New experience anyway. Both of us hsven been to there before anyway.
But the cheapese ticket is during the 25th morning till 31st. So..... We ned lots of money for our expenses. Sounds fun! But need to budget ourselves also ar.. We have 7 days there, later end up like, 3 days staying in hotel eating cup noodles.. eek!

Oh! I got a letter frm Lasalle! Orientation on 6-8, sch starts on 18th.
Hello new campus!
Hello new school!
Hello amazing friends!(they should be ^^)

At first what stops us from buying the air ticket is because we're afraid we'll miss the orientation. And if we're on different class, we'll end up friendless, because everyone make friends during orientation right?

It's always easy to make friends when everyone else is friendless.
But it's difficult if everyone have friends around and you're the only alien.

Uh and it's sad someone told me just now everyone's too busy with their own world recently, even thou school started like what, just 3 weeks?
You can be the best friends in your former school, but that's life isn't it?

You miss your friends during holidays, but when a new journey starts, new experience, friends, guys, girls, the vacancy is filled up instantly. LOL.. Sounds like some.. hmm.. uh! What's that call?!?! nevermind.. lol
Just like how I'm feeling better after I know I'm going into lasalle, what's more, with Aaron, and going for trips with Aaron, and that I'm working for it now and being busy. Whoa! Work sounds adult.

No wait, I'm an adult.

But honestly, sometimes you just need something to fill yourself up.
I know I'm putting it in a sucky way, I bet most of you dun really know what I'm tryng to say. Because I'm a deep guy. LOL

But friends are great. Some really make me feel liek crying.. mooo.....
Nuh, just kidding.

But yea, I still do miss the good old days, and the friends. Always will be even after I become a million air tomorrow.(I hope!)

I'm a sendimental(sp?) guy. LOL!

That sounda gay.

whoa whoa! Mr. Aaron Cai PLEASE boOK THE tICKETS NOWWWWW.

Can't wait for everything that's gonna happen. =))))))))))))))))))))

I love love. WOOT! dfsah cidfh efgahc hdiah

2007-05-05T21:28:00.000+08:00

I think I kinda like how life has been now.. Like.......
Now. lol..

Work is fun, kinda, not tiring at least.

And time flies.........
Then pay pay pay =)Soon.

I think Aaron and myself's trip will be changed to Thailand instead.. lol..
Whatever it is, 2 person backpack gonna be fun.. ^^

JUST NO HONG KONG PLEASE.

Oh, and no KL(or anywhere in Msia >.<) of course, and I've been dealing with bus tickets to KL everytime at work.. Geez!

So tired!!!!

Sicko sick sick, I haven have enough time for my cards. Nevermind.
Still can survive.

Whoa! And I've got a Police T-shirt from sheng! I asked him to help me get one.
Er.. S I think, juz fitting, and looks like a REAL police. The S is supposed to be for Xue instead, but she rather have smaller, so I juz tried it on, so now, the S become mine ^^.
Hoho! Didn't realise since when I've been starting to wear fitting shirts, used to be a strictly baggy fan.

Nuh, maybe because I'm fat last time, LOL.

Police shirt is like fun laaaaaaaaaaaaa.
hmm, dunnoe if I should wear to work, since it's black anyway.
Like.. later someone walk up to me and complaine about lost wallet, lost dog, irritating dogs, theft in shops, or stuff like that?>.<

I wun know how to tell them "I'm not a police" HAHA! Esp when I'm wearing like a police shirt.
Ok, It's not that common like the "FBI" shirt people wear around sometimes, what's more, FBIs dun wear those cheap shirt with "FBI" on it I suppose..
And "FBI" shirts sometimes means "fabulous body inside" as the wording if you bother to look closer at their writings.. lol..

I'm talking about the REAL police T! SO COOL RIGHT?!

Ok..... When my pay come....................
I want.
-nano(whoa!)
-new jeans
-air ticket to thailand/taiwan frm 25-30!

All these are on my list! Top 3, but sir ticket is my top top top.. ^^

So when's my mac coming??
Dunnoe.. After this month, whatever I earn till july gonna be my expenses for the whole trip, sooooooo..... Just hope I dun use them all, so maybe I have some left for mac, thou it's highly unlikely I'll have enough.
But sometimes my sis got possessed and become really nice.. LOL

LOL! After i typed the above statement, my sis called and asked me if I wanted to have supper. She'll buy for me. LOL! Weird.

hmm........ But..........
I think I'm having some problem now!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haha.. weird weird. I'll go get help soon. I think.

U know, sometimes u have something REALLY personal, emotional, bad, bla bla bla that happened to you, and you juz hate talking about it.

But you wanted to share it with your close friends.

But..

But.. U really hate talking about it.
And u tried not to think about.
But you can't avoid it at all.
But u still wanted to tell ur close friend, because u know u hate keeping the prob urself as well.

But.. everytime u wanted to tell him/her, u just didn't want to spoil the atmosphere.
You're afraid of how he/she will look at you(as in, the way the other party will look at your face after you've finish your sentance and he/she's trying to catch a glimpse of your disappointment or sorts frm ur fact, stuff like tt) when you told him/her what had happened.
And it's a hard moment.

Then..... dunnoe, maybe only I have that problem with sharing. But well.

Sick lah.. :(

fuck lah

2007-05-03T21:12:00.000+08:00

I love work.
I'm glad I found tickets at a damn cheap price for Taiwan with Aaron!

Work is really fun.
Just fun, not easy!

I love checking the bus. Like so fun!
I got to distribute the stuff, check their ticket, headcount, talk in walkie-talkie to the office, confirm the timing, the standby list. and a lot of fun!

Then I extent my working time today.. lol.. Like so fun.. ^^

But I think most part of it is because working with close friend lah..
Then monday..... Got another friend coming in. HOHO!

Tomorrow... I might be checking bus myself. ROAR! Like so nervous!

Ok la..The most nervous part is at the end of the day, when we got to key in our ticket sales, and tally money. I thought I got 80 bucks less man!
But I overlooked the children price and credit card payment. Phew.

But........... "fuck lah"
My mom's not well. Seriously.

work is so sexy

2007-05-02T22:16:00.000+08:00

work work work.
looks challenging..

Tomorrow, I'll get my own password and my own com to work on.
today had some training n practice, like fun! And hard.

But..... Ok la.. It's fun I guess, I'll stick to it.
Except for some nasty customers, esp one, whom tried very hard to pick a fight or something, pulled out a sign and slam it on the desk.
So civilised.

That's when a man is useful among all other girls I suppose. LOL.

But I'm quite supprised I didn't get angry or rub anything into it thou.
My previous job taught me well taught me well.

I swear, If you're applying a job as sales assistance, the one I had previously will teach anyone what's patience is all about.
Thou I eventually quit thou >.<

I've seen what happen today happen at least once every few days that time!

But fair enough, the truth is, we can't beat the customers.
All we're there is to work, go home, and get our cheque every month.
So why bother?

And It's amazing that they're stories n rumours spreading within that small office itself.
I used to think "working world is cruel" is fake.
LOL. But I think it is true thou, I got warned by my friendto beware of some senior staff, whom appeared friendly to me.
She told me something about back stabbing stuff.

So welll.....

I'm the youngest there! ^^

Everyone's average like 30 odd. geez.

Some attatchment ones and my friend is young of cos, but still older.. HOHO
I feel young.

Bah, tml's work again, I hope it's really fun. I seriously think it is. =)

HEHHEHEHEHHEHEE

Shit la, Everyone's talking about spiderman 3

I feel so left out!
I should've watch the previous 2.
nehmind.. I'll watch 3 without the first 2.. lol

Lala..

My leg's so sour!
SOUR.
After walking with a pri sch mate, Cherry after work for hours aimlessly.

It's like a "old friend mini gathering'
LOL

We just meet up for dinner in one of our random msges at work, and realise that we end work at the same time... And it've been years anyway..

So... Dinner at town. And aimless.

Anyway.. Cherry is a nice name to make fun of, espacially when it's a skinny Cherry. LOL

hoho.. I predict something bad coming my way!! =))

I am a gansta.

2007-04-30T23:22:00.000+08:00

I am a gangsta!
I am a gangsta!

Gansta drink milk.. Yummy.
Gansta eat pies.. Yummy.
Gansta say he's gangsta.. Yay.

bah, ok..
I got a new phone!!! WOoHOOOOO!!!!

Whoa!

2007-04-30T01:00:00.000+08:00

Whoa
Whoa!

I just read through my previous entries, stretching from last year. Memories you know?!?!

And it's amazing how time flies..^^
I could still remember every scenario I'm in during most of the posts.
But it's like so long ago! WHOA!!!

Amazing man, amazing.

Oh YEA! Misery misery business

2007-04-29T23:36:00.001+08:00

So I came online after winning a few battles!!
Only to get defeated 3 times repeatedly, Nvm, try again next time.

Was stuck at a stage previously for few days already, then I was watching the chinese acient war show, and I got an inspiration on formation of how I'd attack.
Then I tried, and I won!

And a few more rounds I lost. Tiring man. Espacially when I'm loosing. LOL

Crap lah, there's no substance. haha..

But welll... The chocolate my sis bought from Korea is yummy.. =) I grab 2 just now..

Wait..

And 1 more now.. hohO

And I just asked Jazz when'll the editing be done. He said halfway done, and he "want to do a power one' Sounds good.. And I love coke actually(random?).

Ok.. Monday is coming real soon. And I'll have monday blues......
Not like got school or work then can have can?? I just miss everyone, that's all. LOL

Then Tuesday! Then Wednesday! Is that exciting or what?!?! That's how day passes! AMAZING! nuh.. I'm weird. But I'm starting work(It's the 238164912401th times I said it I know..)

But........ Sian lah. I hope I can just die now.
Like, wake up again somewhere on August, so I don't have to wait.
And I wouldn't think of stupid beautiful stuff.. Like.....

That.

CRAP LAH! Time man, time.

haha.. Then I havent called cmpb to ask if I could do away with my medical booking, since I'm defering anyway.
I just dun wan to stript so soon yet lah! LOL
Police police, I just hope I'll get into police like Sheng 3 years later ^^
YEE-HAA!

I got to sleep sometime soon now, got to set my timing right for work.. =))

Good day everyone1
Fume-

HOOHAAHOo

2007-04-29T17:00:00.000+08:00

Great night, great night.

Yesterday is fun! Brandon, Jazz and I had some footages done. It's under editing now!!! Casual ones of course.

So yesterday is fun. And It's a stupid story how I ended up drinking the whole jug on my own that night.
Because I think it's a waste spending seven bucks on a cup of coke, that's why i ordered a jug of beer. >.< And realised no one else would drink them. Great, great.

But drunk is not the word to use. "Drunk" is for loosers...
Just not very sober.. LOL.. I can drink well, kinda ^^

I think I'm falling in love with the place thou. It's just so cosy! And peaceful, and the people there are friendsly!
Esp the lady boss, whom I made fun of a lot when she came over, because I didn't know she's the boss.. Right.. It's fun thou.

And I remembered drinking a little too much.
And I remembered going to pee many many many times.
And I remembered laughing at everything.
And I remembered taking footages with jelly hands.
And I remembered trying to engage in some serious jamming conversation, only to end up saying something lame.
And I remembered me trying to show my own tricks and end up dropping cards and everyone laughing at me.
And I remembered trying to demostrate to the guys card throwing technique. "throwing for force" and I started throwing random cards on the wall in front, bending my cards with the force hitting on the wall. Great!
And I demostrate "throwing for distance" and the card flew right across the room to the next table, hittign their beer jug. SCARY! Lucky they're a friendly bunch.. LOL
And I remembered volunteering for a stunt, where I'd throw the cards in midair, then I'd turn my body one full found and catch it in midair.
BOOM! I hit the wall and fell onto the ground.
That explaine the bruise mark n cut wound on my arm.. greattttt..
And I remembered I got so many jokes I made up on the spot. Really funny ones.. haha
And I remembered everything become funny at one point.

All in all, I think it's good to feel this way once in a while. LOL
Because... work's starting real soon. YES! =))

Uh! Now I can't wait for the editing to complete. It'll be by tonight!(because I'm not the one doing it.)

And yea, photos too. YESHHHHHHHHHH

Keep riding, or stay at home.

2007-04-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

Beautiful Friday.

Today's last Friday of the month.. That means.. Late Night shopping day!
Bah.
Not like I did that.. But it's just exciting to know thou, knowing the shops wont close that early. Kinda.

Hmm.. So I went to watch Wild Hog in the evening with Ida, great.
I've said "maybe" to her like like twice before I think? So yea, "maybe" is today. LOL.. Nuh.. =))

It's cool anyway, I haven really go out with her before, so yea.. coollll.. ^^
Other then that her-being-late-for-forty-five-minutes-and-I-cant-get-to-her-via-her-phone. >.<

And Wild Hog is seriously funny! Like.. Seriously... REALLY!

So we just meet, eat, then rush for the movies, then she gotta go. Because she's toooo lateeeee!!
HAHA! I know she'll read this, but nvm.. :P

And she's goneeeee... And poor Fuming's suppose to meet Yixiang at Bugis.. But he called again n said he's too tired. grr..

So I dun really feel like going home without more money spent.. No, I mean, buying useful stuff.
I've bought 2 plain black ts frm Topman earlier, so I went to town area to look for more, then.........
Nothing I like. maybe next time.

Uh the cutting for the Topman's shirt is sexy, I mean.. nice lah, just tried.
One thing I really hate about buying Ts is that, If I'm going to try the size there, I got to take off my shirt, and put on the new one, then take out again, put back the old one.

You got no idea how my hair look like after that man!

So I normally dun try, like today, so it increases the suspense when I'm going to try them out at home..
Like..
"It's do or die baby!'
Lucky the topman ones are fine..phew..

Oh! And I bought a watch today at far east. FINALLY! So glad, so glad!!

But I couldn't find a Zippo with a card carved on it still lei.. :( Anyone saw one somewhere tell me ok? =) Or any dogtag necklace with a playing card carved on it.. Like.. King of spades.. Or anything like that..

Then I ate Mc Wings again! Like so yummy.
Then met another friend I used to hang out a lot before.. LOL.. So much of this recently.. Like meeting old friends whom I've lost contact. Then... Talk a bit, nuh, throughout whole of my mc wings meal actually.. Cool..... ^^ Good to see how much everyone has grown. Including me too.

Like really! I'm starting to call myself a man. LOL!

Committing a crime means jail and cane maybe. No "home'!

M18 shows are like so my stuff..

and... Ok.. I can go on and on.. And most dun really makes sense anyway.. haha!

Now, I hope wednesday come really quick. Like.. Really lah.
I need to do something useful quick. Till now, it's all about spending money and hanging out. LOL

And tomorrow, It'll be a card party man! Most probably some bars, I think. Brandon promised a comfy environment. Or some cafe! If only they dun throw "the cool dude with poker cards" out. Man! I get that a lot.
Ah... Gigs gigs, come quickly. But maybe I'll just add one more contacts tomorrow, who knows ^^
I just got to have my right of fun after studying in pri n sec school for like, 11 years? Thou most of it I'm not studying, but it's really torturing.

And now.. I'm blessed with a slightly longer holidays then others.. HAHA! And work is really flexible.. ^^

I just hope to get things done! My web and all, and regular gigs. Which all I said will be done before I'm 18, but it's like months past. SICK.
But boy, entrtainment industry is really hard to make a living..

I just realise how hard it is to get a gig, not even a regular one, only after I really looked for it.

You can be the best guy for the job with the best skill(I'm not saying I'm good, I said even ^^), but a rookie will still be a rookie even if you're good. The clients wants "credibility", "experience" and "reputation". Which a rookie(or me)certainly dun have yet. So I saw a long ladder ahead of me to climb right now.

But! Before climbing the ladder, I got to unlock the door first. Which is hard.
Like finding my first real gig. Sigh.

But I'm a young man... I got time. LOL
Besides, I still got a school I knew I wanted to do well soon..
The world's spinning man!

--------------
Magic magic, It's always the same thing.

And I was talking to this guy A, who told me this guy, B said something about me. That's damn irritating I tell you! Not even sad. Not like I like B that I'd feel sad about.

I mean, people dun go about telling you something good, licking your boots, only to put you down behind your back in front of someone else just to what, win popularity for yourself?
I mean, it's okay if you're a sickening bastard with no friend, but that's not how you earn respect. Period.

I'm just doing what I do best. And I dun freaking care what you gonna say, or who you're trying to fool.

Okay.. Maybe I do care, that's why I even bother to spend time typing about it. But I'm just.. Irritated. But unaffected. Lol.. Life's too short for that.

Uh, that's it for today. Everything seems kinda great, I guess.
Till the next one,
Fume-

It's killing, but it'll be Just fine, son.

2007-04-26T22:05:00.000+08:00

Why do people say.. "'something' is my life"?

Just like people say "fashion is my life."
"Designing is my life"
"cars is my life."
"cooking is my life."
"you're my life."
"bowling is my life."
"skating is my life."
"drawing is my life"

tada tada~

It's sad, because something else is their life.
HAHA!
Ok.. I know people dun mean that way when they say something is their life.. but wellll.. Lol..
I just find it weird recently.

Maybe they can say "something is IN my life"
or..
hmm.. sounds ugly.. But the original one sounds like something else is taking over their life, not their life taking over something.

Unless when someone says "God is my life" then maybe I think it does make sense.. ^^
Nuh, I'm not a religious person.. But u know what I mean. =))

Uh, nvm, I'll just stick to the old ways then.. haha.

so.. "ultra big sour lollipop is my life" ^^

Weird weird.. I think I got this kinds idea thingy frm reading some blog, er... "misizzy". Was bored. The entry was far way back, like last year? Random visits.
Not because I love reading about some sex stories she'd post occasionally, but just to see what's cool there people talking about. And she's a design student!
Saw some of her works in youtube. Interesting.. =))

Uh... realllyyyy.... lol.

So I came back frm meeting kok n yx, it's cooooooool. Sort of.

Filming filming, it's fun..
And I met an old friend studying filming at SIM! Sounds cool eh?
Compared to like..... Engineering..... Architecture.... Super Overated Mathematics.
Yea.
Oh! And humanties are too underated. The contrast u see..

So come tomorrow, I'll cut my hair. Gosh! It's like.. so long.. like.. hair.
Hair shouldn't look like hair! It should look like.. nothing.. like.. hair.
Ok, nvm..

Black shirts black shirts. Tomorrow too!

And I need to talk to someone now!!!!! ^^
Ring ring..
"hello, this is big mouth frog. What do you like to eat?"

Damn..... LOL..

read my mind so beautiful!!!

2007-04-26T00:52:00.000+08:00

Ok.. Totally irrelavant... but wellll.. ^^

The title is the song I meant.. lol

Killers man!

One. Two... G..o.. NO! WAIT! my hair's messy.

2007-04-25T21:25:00.001+08:00

I just got a call from Xue, she said work's starting on 2nd May...

Dammmnnnn.. So fast.. The boss said 7th at first, but nevermind..
Good news is, I'll get my pay every 15th and 3oth every month. YESSS..

Oh yea, I see so many things coming my way.
Money first.

Oh! And the working hours damn flexible! That means... I wont be a no-life freak.
More time with cards(man, the last job I have made my card skills suck.) and stuff like that.

And also bar gigs!
And
And
And

So I really got to buy black shirts anytime soon, and I need a watch.
Or maybe I'll try to be funny and wear something like.. VERY striking purple.. LOL.. nuh.. ^^

And RP's show is a must go. I SWEAR!! =))

And Yixiang and I will be meeting in NP tomorrow to discuss about our video making, for some competition, and we got some really kickass idea, together with Kok.. Sounds good!

My sister just came back from Korea.. man.. No souvenirs. :( Then I only got like.. One pack of seaweed from my other sister she gave.. What about me?!?!?! haha.. nvm..

next, my mom came back as well.. Then she started to nag again..

So.... I dun care, I'm still gonna sleep early in the morning and wake up late. Untill work's really near, and later, Chelsea gonna win Liverpool!!!

ROAR~!!

One. Two... G..o.. NO! WAIT! my hair's messy.

2007-04-25T21:25:00.000+08:00

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2007-04-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

Have you ever thought what's the best way to die without pain?

Some thought the quickest way is to point a gun at your throat. And bang.
That's stupid.

You'll stay alive for the next few min(as long as 6 minutes if you can) struggling, in pain.
And you feel your wound expanding, as you struggle for some air n stuff. And blood flowing out.
Lucky you if you faint. But it's painful.

So many thought it's by putting a bullet through your head.
Smart.

It seems like you're gone instantly. And no.
You don't behave like in the TV. Where the guy stand in shock, eyes open, and slowly fall down on the floor in a cool way.
No.
Your body muscel looses it's strength and you fell like dead meat. Because your brain is dead/damaged.

But who says it's not painful?? We just dun know..
Brain dun die like that u know? Maybe some parts still alive for a while, and you're thinking what's going on and all. Maybe a little pain here n there.
Bah, We wouldn't know.

So apparently the best way to die is to crush your entire head/brain in sub-second. Like instantly.
Some ultra fat girl sits on you when you say "go". And your head got crushed. Better still, your whole body.
Just in case!

Righttttt..

Nuh... Later go to hell.

Ok.. Random enough.
Dun worry, I'm not depressed or anything. Just talking about death.. Hehs.

Nuh, sorry. =))

So I've watched Smoking Aces. Bah.. Ok lah.. Should've watched Sunshine instead.(disappointing actually)
LOL

Uh! the thing I like Is "Buddy" Isreal's ego n bling bling.
Ah, and the 6 second scene when Dave Buck took over as buddy's 'double' and do some flourishes.
shaking hands and all, in purpose, because Isreal was in some kind of trouble them. Well done dave.

And cool Isreal.

Hmm.. that's all I can say.. grr..

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Oh yea! I got to hand in Lasalle's tuition grant form!!!
Weird.
I've never posted anyting before in my entire life. I think. Except for once I mailed Russel Lee, author of TSGS. When I'm still a kid.

So.. I met Aaron earlier before the movie and everyone else. So that he could go buy stamp with me together.. >.<
I never buy it before!
And make sure I know how to write the Add properly n paste the stamps well n all.. LOL

But I almost went home without the letter envelop thou, I left it in the arcade, after leaving that place with Aaron. As the 2 others went home first. School boys! haha..

So we rushed back after leaving West Mall initially. With every shop closed, just to find my letter. Great.

So tomorrow I gonna post it! YES!!!! So exciting! >.<

Ah! And I need to seriously buy more shirt. Black ones.
Global Holidays!

Ok.. boring boring..

Today, i gonna go video hopping again!
With the help of Aaron ytd, we found some really cool band videos.
Fallout boy's music videos are damn creative n nice.. ^^

So.... Tonight... Something else.

Fake it untill you have it.

2007-04-24T01:54:00.000+08:00

How's that typing crap and pretent it's all good??

That's just so freaking sick.

I HOPE I can say something else, but no.
It's just one of those freaking @$&@ %^$@ ^$ mood lah!

And the problem is........................................... because.
Nevermind. It wont matter. Me me me..

So maybe I'll try to change the mood a little by telling y'all a joke!

Sounds good?
Yea!

One day, an old lady walked into the room..
The room is filled with toothless hairless old filty man.

bah... it's not gonna be funny.. Maybe next time.. lol ^^

----------------------------------------------

So interview is a success, I'm employed.

Thanks for the lucks people wished me again, appreciate them anyhow..

And thanks Xue.

Oh! And now forgetting, Smoking Aces in 17 hours time with Aaron, kok and Wenxian.(it's freaking 2.04am now!)
Lookng forward, forward, forward.. =))

Fume-

too much!

2007-04-23T22:52:00.000+08:00

Too much blogging. So today,
I gonna try something different.

I wonder how it feels to dig the left eyes out with my right thumb..

OUCH!

Ok.. I wonder how it feels to dig my right eyes out with my left thumb..

OUCH!!

Ok..

why pray?

2007-04-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

[Like how our resident magician put it, "praying for someone is the most sincere thing you can do for a person." ]-Ida.

Man! That resident magician is smart.

Ok.. Random, it's like so late for that above comment. But nvm..

I had a chat with that resident magician. And he told me praying for someone, is just between you, and your God you beleive in.
No boasting.
No credits.
Hence being sincere.

WHOA!

Uh.. Sorry, too random. But that's how he feel!

Ok, weekends are coming to an end. It's like 11.54pm now.
It'll be monday before i finish this post.. ^^ I'm slow.
And all of you will go back to school! haha.. While I go prepare for a job interview.
So exciting!

Oh yea, while some Republicans whom might be reading this might know, Republic Poly's Magic Club will be hosting an evening show on 18th of May(If I'm not wrong).

I managed to meet up the President of RP Magic Club, Matthew, also my good friend in magic. And guess what?
It gonna be so cool. If any of you are so free. Go! If you're not so free, Go too!

With professional and international performers like Jeremy Pei, Danny Koh(Fire act!), Maya(recent tv special on indian tv chanel) etc(etc means I-forgot-who-else) as guest performers, I bet it gonna be a great evening..

Oh and not forgetting....... The performance by the hosts, RP students.

Bah! It's gonan be great, I've already asked Matthew to reserve a best seat for me. LOL.

Dammmnn.. If only I got into RP, then maybe I'll be posting this as someone whom gonna perform soon. LOL
But nevermind, I think somewhere else starts with the letter "L" and end with "e" will take me to where I really wanted to.. haha.. ^^ (The reason I wanted to appeal for RP then is largely JUST because of the Magic Club there anyway.. >.< Bad bad thinking.)

Oh! Matthew told me he might be starting a "Flourishing" club under Magic Club. So.... He might call me in to manage, teach or stuf like that. Not confirmed yet.

Is that cool or what?!?! I mean, If it's really(like REALLY) on. HAHA

Ok ok.. Ego ego.. Ambition ambition.. It's enough for now.. =))

But anyway.. Like I said, RP's evening show.. gonan kickass(Whoa! This word again!)

Moving on..
I remember I got an interview later! Interview interview. I'm like so used to the word now.. ^^

So I woke up at 3pm again yesterday, and wanted to go to magic hall.
Then.... Oh yea, I think last week, I met a transexual somewhere(he/she does magic too) in a card shop, together with another guy, his/her good friend I guess.

So moving back to last week, I followed my routine of going to the card shop to top up my card stock, which will last me for like 2 weeks I think.. Then, I met a few friends there so we started talking and jamming in the shop, and the transexual and his friend arrived. I thought the guy and the transexual is okay.
Because I thougt he's my another friend's friend.

Then after a while my friend and I got to go back first. And we went on seperate path.

Then suddenly, someone called me from behind and it's the transexual and his/her friend.
So okay.. they asked me where I'm going, and what school I'm in.. And with some healty normal conversation..

NOT UNTILL.
She/he started to tell me her plans on going to Thailand for full sex change after her NS which is soon.
And that she used to work in changi village for sex thingy, gay stuff..

And I started walking furthur n furture from them.. Hoping not to even breath the same air as them.. LOL
But I can't escape, she/he tapped my shoulder from behind n tell me "bye bye" before she left for another direction with that another guy. Fair enough.

Then I immediately called my friend and tell him what he/she told me, feeling disgusted, and he told me he didn't know who are they at all. Bummer.

Ok.. Then yesterday before I left my home for magic hall, my same friend(just call him Brandon for now) called me, and he told me that the transexual and the guy was in magic hall, LOOKING FOR ME.

I told my friend to lie to them that I'll not be there, they she/he said "Huh.. I thought he everytime come here one.."

Then they stayed a while(magic hall got this sofa n table n drinks for magicians to jam btw) and he/she proceed by telling Brandon how he/she feel that I'm handsomem likes me n all.
Wait. Not that I'm boating how someone feels about how good or decent I look.
MAYBE I'll boast if a girl said that. But nuh, My point is.

IT'S A FREAKING GUY, OR SHEMALE THEY SAY

Then guess what? The shemale's good guy friend, whom I thought is normal initially, admit he's gay as well.
SICK! I can't beleive it. I feel so disgusted, like really. YUCK!

No no no.. I Do Not discriminate gays, I beleive everyone deserve respect. But.. How to say.. JUST NO WAY! I feel cheated. I feel disgusted, I feel.. YUCK.
And they're like so open about it.

And they left after a while, only to come back again to ask for my phone number.
Good thing Brandon told them he didn't have it. And yes.

"Gays love Fuming" became the topic of the day. Nuh, Weeks to go I suspect.

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Uh... Ok.. ^^ not talking about that anymore. But one thing I know, I got to call the magic hall's owner everytime before I go there for the next few months, just in case. haha!

Uh.. So I ate Pastamania again today..
I love Pastamania! But it's like.. only the second time I ate ever since after O levels way back last year..

Creamy chicken is yummy.. Went with Brandon and Matthew(RP magic guy) at PS.
Then you know what?!?!
Nothing..

I need a new watch, haven have one for vry long.
Zippo.
New shoes.
More shirts.
More pants.
Shade.(I just find it fun)
Hat.(maybe not, the hat craze had blown over for me, kinda.)
Medium size suitcase.
Transportable small Close-Up mat(better card surface for performance).
Money.(for my web)
Money.(anything else)
Money.(everything else)
Money.(fill in this bracket)
Money.(fill in this bracket)
Money.(fill in this bracket)
Repeat above.
Repeat above.

That's when a part-time job come at the right time. Plus it kills some time. =))

Oh well.. And I'm glad I'll get gigs at my friend's bar. And being legal is great.
Not like I love alcohol, or look at girls like they said there are tons(eek, you dunnoe how ugly they look with lights on!).

But performing in a bar gives you a real world experience.
Apart from the coporate events I did e previous time, which is cool. And everyone's well-mannered.

In a bar, It's a different world! I read >.<
Do well and get tips.. I hope. Well, I'll only know when the time comes.

And I hope no big bad bullies pick on me. LOL
Nuh, jus kidding ^^

And The Killers are cool!

And....... My previous post with pic is cool lah.. ^^

Till the next one,
Fume-

I'm my fetish; deception.

2007-04-22T03:35:00.000+08:00

Uh I so can't wait for my website to be done!

Been months. And I've been talking about it for long..

Because I so know it gonna be cool! I hope.

Gar.. Filling contents are harder then you think.

Pictures.
Videos.
Editing.
And some wrtings as well.

Maybe it's not THAT hard I feel it is.. But uh.. It's just me..
So inefficient!

So now, I think this guy below is kinda cool. LOL

Fuming man+cards=Angry man with flying cards.

Random I know, but I just find that kinda cool today.. Haha.

Cheers,
Fume-

Hello money

2007-04-22T01:32:00.000+08:00

Hoho, I ate nothing for the whole day yesterday because I had no money.
Couldn't find my wallet.

Luckily... My dad called and he bring me out for supper.. ^^

Yummy. =))

And I got a Ez-link card, and some money from him. YES!

Oh yea! That's weird. I think somethign strange visit my house yesterday!

I set my alarm clock at 10am, and when I woke up, it didn't ring!
And it's already like.. 3pm? Then....
Weird, someone washed my cloths for me. Then It's all dried n folded nicely for me..
SCARY EH?

WAAA!!!

Nuh, I think it's my sis maybe.. But if it's her, that's scary too..
Why the hell would she wash my cloth when she had washed hers last night??
Why?!?!?!?
And she never did that for me before! NOOO!!!! Something is wrong..
And.. It's folded, hanged to dry before, and dried lor.... Nooo!!

LOL.. ^^

Nuh.. ^^ really nice of her lah.. =))))
And I wash alllll the dishes yesterday night!

Wa!! Now in the living room got ghost show on tv.. scary!
And my house so many bugs.. >.< Not a lot. A few(my house is clean), but I hate them!

Anyway... Smoking Aces gonna kickass(Ah! My favourite word!)
I'm watching with Kok on tuesday! Or monday..
But Monday got interview.. Job Job job job job ^^

school school school school school soon please.. ^^ Ok, I'm trying to survive one day without saying "lasalle"
But I can't stop! Too glad man! =))

Uh, 1.43am, got to sleep!

Fume-

WA SEH

2007-04-21T18:37:00.000+08:00

You know?!?!
Today.
My friend told me.
MOS Free entrance till midnight!!!!

Ok, It dosent matter to me anyway.. I hate clubbing..

But where's my wallet?

Nevermind.. Badboy brandon will find more pub gigs for me.

spoiler

2007-04-21T17:41:00.000+08:00

Is
Wallet..

Argh! where's my wallet?
Now, I'm stuck at home, again.

DAMN LA

2007-04-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

I said it dosent matter right???????

So.. HAHA

Just to fill my time..
So I log into blogger, and type rubbish.

Tada~!

Ok, above is.

So today's tiring.
I'm so glad that it's Friday!
Not that I have school to be happy about, but I know I'll be hanging out a bit.
KICKASS MAN!

But.. I didn't know what to do still.
There's no clubs my friends wanna bring me along to perform at, magic hall is getting bored, and little kids are not my type.
Saturday! Church! nuh.. That's so 3 years ago.

I had great wars just now.. I fought 10 battles before my sis came back, and I'm playing her computer. SHIT!

Oh yea, I'm still quite excited that I got into Lasalle..
And there's orientation over there, i bet it gonna be cool ^^

And apparently Aaron n I are looking forward to being damn busy again, like..
Staying in school till the late evening just because of schoolwork n group projects?
Uh.. That's certainly not what we wanted then, with the shitty uniform n all.. And boring lessons.

Oh! And you know something that I knew I should have known but don't know??
Lasalle is a government school!
That explains the subsidize of the fees and all..
Nuh.. We didn't know untill we're at cmpb, when the lady told us.

Tomorrow.......... I gonna do something great.......!
I'll figure what it is again tonight. And I'm so glad I'm sleepy right now..

I love being awake at night, and sleep when the sun rises. It's so beautiful.. =))
U know, I sleep just beside the window, and in the morning, the sun rises from there, and the sun shines in.
Really beautiful.. ^^ Irritating at times. That explains the curtain.

And at night..... I can see how lizards and those disgusting bugs move.
I try not to kill or touch them, cause I'm afraid of them myself. DAMn! If only I'm a sissy.. I'll be so proud of it.

Bah, I'll sleep early today, I need to adjust back in time for monday, I need some freaking moneyyyyyyyy.
And social life back. Sounds great.

Sick la, Smoking Aces out already. And yet I didn't know till a friend of mine told me.
I'll watch it sooon!! Maybe tomorrow..
Oh yea! I watched Shooter last week to! I love snipers.
Andi always have this dream.

*To have a popcorn by myself and eat it all*

And I did it.. Great. ^^

But I hate it that I got to go pee halfway through..
It's like... U're sleeping and having some really %#@ sweet dream and u realise you gotta pee, then you drag your feet to the toilet.
SPOILER.

Ok.. Whoa! My sis is doing housework.. First sis I meant.
Good. And she didn't ask me to do any, except to wash the dishes..
Looks like she know I'm enjoying doing nothing for now. LOL

Oh yea! I made a great contribution..
I threw e rubbish yesterday that've been collecting for a week.

Uh, sis is great recently.
She's like my dad. She drove me n my second sis to eat sth good before my sis left for Korea.
She came home with my Lasalle's letter.(well, my dad's never home anway.)
She read the details for me when I'm too excited to.
She issue cheque for my fees.
Housework..
WOW.

Maybe my dad told her to help me, but it's really kind anyway.. ^^
Good things happen when there's nothing bad! LOL.. weird.

Nuh, too much of that.. :)

HOHO!
Ok.. This is not really getting anywhere.. Maybe next one.. =))
Cheers cheetossssss...

Fume-

Fact, or Fiction? Truth or lies?

2007-04-19T23:40:00.000+08:00

Is it true that Osama Bin Laden is behind the 911 incident?

Is it true that starfish have no brains?

Is it true that lizards are dragons billions years ago?

Is it true that whatever we heard is real?

Is it true that whatever we feel is real?

What about what we feel?

Do you think the milk is hot?

NO! It's freaking cold!

What about the car? Is it a black car?

BLOODY NO! It's Navy blue.

Ok.. This is weird I know.. Just another random stuff.. HAHA
With no particular meaning.

Oh yea, I bought Legion Arena from 7 eleven yesterday!
Uh.. I love strategy games... I'm the General of Rome, before they became a big empire.. So I'm trying to win the battles.

So far...... I lost 1 battles.. :(

But hey!!!! I'm brave.

Being a General, I fought alone and along against dozens of enemies! Just to motivate the troops >.<>.< Ahh! Okay.. I hope I'm an acient time warrior.. LOL It's so cool.. Then yesterday night, cherry, that dounut person, show me some troy vid online.. COOOOL. I love shields. And sword. And spears. And 300!! Uh.. And that fruit just wanted to look at guys. Nevermind her.. LOL Oh! And my house nearby 7-11 sells like 2 can of coke for 1.50!! Used to be YUMMY F&N Cherryade.. But coke taste yummy recently. And cheetos.. It's disgusting.. SO CHEESY! But I bought anyway.. like.. 2 days ago, and it's still left.. They said, 7 cheetos=1 serving! I had cheetos for breakfast, with some honeystars. I had cheetos for lunch. I had cheetos for dinner. I'll have cheetos for supper if I want today.. NO MORE CUP NOODLES

MAN.... Not trying to sound junkie.. But I do feel junkie.. LOL Seriously Lasalle saved my mood.. ^^

Really doing nothing much, just seriously staying at home, read some magazine, watch some tv, practicng some kickass magic and flourishes, and trying NOT to come online as often during the day, and night.

Because....... I enjoy how's it's like right now. Like nothing to do, and no one's at home nagging! HAHA

But I'm starting to think it's too much right now, It's been a week almost already!

So come later,(past 12) I'll be going to LaSalle to make payment, and go to cmpb to settle the defernment with Aaron.(OMG! Schoolmate for 5 years n counting! thou I didn't know him for the first 2 years. nvm)

Then monday I'll be going to interviews! THEN!!!!

Hang around a while, If I got the job, I'll work in the travel agency starting May.. Beautiful ^^ Thanks Xue, for helping me contacting ur boss.

Oh and speaking of Lasalle... I realise when I officially starts school, the students will be moving into the NEW campus!! Man.. New stuff again.. Just like Hillgrove times.. LOL.. But it's gonna be preetier.. ^^

But we feel the current campus is really cool, It's old, kampung-like(lol) but with the peaceful artistic feel.. LOL
Like random drawings everywhere on the buldings! lol

SO PREETY!!!

Cards that is. I'd want to buy Jerry nuggets!
It cost like.. 200? MAN! I MUST GET ONE!

It's just cool. I can put them in my case and walk around the magic convention and it'll scream
"I HAVE JERRY NUGGETS! I'M FREAKING PRO!"
lol..

Nuh.. juz kidding..

Oh, and I'm hoping tomorrow we'll met the same lady clerk we met during the last 2 visit.
he's really quite funny.
The other time she said "eh, you look familiar"

I said "yea you too"

And I kick myself after that! man! Wasted chance!
If tomorrow she say, "you look familiar' again.... I should say something interesting..

HMM!!

Ok.. I'll settle with "Man.. what a classic pick-up line.."

I hope. ^^Nuh.. that's weirddd.. lol..

Bang bang! People died. People scream. People shocked. People run.
Where's the hero? Not exactly hero. But.
Someone should stop him.. I'm sure someone's near enough to do something?
If not, then I'm wrong..

That's really scary. Life's short enough to end earlier.. ^^

Ban the bangs!

A man with a bang trying to harm 30 innocent isn't worst then 15 innocent with bang suspicious and worried. Just one mind went off. Bang!
Ban the bangs! Yes, good guys wont have bangs, and it's dangerous they might feel.

But slowly elimating the bad guys with bangs, is more effective then educating the people to use them correctly right? School teaches us not to smoke, but how many smoke? "illegal arh I smoke?" is the reply. So.. iIn that case, I can buy bang and tuck it in my pants, walk to the cafe, show it off, and when the people surrounding shows their concern, I'll say "illegal arh I got gun? I got license!"

Even a key could be used as a weapon if the intention is there.
Just ban the bangs, and fight the baddies. LOL

Ok... Dosent make sense.. but on a more serious note..
My Condolences to the families and friends affected in the recent shooting in VT.
It's terrible.

OK!!!!! Coke in a can, can on my hand.
Can opening on my lips, coke down my mouth.
Coke in my mouth, coke down my throat.

y-u-m-m-y.

And I'll eat cookie.
*bites cookie*
But what's cookie without milk?
*drinks milk*
But what's milk without cookie?
*bites cookie*
But what's cookie without milk?
*drinks milk*
But what's milk without cookie?
*bites cookie*
But what's cookie without milk?!?!

UH!! I know.. I'll Dip the milk in the cookie.

No, I'll dip the cookie in the milk..

NOOOOOOOO......

Ok, I love the fact that my posts are gradually getting longer. That's really strange how it evolved.
And thanks for reading.. HOHO!

And oh yea, I love the contrasts between my black background, and the sepia format pictures!!

It-dosent-matter-anymore! =))

2007-04-19T23:09:00.000+08:00

HOHOHOHO

I freaking love what's happening right now...
I think..
Should be!
Probably!
Most probably!
Very likely!
MAYBE!

But It dosent matter anyway!

^^

So now..

It's
Card
Time..... (again)

GREAT IS REALLY GREAT

2007-04-19T03:18:00.001+08:00

YOU GUYS READING THIS KNOW SOMETHING??

I GOT INTO LASALLE-SIA!

Ok, that's it!
Earlier then expected.
They said 2 weeks!

I was bathing and my elder sis suddenly came back, and she forgot to bring her keys, so I wore my shorts with water dripping everywhere n open the door for her.
And continue to bathe.

Then she said......"You got a mail from Lasalle!"

THRUN I RUSHED OUT THE TOILET NAKED TO RECEIVE IT!!

Nuh.. but I did came out immediately half naked.

Cold.
Wet
Scary!!!

She said "should be in la.. they said Letter of Offer"

Then I tear open the envelop, and the first sentaence wrote 'congratulations on successful interview and audition/portfolio presentation!"

"Lasalle is pleased to offer you a place in the Foundation Programme which will commence on 12 August 2007"

MAN! That's a contrast from the previous letters that said "we couldn't give u a place to study in our school"
I mean, really they said sth like that.. CRUEL.

But hey! I'm fucking glad I got in! Sorry for saaying fucking glad, but there's no other things then fucking I can say.
Extremely? It's too little for now.

I read thru a few times and confirmed my eyes, and I smiled in front of my sis and said "Yes! I got in!"
I think it's the first time I smiled like that for her to see since after like so damn long.
So you know how glad I am.. =))

Then I msged a few friends I knew I wanted to and called Aaron to open his letter box.
Guess what?
HE GOT IN TOO!!

Our Sushi Tei's trip wasn't wasted.
Our effort paid off.

AND. I hope we're classmates again.. lol..

Now I can't wait to make payment n everything n get my official enrollment letter so I can officially skip my medical booking n defer frm NS.

And I can't wait for Aug 13 so I can start a new study journy of my life.

And and and..!

Yes.. My sis says I can buy Mac.. =))
So kind of her recently..

what more can I say? I'm pleased I got into Lasalle, which means a lot to me.

And thanks to you guys, my friends, if you're ever going to read this a not, for the encouragements, and... wishing my good luck!

And I'll do what I promised myself to do in my previous entries..

NOW! I'M SO SEXCITED AND HUNGRY!

moody moody still the mood.

2007-04-18T12:50:00.000+08:00

Damn! I feel like a girl.

Anywayyyyyy................................

I lost the war, so now, I gonna sleep.

pictures pictures

2007-04-18T01:50:00.000+08:00

So I was talking about me going to Yixiang's show.. ABOVE!
Okay, That's him.. And yea, the red shirt look kinda cool in real like really. But it dosent show in this pic.

BLAME THE CAMERA. not me :P.

Or maybe it's him.. LOL:P
And yea, he got that ring thingy on his neck.. looks.. KINKY.. LOL And he's wearing a mask and hat on stage..

And here, his props, mask, and I made him squad down..
So emo!! Like.. he's.. cosplaying or sth.. ^^ LOL
Nuh.. =) But his props are really nicely made.

Step on the bloody card!!!! NO CARD SHOULD DROP!

Dropped cards go to hell.

And that's adam, couldn't come to term that he has dropped the card.

Looking at his fingers in unbeleif.. And the camera man acts fast..

*snap* "thank you, thank you very much"

So that day, the turnout for yixiang's supporter was larger then expected.

It's weird how so many knew about his first gig, and many came. Despite being just a 3 minute's show. Word of mouth is amazing.

But hey! We're a friendly bunch! And.... When magician meets..

IT'S.

JAM.

TIME.

Just some guys jamming..

I didn't really get involve in the jamming thou.

Was busy looking at the dance n songs performance half the time, taking pictures, walking around, eating, staying to myself, laughing at myself, laughing at others, doing ridiculous stuffs, disturbing others, telling stories, irritating people, telling jokes that are funny. and telling jokes that are NOT funny(man, I need better jokes!) and stuff like that.

But I did show a thing or 2 at one point or another..

Jamming is in the blood.. LOL

But you know! There's this particular band.. POWER AR!!!

And beatbox, breakdance, woooooot~!

Fast hands, shaking head. Beautiful :)

And just to show I'm good.. EAT THAT! LOL...

nuh.. ^^

ANd YAY!!! I'm too damn bored, so I figured how to post pics, and this is the first!

The loading process is long thou.. So now I understand how it's like actually..

Now
I
Understand..

haha =))

Fume-

What's your value?

2007-04-18T00:49:00.000+08:00

One day, a pastor was invited to share a short message.
He took out a 100 dollars bill
He asked "anyone seated here want this?"

Initially, no one raised their hands, then he added
"come on, don't be shy! You can have it!"

And at this point of time, almost 1/3 of th guests raised their hands.

Then the pastor crushed the bill, and asked again "So, who wants this now?"

As usual, there are people raising up their hands, but it's one times fewer then the previous first time.

Then for the third time, he throw the crashed 100 dollars bill on the floor, and stepped on it a few times, pick it up, and asked.. "So, who wants this now?"

This time round, only 3 raised their hands. Then the pastor invited one of the three on stage, and said
"Ladies and gentlemens, he is the only one who raised up his hands all 3 times.."

Then he looked at the audiences and said.
"No matter how crumpled, wrinkled, or damaged the 100 dollars bill may look, It's the value in it that matters. And this young man sees the value of this 100 dollars bill."

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This story was heard from the radio in the car.
It's initially about in the wedding ceremony, and the pastor proceed by telling the guy in the end. "I hope you'll see the value of the lady standing beside you now like this young man seeing the value of the 100 dollars bill. When she's old, wrinkled, and looses her beauty, and you'll still acknowledge her value, and continue to treasure her in your entire lifetime"
Or something like that, I can't remember word for word, but what I really heard was nice. Chinese version ^^

Anyway, the point is, it's true right? No exactly only just about the marriage part, but the whole idea in general.

And what's our value? =))

I didn't really know why I posted this, but it's just.. interesting :)

long sleep, short day

2007-04-17T23:33:00.000+08:00

I'm having time lag!

I'm active when everyone's asleep, asleep when everyone's active.
Just recently.

Sooo.... I woke up at 430 today, send my second sis to the airport, she's going to Korea, she's work in a travel agency u see..

Then now, It's 1144pm, I gonna sleep early today. I know I can't..
But it's okay.. I'll juz lie down, so tomorrow will be tiring, and i'll sleep early tomorrow night, then I'm back to normal!

So this is what I'll do this week.
Nothing.

Mom's away for some health camp, sis's away to Korea..
I'm feeling really sick this week, with all the irregular timing and not eating well.
I think I gonna pukee.. hahaha

I think I'll register for driving learning thingy this week lah..
Go gym as usual.
And also.... maybe.... I'll.... stop..... doing weird things.
Or hoping some magic friends will call out to jam or something... grr

So next week I think I'm going to a travel agency for interview, friend's recodmmendation, for a job of course..

Maybe I'll work like 4 days a week part time? or something like that.. Just need to fill my time please....

And now................ I..dunnoe..................

=))

moody moody is the mood

2007-04-16T15:16:00.001+08:00

And now... It's raining like shit..

seems like yesterday, feels like years too long

2007-04-16T03:15:00.000+08:00

Lasalle's interview was fun.
I hope I can make it thou.

I managed to grab a few question about the course, and I talked to myself a bit.
I didn't wanted to do designs only because I didn't do well for Os. I've been wanting to do designs similiar stuff since before I even think of O level..

I called a designer friend of mine midnight before the interviews, to seek help.. But he's really professional, and whatever we talked about paid off, I think..
He didn't tell me what to do, but he taught me how to do it.. That's the difference!

But Mr. Disappointment might be around the corner once again. Heck!
I'll kill that spoiler sooner or later.

So now, I hoped I can get into Lasalle with Aaron, and I hope IF we do get in, hope we're in the same class again.. HAHA!

I promise myself to work hard like some others do(provided if i got in), I know it's going to be a hard process after hearing what the lecturers had to say, but what's easy if u wanted the word "achievement" to assiociated with?

I can't wait for 2 weeks later!
I can't wait to go to school!
I can't wait to make new friends!
I can't wait to prove others wrong! And right for some cases ^^whatever it is.. =))

Haha.. It's just weird how suddenly everyone loves going to school, despite cursing every single school everytime we see one before.
I still remember how happy I am after O Levels.
One reason being end of exams.. Another being no-more-school, and eager to wait for grad night.. beautiful!.. haha.. ^^

Maybe when those chinese drama people say "you'll realise what u truly love, only after u loose it"
Maybe it's school they're refering about! Those chinese dramas! LOL

And, I still wanted a mac..
And I love how my hair looks now, because the colour kind of faded, and it's so cool I tell you! It's the colour I wanted..
Maybe next time I'll highlight it like white(serious!) I told aaron about it.. haha..

And u know! I've developed this habit over the past few days, I could've walk around my home/downstairs for hours, and when I come back, I can tell u everything! Like, "What happen exactly 20 days ago?"
Then I'll be like "I woke up at 2pm and went to the gym, and he smiled asleep."

"what's did you eat exactly 37 days ago for lunch?"
I'll be like.. "I had nothing for lunch, I went back hillgrove to collect art, and went to concept magic studio after that. beautiful!"

"what's you're favourite animal?"
I'll say.. "486 days ago it's cat, 334 days ago it's dog,151 days ago it's dinosaur, 1 minute ago it's an hippopotamus''

Yea.. stuff like that. Wasting time! I'm not doing that anymore.

Apparently the earliest time I can start school will be August. I think i'm getting a job in a travel agency or some sorts.

I'm stating to get worried of having too much time, rather then to little time e other time that made me wanna quit like shit.
Too much time kills the brain. That's why u can see I'm a lil weird.

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Oh! And I found something so precious!

During sec 2 streaming year, my then form teacher made us have this little "activity"
Everyone would leave a pen, and paper on our own desk, then everyone would move around anywhere at the same time, going to every table, and write something you wanted to tell, or what u think about the person, obviously good stuff only. Not only that, u can't state your name aftter u left ur message!

That's the cute little days, I still remember how cute everyone were.. LOL
Those times, I'm happy with just a basketball in my hands.
Handphones are shit. MSN have like twenty friends? And I grow up in church. Healthy environment anyway.. It's not that bad.
No vulgarities, no untuck shirt, no quarrels, no worries, no talking STRICTLY on Ms Wang's class(lol)..
And my 3 brothers Chun Yu, James Tan, WeiQiang. Somehow I broke contact with them after sec three, where I begain being labelled as a "quiet defient student" by my then-teachers! So cool.. ^^

And before I knew, Chun Yu, whom I really treasured as a good brother, went back to taiwan for good. And I didn't even know untill Yuwanna told me In class on a certain day in Sec 3. And the msg he sent me moments before he went up the plane made me think for a while..

Because, his english improved! LOL
Compared to the first time he came to Singapore.
And you know, Taiwan's joke are the top ones u can find for chinese! It's so damn funny I tell you! Espacially dirty ones>.< nuh.. I'm not dirty-minded, just Taiwan jokes.. LOL
But really, that guy is missed.. ^^I NEED HIS MSN, DO YOU HAVE, MRS YUWANNA?

Oh where have I gone to?

Back to the paper-pen activity, Syafiq wrote "tallllll and handsome!"
See!! I told you I'm handsome when i'm younger :P But now.. I'm just too hot to be called handsome anymore..
Sad I know..

Ms Chew wrote "down to earth!" See!!!
I'm the class chairman during sec one okay!! HAHA Thou I was nominated again in sec 2, Ms Chew dosent want me to be anymore.. :( BLEAGH! I don't enjoy it anyway.. HAHA

Oh! And anyone know Ms Charmaine Lim?
She's one of the best you'll ever find.. Thou she only taught my class, sec 1E5 for like only 1-2 term, before leaving for her studies, but during that short period of time.. It's Cool! She even won the Ms popularity or some sorts contest, voted by all HSS students.. Anyway.... U guys most probably don't know who, I'm a second batch student ^^

I know how it's like walking from Yusof Ishak SS to HSS as a whole school...
I know how it's like having a brand new classroom.
I know how it's like having just 2 batches and lots of empty extra classrooms waiting to be filled, which is by now.. ^^

Oh! And I remembered farting during morning assembly! LOL!!!
Ah, Okay.. I said nothing...

Uh! So cute! I love sec 1, 2, and being like a kid. Everyday is simple and fun, with the best teacher who calls me "My chairperson" everytime she wrote letter to us.. LOL Okay............ She stopped writing after a while anyway.. hMPF!
But I understand why she did that then now.. Thou many of us were disappointed then ^^

Righttttt So u know, finding the piece of paper in a blue plastic envelope thingy actually make me miss so many things. It made me think again.
Maybe I'll know if you ask like.."what are you doing on february 29thwhen you're sec 1?"
Then I'll say.. "nothing, there's no february 29th when i'm sec 1"
SMART.

I wonder how it's like having a school now!
Will I feel like a newbie would when I'm sec one?!?!
Will I get lost n the school??
Will I find my clique so conveniently?
Is it fun??

So many questions! I hope I really get into Lasalle-SIA. Dear God, please help me!
I can't wait! I hope I lay dead now, and woke up 2 weeks later, knowing if I got in.
Provided I didn't find myself in a rectangle box underground by then, stupid!

How if I didn't get in?? I don't know, it'll be like... how many times I got rejected already in the past few months if i still got rejected by Lasalle.
Maybe NAFA. Maybe not. One thing for sure, I want to be someone useful. I mean really..
I can feel my determination. BUT DUnNOE LEIIIIII If i fail lasalle, maybe i'll just go army, and try Lasalle again when I come out.. Nooo!!

Okay, nvm, I'll just get into lasalle. waHAHHAHAHA! AM I CONFIDENT OR WHAT? Nuh, just kiddig.. I've learnt not to be expecting too much.. ^^

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And I didn't really feel like sleeping now, thou it's like 4.32am, And I'm tired n typing n thinking about stuff for about an hour, and more thinking before this, but no more I've said ^^.

And you know, If you're reading this, and not skiping thru, and reading things I wrote......
THANKS!

I went to YiXiang's show yesterday, It's his first 3 minute stage show. He's damn nervous I can tell.
I filmed the performance, to be edited n loaded somewhere. I'm really very proud of him.. =))

And thanks for performing, and not being mad at me thou I've been mean to you and kok before.
I'm no ego-fella, but I'm really supprised and flattered when you put my name in the credits/special thanks session on your previous short video with kok.
Small matter I know, but thanks anyhow.. :)

And oh! Thanks for mentioning my name that time during your show, thou I didn't raise up my hands to admit i'm Fuming, because I know the MC will drag me up on stage for some unplanned shit!

And today, I went to a lecture.. I knew that guy since like, when I just started out.
I lost contact with him for about a year, and met him again late last year, he's a busy man. He said.

"fuming!(btw, i'm already supprised enough he remembered my name) Long time no see! I thought you became famous n went to Las Vegas.. HAHA! Anyway, wanted to tell you you're one of the best students I have, and
I'm really proud of you and your improvements the other time when we're working together on the 'time travel' trick. You have potential, my friend!"

Again, i'm amazed how he remembered what we're working together on that time. He's a busy man I said..

Okay, WAIT. I'm not trying to say I'm GOOD or whatever.. I'm no ego lover..

But the point is, where's my guts?
I always wanted to do shows.
Always said that performing is what I wanted to do.
But all I do is, practice, practice, practice, show my friends, practice, and practice.
Where's the shows, where's the performance I wanted?

Seriously, I'm scared.
I didn't know how to start out.
Not knowing how it's really like to be PERFORMING in front of hundreds of audience, thou I did design a show for hundreds, and practice.
I didn't know how people will feel about me.
I'm afraid I mumble too much!

And after the lecture, I had solomon sign on his lecture notes, He left me a message, like he did to many other..

This is what he said.

"To Fuming.

Good luck on your journey to fantastic presentations in magic and may I see you performing on stage soon.. real soon.

Cheers!
Solomon "

Conclusion: I want to be a performer.. :) A successful one.
Of course not forgetting my studies as well.. if I got into Lasalle, I'll treat everyone lunch!

Not everyone.. maybe.. a few influential people in my life.. like... fuming, me, myself and I..
HAHA No la.. we'll see :)
2 more weeks and may I be happier.. ^^

Oh, and not forgetting..
All the best to all my friends who is starting school officially today! Except sp, that started long ago I think..
Work hard!
kian Kok
Wen Xian
Kelvin
Yuan He
Azizah
Wan Jun
Shakila
Wahida
Wahida(ahh! doube!)
Atiqa
Zul
Surath
Monkey(ahh!!! double too!)
Adil
Yuwanna
Fizzy
HAYUNI
Jia Jun

Ahh!! Wanted to type out everyone's name, But NO WAY.
I can't think much anymore, It's 5.13AM

But really, all the best to everyone of you.. =))

Oh! And did I mention I met my ex pri sch schoomate today on my way home?!?!
She wanted to treat me doghnut frm the raffles city downstairs the weird long queue thingy shop because she got a dozen with her!!
Nuh.. But I don't really like doghnut by the way.. And It's weird eating doughnuts after meeting since like 6 years ago >.< But you know, I just dun understand why people will go for such long queue for doughnuts! So I slapped her face n went away.

In case you dun get it, I'm joking.. hahaha But really, she's holding a DOZEN of them.. And I rejected, and I went home, and maybe she went to hell together with the doughnut.. LOL
Oh, and I've been superstitious, I hope "go to hell" will have nothing to do with anything bad!
Later I have bad luck then suay ar! Lasalle Is my top on the list at this moment right now please...

Right.. And Aaron and I went to Sushi Tei for lunch after interviews! We spent like.. 50 bucks altogether. We went there to have a good meal because, according to his words we "felt victorious" that day suring interviews.. Let's not think abou tthe results first! And Aaron paid first with nets, and I FORGOT to pay him back cash yet. So..... I'll just forget about it. LOL

Beleive it or not, my bank account only have like 8 dollars in it. All I have now is the allowance I just got ^^

No wayyyyyy!!!!! And now it's 5.28am. I can't beleive it! I really need to sleep.. Goodnight everyoneeee!
This is my longest post to date.. :)

Man!

2007-04-14T00:46:00.000+08:00

Lasalle's interview is coming in ten hours time.
I hope I had choosen a later date thou, I don't feel in the mood at all.

I got my sketches done.
Rough script done.
But I'm just not ready myself right nowwwwwww...

Shit, everything's down for me, I really need all the luck I can get!

And my previous 2 entry is weird, if you don't know where I'm going about with that.
But.......... I'll just leave it as it is, and Fuming do get sad.. =)) Thou he's always saying nonsense trying to hide things.

So now maybe u know a bit more about Fuming!

And "moving on" is a tough thing to do, thou I made it sound so easy many many many times when my friend told me about his/her problems sometimes.
And it got worst considering how u didn't expect you got to "move on" one day.

But it's stupid right? Who would think they would when they're into it?

So the handful of you whom actually asked me "what's up", I hope you know it's not my hair!

There's many things I wish I can say, things I'll be glad to hear, and beautiful promises that dosent seem to count-
That's what makes "M-O" hard..

But............. Everyone got their way of life, and I got to be mature enough to understand that.
And I beleive in U-turn, or miracles, as you call it.. 3 years, 10 years, one gigazillion, whatever it is, you get my point.

And to the special one I said, I appreciate everything u did.. ^^ And worry not, I'm not out to stalk you.
Just sincerely as friends.
I hope you know me well enough to know I meant what I said.

So now that's finally a serious entry!
Wait till I really say "I'm happy", then you know I really am..

Talking is cheap, Love is an action baby!

grr.. I can't stand myself :)

life's unfair, and that's good news!

2007-04-12T15:39:00.000+08:00

Nuh, it's not actually.

If only I made lesser mistakes.
If only I'm a better man.
if only I'm better at words.
If only I take my chances well.
If only people cares.
If only I know what's happening aorund me.
If only I know what others think.
If only I'm not who I am.
If only I dun feel like shit now.
If only god loves me a little bit more.
If only I had a home I feel loved.
If only I can smile more each day.
If only someone/something can make me happier.
If only things are going well for me.
If only I don't expect too much.

I swear I can still go on and on.
And life still might not be really fair. But I'll just trust things as it is...

Butttt....... Things do happen, and I got to remind myself that life dun always work the way we wanted them to be.

Man..... Am I kind or what? hehs.

And I don't hate anyone, or anything. I'll always be the same guy you guys know. Just a bit n a bit more and more upset and disappointed right now.
So now, I'm just trying to smile a bit =))

DAMN! I FAILED! LOL

Fume-

that's weird

2007-04-12T13:45:00.000+08:00

So everyone got their own commitments and responsibilities. I do have mine, thou it's not very significant as it may seem yet, considering i'm still waiting for school at all..

Some things I know, some things made me think on myself too hard
But.......... Please dont hate me.

So if you're reading this, u know who you are, I really hope you'll reply me, or call me soon k? It wont take long.
I'm still waiting..

aRR!!

2007-04-12T05:25:00.000+08:00

So I went out at 2am to have a jog.. guess what?!?!!

I wanted to go to Mandai Zoo, so I go all the way in, and it's damn far! After that, I decided to just follow the long-quiet-scary road down mandai road, then I ended up in upper thomsom road.

Then!! I carried on, hoping to find a store like 7-11, because I'm damn tired with crams coming, and i seriously need water, but I found none! And I'm already all the way deep into the highway.. with no choice left, I turn back n slowly travel back to where I come frm.

Thirsty, cold, tired, half-naked, crams..

And now it's 530am, 1oo plus never taste better then now ^^

Why?!?!??!

2007-04-11T19:35:00.000+08:00

WHY?!?!?!?!
It's already April!! AND!!!! I've spend 2 months and 11 days without
a job
school
a lot of money
and...........

That's sick.

So proud of myself!

2007-04-11T02:58:00.000+08:00

So it's 2.58am.

I'm so proud of myself!

I drew a scenery.. like.. er.. how to say..

Jetty kind of thingy..

For the first time in my life.
I look at my own portfolio in a skeptical way.
And I realise.. I CAN DRAW!

HAHA!

Nuh, Because I'm the one drawing it, that's why I think.

It's like.... When you fart, you think it's the best fart smell ever.

When you shit, you look into the bowl n think that's the nicest shape a shit can be.

Stuff like that, u get what I mean?

I'm feeling like a total geek nowadays.
I've been at home a lot since like I-dun-know-when..
Staying at home doing nothing is becoming a very big part of my life. I swear I dun used to be like that! But anyway, a large portion of the time is practicing card and responding to my computer when there's noise.. sooo..... It's okay FOR ME. And whoever who thinks that i'm a geek being online almost 18 hours a day, I'm not(not always at least)! I'm some cool card guy playing cards..

Not really.

And I'm talking to people lesser.
Been rejecting the "magic gang" outings.
And now, everyone thought I'm some big magic star too busy with my gigs with no time for them.. LOL

But actually I'm just doing nothing! HOHO! THEY'RE FOOLED!

haha..

80% of the time i'm in the study room, and in my study room, I'm the king! No one enters my kingdom.

I got this BIG card table with a carpet-like large size close-up pad for my cards. And no one touches it without my permission.. Cool eh :P

Then!! There's another table(they're fixed kind btw, some lousy designer made it that way) Full of crap.
But it's full of unwanted papers I tear out of my sketch book when the sketches are total crap, and my old small close-up pad.
And bowls and cups that have been collecting since yesterday, and my sketch book.

Oh ya! And my favourite superman pencil case, with my superman pen inside =)) School days stuff u know? ^^

And a few library books on Art. And....... Why am I describing my room... I'm weirddd...

Okay, Let's move to the first table, my card table.
Other then the large close-up pad, there's easily 5 deck of cards on the table.
At least 3 dozens of them on the shelves on top, and at the corner of the table, there's this box i collected collector's card.
Like, Signatured and stuff like that.. And that easily adds up to 5 more!

Not forgetting my favourite ring. It's damn classy can! I only wore it once..
Some coins, a mask, and some lecture notes books(on magic of course).

Then!!! I got a feeling I'll get into Lasalle.. Because I'm a mentalist.
So....... I've made a prediction, and it's pressed under a book.
In case if I'm wrong, I'll delete this post and burn away the prediction!! MUAHAHAHAH..

Okay..... And the clock is ticking, I'm suppose to be drawing still, but I couldn't think of comething else anymore..

Sooooooo......... I'm just here typing and typing. Hoping to get some inspiration.

OKAY!

Maybe I'll draw hell.. LOL

I'm incredible.. incredible mannnnnnn..

Damn! It's 3.22am!

GO TO HELL

2007-04-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

Bad childrens, Go to hell.. =))

haHA!

DAMMMNN!!!!
EVEYONE'S STARTING SCHOOL!!

Okay, So i've learn a great deal of things. Like..

If you want to do cuts, then prepare your deck for cuts!
If you wanna do fans, prepare for fans!
If you wanna do armspreads, prepare ur cards for armspread!

Variety is the spice of life.... yes......
It's more then what actually.

And, have plenty plenty. I mean, PLENTY or decks on standby during a show.. as much as.. 15 for a one hour show!!
That's planning ahead.

And!!! Package yourself.
If you sell yourself for 5o dollars, pakage a 5o dollars performance!
2oo, 2oo dollars performance!!

The cheaper you are, the cheaper u are, and you're cheap cheap cheap.
You ruin the market, ruin your reputation. And you GO TO HELL........

Apparently, if you charge nothing, everyone will be pleased with your performance no matter what shit you did!
Even if you're like me, asking every bad child to go to hell for the entire one hour gig.

Actually I know more then that, but what I said above seemed shallow right?
Then go to hell.....

Okay, been listening to too much radio show on card manipulations.
Like!! Almost 5 shows, So make it 10 hours! YES!!

Damn, I'm boring.. =0)

monster!

2007-04-09T00:01:00.000+08:00

I DREW A MONSTER!
a HAND!
A MAN!

AnD!
NOTHiNG ELSE!!!!

AND I'M DAMN BORED LAH PLEASEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

CoOOOLL!!!!

2007-04-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i slept at 23o! It's a record time for me for the past 1 week or so..
Because I thought I'll be accompany my friend, who's going NS soon to church(yea, i know...), which I agreed when he asked me to.

But I got too nervous about my interview at lasalle suddenly!!!!

So I msged him to tell him I'm not going, and went back to sleep after promising myself I'll do my portfolio today.

So I did!
Library is great.
And I think I'll still be going there because there's this perfect book there, but it's for display only... well..

Damn!

I got to get into lasalle.................................
Maybe I'll try praying a little before the interviews.. haha!

The last time I prayed was during my O level's humans paper thou, and the paper is freaking hard.
But I did okay for e results, so I think praying helps.. LOL

Nuh. =))

So I went to SIM with Aaron on friday, wanting to hand in out application form, but forgotten that it's Good friday, and the school's not open.
Then, we went to Jurong library, again forgetting it's Good Friday! And it's not open as well..

Soo...... We've met up with Kok, so the 3 of us were left librayless.. :( sad right?

Then we went to the temple with Aaron for offerings, then! WA SEH!

we got lost.....

I dun know how the hell we ended up in Clark quay anyway, so we walked all e way back to city hall, then then then then then then!

That's weird, I'm actually typing about my schedule with no objective at all. haha.. ^^

So we went borders, then I WANT A MAC LABTOP!! Grr...

Then! I ate Pepper lunch for the first time in my life with Aaron.

After which, Aaron got to go, so I decided to hang around in town on my own.. It's cool to do that once in a while thou.
Wanted to buy a shade, but couldn't find one that I like.
AND I SAW A SEXY HAT IN FAR EAST!!!

Man, it's of a better quality of my current one, and it's like, the same price.

GRRR! I'm getting it sooooooon!

And there's this shirt shop, I love the designs n all, and the blazers. And I promised myself to go there the next time I'm going to buy cloths.. hehs!

Then I wanted a Zippo with a playing card of any kind carved on it, But couldn't found any.

Then there's this street dance hip-hop thingy outside Far East(It's at nighttime btw) and it happened every 1 month. And miah lee(or whatever u spell it) and was one of the host! AND SHE'S MORE THEN ONE HEAD SHORTER THEN ME!! Okay.. worthless information I know.. Just being random.. ^^

U SEE?

There's so much things I want. But I'm kinda broke.. sickkkkk mannnnnn...
And I havent got any money frm my daddy for liek....... very long.

So I want a job soon! But I dun wan to work..
I think I wanted to try to get regular gigs at some cafe, event company or some sorts. I feel ready, and I'm too old now~
AND I PROMISE MYSELF I'LL WORK FOR IT AFTER MY INTERVIEWS!

So It's all about interviews n portfolio for me now.
C'mon, there's 6 more days!
If I can finish my coursework for the YEAR within 2 weeks, and finish faster then e others, what makes u think I'll need 6 days to do a good portfolio?!?! MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA
nuh, juz kidding ^^

After which, I'll get my private demo video out for my resume, and website is a tough shit.

SOOOO!!!! You people are probably starting school soon.
So i'll just make sure I'm doing something useful in the meantime, so i'll feel useful also!! wahhaha!!

And Lasalle's the coolest school! (That's if I got in) haha..

AND I WANT A MAC.. :(

Fume-

sigh

2007-04-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

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cool post.

WA SEH!!

2007-04-05T22:47:00.000+08:00

So I've deleted my previous latest post, because I hate it.

But I dun think people read it before i deleted, so well..

And I'm stronger now! haha..

Been visiting the gym regularly, like every 2-3 days. Because I wanted to exercise, and I'm too lazy to do something else.
What's more, It's air-conditioned! And it helps cooling down faster..

And during my last few visit, there's this group of aunties going, and what they do is they'll sit there at e machine thingy(whatever it's called) and talk, relax, not working out, and taking a whole lot of time.. And people got to wait for liek damn long.. NOOO!!

Then they get sweaty just by sitting down, and for damn long, and after that the whole chair is smelly and wet.. EWWWW!!! Okay.. I'm mean :P

Other then that, I'm stil the same old boring guy.

Like any other boys, I wanted to know what's my real identity.
So I began to search for it.
And at last.. I know who I am..

fume /fyum/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[fyoom] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation noun, verb, fumed, fum·ing.
–noun
1.
Often, fumes. any smokelike or vaporous exhalation from matter or substances, esp. of an odorous or harmful nature: tobacco fumes; noxious fumes of carbon monoxide.
2.
an irritable or angry mood: He has been in a fume ever since the contract fell through. –verb (used with object)
3.
to emit or exhale, as fumes or vapor: giant stacks fuming their sooty smoke.
4.
to treat with or expose to fumes.
5.
to show fretful irritation or anger: She always fumes when the mail is late. –verb (used without object)
6.
to rise, or pass off, as fumes: smoke fuming from an ashtray.
7.
to emit fumes: The leaky pipe fumed alarmingly.
[Origin: 1350–1400; ME < OF fum < L fūmus smoke, steam, fume] —Related forms
fumeless, adjective
fumelike, adjective
fumer, noun
fum·ing·ly, adverb
—Synonyms 2. rage, fury, agitation, storm. 5. chafe, fret.

HAHAHAHAHAH!! =)))

Okay, anyway, I went to Azizah's blog, and I saw the the thingy!!! Like.. Wa AmazING!!

So here's my result for the the the thing(what's that?)

You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.

You are an emotional and sensitive person. You are inclined to delight and wallow in all things that give pleasure to your senses but nevertheless your tastes are refined and you reject anything that is indecent or vulgar.

Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. You are not at all happy with the situation but it would appear that there is very little that you can do about it at this time. Sit back and let the situation take its course, because at this time you feel that there is nothing you can do to change whatever needs to be changed.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.

WAAAA!! Looks like this thing know me more then I do..

I'm hoping they'll say something like "you're sexy, hot and attractive" or sth like tt..
HAHA.. nuh, juz kidding.. ^^

Oh! And i'm watching a show now, and they're talking about the rising or temperature on earth..
Nooooooo.. Barney will die.. LOL

Fume-

Simple Stuff!

2007-04-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

Bang bang!
Twist twist!
Turn turn!
Stab stab!
Flare flare!
Spin spin!
Grip grip!

It's all like that..

Fume-

HAHA!!

2007-04-03T03:41:00.000+08:00

Hello! It's 3.41AM!

Guess what?!

I did some photoshots! FINALLY!!!!

Okay, first of all, this is weird.

I got to take some photo of myself, for my upcoming website.

And of course I have to take something cooool!!!!

So you know!! It's the first time ever I'm taking picture of myself. I used to hate taking pictures. But I realise it can be fun..

Of course, It's in black-white format, and It's fun and tiring taking shots myself.
I'm wearing something warm, and i have to constantly move away frm my fan, to adjust e camera.
And If i'm going to do a card display, I gotta do it within 10 seconds!
Okay, that's long enough, I'M GOOD!! LOL..

Then!!!! I like the results, I'm amazed by myself.
I'm amazed by myu own directing skill.
I'm amazed by my own cool character(LOL).

But again, the photos are kind of moody.... :( Nuh, just the whole feel of it.

And again! I got my website concept frm Daniel Madison!! U guys wanan know who?!?!

www.danielmadison.co.uk. This guy..

He's been a great influence for me.. ^^
I wished I got his beard.. LOL

Okay.. So that's it, I just came to blog and show off what I've done.

Now, I'm hungry, I gonna go buy food!! Bye!!

Fume-

Big big big big small world

2007-04-02T23:15:00.000+08:00

WAAaa!!!!!

I LOVE Black-White photography!!

It's not like I just knew, but I like it more after stumbling into Brad Webber's website.

http://bradwebber.com/

Brad is working with Dan and Dave in currently. That's how Brad caught my attention.

If u guys clicked on e link, be sure to look at "smoke and mirrors" project with dan and dave buck.

It's NiCE!!!! For me, esp when I play cards too, and the buck twins are my heros.. hoho..

So I received a letter frm TP just now, and yes, the application fail, confirm.
AHHH!!! I could have make a prediction beforehand!

Anyway, I dun care anyway, I half expected it, thou for the first time in my life the word "unsuccessful" made me think for a while.

So what I got to do now is go bloody make sure i get my ass into lasalle!

And I've kind of decided to get a pet dove.. HAHA
Maybe..

Okay.............................................
bye.

Fume-

I deserve better!

2007-04-01T18:34:00.000+08:00

Better!
Better!

Better what?

This! That! Everything!

So I've watched a video clip today, and MAN! Fucking awesome!!! AHHH!!!!

http://decknique.net/content/612.html

So this is it! hahahaa... I love short films.

So short, yet impacful.

It's like, you have 3o seconds in your life, and you needa do something great about it kind of feeling.
So that's what short films do in my perspective!

WAAAAA!!!!!

Beautiful art, great video quality, genius concept, nice editing, cool guys. =))

And I havent continued doing my own film making frm where I stopped(that always happen). Man! It's tough! Espacially when I dun know how to do the editing, decent quality camera, and basically no cameraman, because i rather work alone, rather then having people who dun understand what i want, and end up pissed at me when I want to retake the shots like hundreds of time(I mean seriously!). And the camera stands are hard to set up, esp when it comes to weird angles and outdoors!

Sad to say, my mom is the first victim, as my camerawoman. Last time. Not anymore.. phew..

BUT!!!!! I still need help. ANYONE?!?!

Okay, moving on.
This coming saturday is my friend's daughter birthday! SO COOL TO BE A DADDY AT 19!

Then I stayed at home to do my art portfolio. WA SEH!

Then I drew a man. A coooool man.

And then I realise it's 13 more days to Laselle's interview. And i'm feeling kinda scared when I think of it now.

THEN!!
Bloody TP haven given me any notice that i failed my application/interviews till now.
I know i wont get chance going in anyway, if not they have already called me..
But not rejecting me makes me hoping for some pie. hohohoho
Hate that ^^

If everything goes wrong! Fear not! There'll be a place for me.
A place that man go.
A place that man fight.
A place that man survive.
A place that man sacrifice.
A place that man fear.

ARMY.

BUT!! I hope I'll somehow get into police academy please! My friend got in there, and got everyone jealous!!!

WA LAO!!!

AND NO MEDIC PLEASE! I got to run around saving others, and the others try to kill me. And I got a pistol, but I can't fire any shots just like that. AHHH!!

But the coolest thing is still being a sniper.. I'm so cool.. :P

OK!!!!!! RANDOM ENOUGH! I'm going to draw ninja turtles!!

And my film making soon!!

Fume-

Fume.. ^^

2007-03-31T01:02:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!

So u see, the previous post dun make sense.
I mean, not like any of my post make sense anyway, but well......

BOO!

U know?! Once in a while, you gotta get into this emo kind of mood. It's good..... Espacially when you've keep things for too long..

SO EVERYBODY CALL ME NOW TO PITY ME NOWW!!!! ROAR!!!!!

Nuh, just kidding.. ^^

Okay, so i went to gym today! Because i'm feeling fatter recently.. Even more after I went to the Asian buffet.. I had many many many many many many satay, chicken, prawns, laksa, naan, and a lot a lot a lot!

I can hardly walk fast after that.. hehs!

BUT!

After going gym, I feel stronggggg!!!! I can kill an elephant anytime!
I can conquer any land bare-handed anytime!
I can make myself empire of Fumeland!
I could have my own fan club calling themself Fumist!
I could have start my own religion call Fumism!
I can have my own army call the Fumist army!
I can spread my influence all over Fumeland! And it's called Fumocracy!

So whoever wants to join my strong army can give me a call. The first ten shall be my generals.
The next ten shall be the team leaders.

If you do not want to be a Fumist soldier, It's okay, u still can join Fumist fan club.
Call me as well!

Oh ya, did I mention about the registration fees?

For army, registration fees will be $21, and $31.90 during interviews.
I may need your photocopied IC. But pretent u dunnoe I need them!
Because, You can use my machine.. ten cents per piece.. :D

For regular Fumist fans registration, slightly more expensive, because you're not fighting for me.
So it's $31 registration, and $60 interviews.
I'll need your entire family menber's IC, birthcert, passport, and death cert. And I want 5 generations before you onwards.
But pretent u dunnoe I need them!
Because i have machine here for u to photocopy.. ^^ 50 cents per piece.

BUT!!!

The interviews n admission criterias are strict!
You might not get in so easily. As estimated, everyone will get at least about 2% chances of getting in.

So good luck everyone!
And dun forget to keep trying when you're rejected!

Fume-

Fuming is a weird =))

2007-03-28T13:31:00.000+08:00

Fuming is weird..........

He threw his brand new expensive deck of cards on e floor after screaming at his mom, because she gave him a wet plastic bag that she knew he'll need for his cards, and some cards got wet.
He knows he's rude.. but well..

His computer can't connect to the internet anymore.

He's sick of calling his dad only to ask for allowance.

He's mad that his dad called, and he told his dad about his problems, and he said "i dun know how to tell u lah.. go talk to your sis." But my sis wouldn't really care..

He's sick of not having a birthday cake before(ok, that're really weird)

He's sick of going home not happy, and yet no one bothers about him, and there's no one to talk to.

He's finding it irritating that no one at home asked how's his registration to the schools, and what's his future plans.

He's mad when people twist their face(he can see it) when he said he wanted to be a full-time magician.

He's so weird that he know God exist. Thou he made fun of him somtimes.

He's finding it irritating that he's been sitting here typing so slowly, and dun make sense at all.

He's just trying to break the longest post record.

But he know he wont do with this pace anyway.

So now, he got all dressed up, with his fucking O level result slip on his lap, ready to go to yet another school for registration.

And when he got home, he'll sit alone n play some cards, while his family thought he just went out to play.

But this post dont make sense anyway!

So.... he's going to NAFA now...

HEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH

HOHO

2007-03-26T00:36:00.001+08:00

SO YOU KNOW MY WEBSITE IS UP!

www.fumingmadgician.com

Ok, it's not really up yet, but you guys can still see the cool logo over there. Haha..
As for when it's really running officially, I don't know.
But i suspect a few months to go..

So now, I'm really still schooless now, thou I hate to admit/show it, but it's rather worrying.
You know what being schooless mean?!?!
THAT MEANS I GOT NO CONSESSION! I GOTTA PAY ADULT FAIR FOR MY RIDES! THEN I CANNOT GET STUDENT PRICE FOR WHATEVR SHIT!

THEN!!!! I gotta go to the army body check soon.. I hate striping in front of a guy.. :( HAHA

Moving on~

I've been feelng soooooooo artistic recently!! U know?! I started drawing since like, after O level's art!
Then I bought a HAT for the first time in my life!
Then I juz went to buy a white plain upper half-face mask!!

WA SEH!!
I'm so artistic :P

Then then!! I want to add it up by watching Phantom.. HEHEHE..
Nuh.. not that ^^

Then today I went to The Substation to watch a magic show/competition.. AND THAT PLACE IS SO ARTISTIC TOO!
THEN!!!! I went up on e stage!!!! As a volunteer of course, then i look at at the audience!!! WAAAA!!!!!! Cooool..... hehs.. ^^

U know, It's got to be my turn up there as a performer next time. Maybe I'll just sign up to take part in the competition next year, and get my ass trashed.. LOL.

So what have I been doing recenly really? Really? Nothing.
Came back frm class chalet early last week, It's good, kinda. But can be better if there is one next time.. ^^

Then went to various art school(i told u i'm artistic :P).. Then interview at TP, then slack at home, then go substation.. then... I'm boring :(

So for the next few weeks, or rather months, I got to find something useful to do while waiting for my school to come. U know?! It's harder not to feel lousy when all your friends already had started school n made new friends. SIGH!

I'm positive,but not happy, but! I'm not whining, because Fuming never whine :) Maybe..

Great day everyone!

Fume-

So That's It!

2007-03-14T00:35:00.000+08:00

Uh! So the appealing results for DAE didn't come out today.

U know what? I bet not a lot whom appeal via DAE will get in. Look, JAE, then JAE appeal, then DAE is the last!
GOsH!!!!
It's like something to pacify some poor schooless bastards like me, giving us some hope and if they got the vacancy after everything, they might just pick a few to get into their course.

And I'm having a bad feeling about my appealing thingy, I know I'm usually correct about such instinct thing, but I hope i'm wrong this time round.
And It's getting annoying when everyone started to ask me what school i went into..

Nuh,
I'm not blaming anyone, I blame my own stupid brain! heheheh..
But I know i'm not useless, i just can't do math, and science. haha not THAT serious right?

But yea, finally I did something useful this time today! I finish my video footage that's supposingly due more then one month ago. It's a collab video that Kian kok and me are planning to do since long. maybe Yixiang will clip in some footage too. ^^

Then Next! MySpace is actually kind of exciting to be at, I just realised. Apparently it's a better place for networking.
AND!
Daniel Madison, David Blaine and all are all there as well.. HEHEHE
And i think Daniel Madison is so fucking cool! And i'm not gay.

And I'm proud to say I've started to have some footage, videos, pictures, contents, ideas bla bla bla to fill my upcoming website which is long overdue as well.(Damn! everything is late!)
So starting on Wednesday, 1am at most, my website will be up. "Will be up" meaning, the site exist, but not up and running yet. It'll be under construction.. More about that later.

So some might wonder why the hell would I want to have a website for? It's not like i'm some famous pornstar hosting my own web or some famous actor or stuff!

Yes true.

But you're ignorant. HAHA,, Nuh, juz kidding =)) (whoa!)

Like I've said, my ambition is to be a professional showman/magician. So it's some kind of personal website/portfolio thingy for my "clients'. Get it?

The market for showman in Singapore currently is seriously bad, but I have my ambition, everyone has one. And i choose to work on mine.. ^^ woW!

So enough of my ambition shit, you guys are really patient to read till here.. :D

Well, it's Wednesday now, coming weekend it's our previous class's(4e4) BBQ/Chalet. I hope to see you guys(ex classmates) there yo! It's not like we'll be having this everytime u see.. ^^ Cheers!.

Fume-

Fuming

2007-03-13T16:03:00.000+08:00

Hello, I hate Fuming.. ^^

YES!!

2007-03-12T21:00:00.001+08:00

So tomorrow's appeal result day!

I need to be happy again soon.. ^^ hehehehehe

YES!!

2007-03-12T21:00:00.000+08:00

So tomorrow's appeal result day!

I need to be happy again soon.. ^^ hehehehehe

YAY YAY!

2007-03-06T21:01:00.001+08:00

So i'm schooless, but i'm not talking about it!

And i mean it
i mean it
i mean it
i mean it
i mean it
i mean it
i mean it.

i'm schooless.

please please.

2007-03-05T03:10:00.000+08:00

So, I hate to say but I miss school.......... Like many people who told me they do recently.

But poly posting is coming tomorrow, holiday's coming to an end real soon.

And something cool better happen once again.. ^^

hehe

2007-03-02T03:04:00.000+08:00

It's 3.04AM and i'm eating peanuts and drinking coke!

hohohohoho

Good good..

2007-02-28T19:42:00.000+08:00

So the show is good!!!!

Except for that uncle whom drag me into a conversation abt the IR, casino, and everything.
And that damn Malaysian guy whom grbbed my things and challenged me.

And and! I love the fact that I arranged all my props well, knowing which pocket contained what. Although my whole body was in a mess halfway thru it, with random cards and everything in almost every pocket! Grr.. woot~!

Oh ya, and i didn't know Marriot Hotel was actually that grand on e inside, and the event I performed for was actually a dinner and dance by some bah gua company(apparently they had it after they've made big money during the cny period). And it's kinda a grand occasion.

So............. Everyone was great! The guests were great! The event organisers was great! I feel great!
And I gave out almost half my namecard I brought there ^^Plus a red packet by the event organisers at e end of the day(1 hr to be exact). And!! I gave my contacts to the event company, they might use me for furthur shows.. YAY!

AND!

Now, I got to think of having my website up real soon.
It's crap when people typed my url on my namecard n realize it can't be found.

Then~ I'm really going broke soon......... Surviving on my previous 2 pays I got frm my previous job. But it's supprising that I still have more then enough for now thou >.<

So today,
I went to play cs AGAIN! With surath, zul, kok.. Then then! I ordered a military ring from the states. It's cool u know?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!??! But i got really slim(sexy.. hehs) fingers.. So it's kinda hard to find my size sooooo....

hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe...

Drink Milk

2007-02-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

Drink milk!!!!!!!!

It makes u strong like me. Big like me.

Ok nvm, that's so random. I love coconut anyway..

Tomorrow is a big day!!!!

I'm going to Marriot Hotel for a 1 hour gig.
The cool thing is, I get the chance to test/show/perform my stuffs professionally as a performer. Establish contacts and so on. I heard many big shots will be there!

But the sad thing is..... There's a weird colour dress code, Yea, COLOUR code. It's so that i can't wear white, or black.
That means i can't wear my favourite black blazer :( So i guess i gonna juz stick to my another brown one, second choice suck. And also, this is supposingly a gig by my friend, but he do balloons, so I'll be doing magic. AND! I'll not get paid, my friend only gets a pathetic 1oo buck for that 1 hr big event thingy(i swear i wouldn't do shows with that money>.<) and I turned down his meal offer as well..

Anyway it'll serve as a good experience for me being a professional performer in a formal setting.. ^^ DAMN SEXCITING! sexciting.. >.< But i'm still hoping to get my first paid show anytime soon.. LIKE NOW! SOMEONE HIRE ME NOW!! ROAR~!! haha...

And tomorrow i'll be going to gym with Monkeyboy, cock, wenxian and zul to gym to get some exercise(finally)!
AND now! My right side of my head and teeth is damn painful, my mom said it's heaty.. And i juz had it on my left side of my face, and it just recovered few days ago.. damn. U know? when you're heay, drink coconut.. It's cooling..

Oh ya, drink milk as well.
Moo moo moo moo moo moo moo moo

WAR!

2007-02-25T01:44:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, i've won the World War!
I've finally completed the 21-mission game call Chain Of Command i bought on my bday for myself. It's a war game involving the WW2.

It's COOL! PARATROOPERS ARE SO DAMN FIT AND EFFICIENT!

Anyway, Ghost Rider is cool, and Just Follow Law is funny.. And i'm hoping to watch Letter From Iwo Jima, another war movie, and Smokin Aces to be out soon! Can't wait for SA!

Two of my heroes Dan and Dave(pro card flourisher) will be featured in it.. Well.. Actually just their hands.. When there's this scene that actor plays with cards, and only the hands were shown, yep, that's Dave. Thou it's shown on screen for like only seconds >.<

So what have I been doing lately?

I quitted my job since like 31st Jan, and seriously i've not been doing anything much since then, just spending day by day, untill CNY, then now.. GRRR lazy bum.

Nothing really progess in my Magic carreer, I think I needed a break for a while, so i didn't really arrange the meeting i'm asked to made with the magic studio which i'm trying to land my future on(i hope!). Anyway i'm not feeling really confidence about my preparations according to their expectations at that time... GRR..
But i've called yesterday, and realised the owner of that studio went to reservice, so i gonna wait untill next next week before our next meeting.. Wish me luck! I'm THAT close already!

And recently i've been going out quite a bit more, compared to the pre-CNY period. I got red packets! And went to a kampung in Msia and stayed for a dayAnd it made me sick(physically).. Not used to that place maybe. hohohoho!
Then then! I went to watch Just Follow Law with my godma and xue, my my long time friend.
Then then! I went to watch Ghost Rider with the junkies! And played CS(again). ^^

Then then! I finally went to Magic Hall(a magic shop) to hang around after like monthsssssss. And met a few new people there, apparently all the old timers had already stopped hanging out in MH like me, and the younger generation took over(i sounds old uh? :p). But they're cool anyway.. Of coz, i'm still the coolest.. MUAHAHHAHA! Nuh, juz kiddin ^^

Then then! Yesterday after the Magic Hall visit i met up with Adam, Jason and Brandon(my new friend frm MH) and went to eat Raku Ninja again.. Damn, it's my second time there in less then 2 weeks.. I think i'm going broke soon. And proceed to Suntec.
THEN! WE WENT TO TOYRUS! It's always fun in Toyrus in suntec because the place is so bloody big, not crowded, and no one really bothers about you. And the flying helicpopter looks interesting!

Then I saw the puppet barney! It's kind of interesting for me anyway, and it looked kinda cute, and it's a puppet!! Puppet means it can be manipulated! Can be manipulated means can move! Can move means.... blablabla..

THEN!! I swear i'm going to get some exercise soon, after like 2 months...

Then!! Nowadays Honey Stars come in a larger pakaging..

Then!! Letter From Iwo Jima please..

Then!! Smoking aces too...

Then!! Someone watch with me please..

Then!! i can't wait for my school posting..

Then!! I can't wait to take back my art piece on 9th too..

Then!! This is getting random, but i like it..

Then!! I hope everyone's fine..(i'm a good guy, u see?)

Then!! I hope someone's fine.. (i'm a good guy, u see?)

Then!! I hope you're fine..

Then!! I gonna sleep now.. It's 2.50AM now!! roAR~~!!

Fume-

myspace

2007-02-22T22:02:00.000+08:00

Myspace is good...........
But it made me sad.

So hard to use! >.< Or maybe i'm not used to..

CNY sooOOoNN!!!!

2007-02-17T23:38:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year!!!
ROAR~!!!!~!!!~!~!!!!

I'm gonna just sit here by my window untill 12 midnight! Because my mom say the God of Fortune will come in thru the window tonight!

Nuh, anyway..

I'm a hardworking blogger!
I updated in e morning, now, and maybe tomorrow! but i doubt so..

Tomorrow i'll be going to my mom's mom place, and she lives in a kampung!
There, i can play fireworks, see cows, maybe snakes, chicken(fewer i think), wild dogs, go to the beach, and cycle, and eat again...

BUT! I'M A STALKER!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=im7IorDZ9uY

chinese new year's eve!

2007-02-17T14:12:00.000+08:00

aHHH!!!! China new year!

I find it boring, got to eat "reunion" dinner later, when it's not like everyone here.
Dad's going holidayto macau today, and i'm waiting for my sis to be home so i can eat.

I SAW ABALONE
I SAW FISH
I SAW TEH STEAMBOAT THINGY
I SAW SOME SUCKY VEGETABLE
I SAW STARFISH THINGY
I SAW GOOD FOOD!

So it's okay i guess.. i'll forgive the chinese new year.

:(

I dun understand!

2007-02-15T23:10:00.000+08:00

I dun understand!
I dun understand!
I dun understand!
i dun understand!

I dun understand!
Okay lame, but i understand that CNY is coming!
Good food, and red packets awaiting.
And i havent do my new year shopping! Thanks my gay and underaged friend Adam for reminding and asking me out tml!

But! He's gayish.. :p

I recently found myself really boring! Been staying at home doing nothing, practicing card flourishes and watch some cool card flourishing videos again and again.. And i'm damn inspired to make one myself again soon. ^^

And not forgetting today is Post-Valentines Day, ALL COUPLES MUST DIE!
But i didn't see any today, because i'm at home, so i'll just spare them this time round, again...

GRR

ROAR~! *scrambles back to a dark corder in the room, playing with cards again*

Happy Valentines Day!

2007-02-14T18:44:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentines day everybody!

But But

2007-02-09T20:36:00.000+08:00

Results are here!

Expected to fail quite badly but somehow i managed to do just aceptable enough. All thanks to my lucky underwear!

But i'm still not happy, because i saw crying people just now.

But i'm still not happy, because mom is cooking the same food for me everyday.

But i'm still not happy, because i couldn't find the mirror that i wanted.

But i'm still not happy, because i caouln't sleep well last night.

But i'm still not happy, because i'm getting a lil depressed waiting for my first show to come.

But i'm still not happy, because my mom is trying to stop me frm deciding how i want to design my own study room.

But i'm still not happy, because i dun really feel rich after all.

But i'm still not happy, because i basically dun have any income now.

But i'm still not happy, because yesterday is a bad day.

But i'm still not happy, because today i'm not happy either.

But i'm still not happy, because tomorrow might not be a good day.

But i'm seriously not happy.. But i'm not emo.. So i'm just seriously sad.. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

Ok fine..

Finally!

2007-02-07T20:14:00.000+08:00

Finally i've updated my blog!

Finally i've quit my job!

Finally i got my well deserved holidays!

Finally i'm doing nothing at home!

Finally I got some money!

Finally I've spend a lot on my magic "investments"!

Finally no one's reading my blog coz Fume wouldn't update!

Finally i'm blogging and no one else would read!

Finally i'm sending crap msg to many ppl and none replied!

Finally i'm 18!

Finally i'm not happy abt it!

Finally the results are coming!

Finally i'll be wearing the green uniform again!

Finally i'll know how badly i did exactly!

Finally everything's going against my way now!

Finally i have nth else to do but to type "finallys" in my blog!

Finally, i'm sad... Mooo Moo.... hehs!

hello..

2006-12-11T16:28:00.000+08:00

Hello! It's been long since i've last blogged..

Prelims are long over.. I'll not talk abt it.. because I'll end up writing an essay.

O levels too.. But i'll not talk abt it either.. I'll end up writing an essay too..

Grad night is over as well, and i'm not a Hillgrovian anymore.. But i'll not write abt tt, because I'll end up writing another essay again.

I've found a job, thou i'm lazy.. But i'll not write abt tt, coz i'll end up writing an essay.

I got a really sweet gf whom i loved, but i'll not write abt it as well.. I'll end up writing a thick big book.

Tada~! i've updated my blog!

I saw jesus

2006-11-10T18:28:00.001+08:00

Fume: Yo sup Jesus!
Jesus: Sup! Long time no see!
Fume: Can you take me away? This place stink.
Jesus: Sure dude!

Fume: Hey wait! Dun bring me to heavan! I dun deserve there.
Jesus: I know la..

Fume: Wait again! No hell for me please..
Jesus: Wa piang.. how?

Fume: Nevermind, just leave me here.. sigh.. Any better suggestions?
Jesus: Hmmm....

*RING........RING.............RING.....RING.......*

GCE 'O' LEVEL MATH EXAMINATION

......bloody hell......

I saw jesus

2006-11-10T18:28:00.000+08:00

"Dear God"

2006-11-09T21:12:00.001+08:00

"Dear God, I PRAY........ OH MY GOSH I CAN'T BELEIVE IT"

math=bitch

2006-11-02T19:56:00.000+08:00

Math is a mother fucking bitch.

They say "no math no poly".
After studying for quite some time i still can barely pass, and no one's really willing to teach me.
FUCKING MOTHER FUCKER ASSHOLE MATH.

And now it's 3 days to O level, but i havent get to study other subjects yet.
FUCKING BITCH MATH.

And tomorrow my teacher gonna give me mock test, and i bet i gonna fail again. Then i'll be sad, demotivated, depressed, demoralised, like what i'm feeling now.
DAMN YOU, MATH.

Maybe i should give up and do other subjects, but my teacher says no math no poly.
MATH YOU'RE A SLUT.

I mean, do you need to know how to count algebras in real life?
WHAT A NOOB, MATH.

who cares about poly? I'm a magician, that my dream.
FUCK OFF, MATH

^^

2006-09-19T13:56:00.000+08:00

Today is a good day. ^^

Hello Fume?

2006-09-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

It's Saturday! I love Saturdays, because it's the only time I felt really like a magician, being able to predict what's gonna happen later that day. ^^

**********************************************
*BEEP BEEP*(sms)
Sender: Hello Fume, wassup? how's school? :)
Fume: Hi :) I'm okay, school's good!(not very actually, just standart answer)
Sender: Good! *then sender proceed by asking another random question*
Fume: *then i replied that random question*

NOW!!! FOR THE GRAND FINALE! ^^

Sender: Will you be in church tomorrow?
Fume: I'm afraid not....

***after this everything went downhill, sometimes, there're hardly be anymore replies from sender... Sometimes.***

Guess what? I'm damn happy!

I went to my bedroom, flipped over my pillow, and i saw an envolope that i've prepared exactly 1 week ago(well, actually i recycled it again and again) .
The word "prediction" is printed on the outside of the envolope. I opened it, and I realised the prediction matched. I laughed to myself like a rabbit and roll on the floor in shock and amazement.
I felt like a magician.

Hmm.. The above scenario is not 100% according to the real like scenario. :D

feeling retarded

2006-09-16T01:53:00.000+08:00

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I LOVE THAT DISGUSTING GIRL..

2006-09-08T21:11:00.000+08:00

I love that disgusting girl in my class! She's cute, fat, and ugly! Er... You get what i mean?

I love the way her her face looks. Everytime she turned and smiled, my heart melted a bit... more and more each time.. ^^
She has moustache all over her face. This made her EXTRA SEXY.

Her fat, hairy leg compliments her whole disgusting image and turns me on every single time.

But now, I am sad... She's getting so sad and emotional now adays.. Everytime I read her blog, I twist my body all around like what Emily Rose did and puke all over. Because it's so disgustingly sad.

Here, I promise that i'll bring joy into her life, and giving her my love at the same time.

Oh, did i mention she's hotter then Amy Lee?

ARGH!!!! ENOUGH OF THAT DISGUSTING SHIT! I'M POSSESSED!! SAVE ME!! I'M TWISTING ALL OVER...........

Okay, last Thursday I attented Shoot Ogawa's lecture. Shoot is one of the finest magician around!!! I was blown away............ Frm Bencoolen Street to CCK. The whole session was great and there're slightly lesser then 100 people attented the lecture(an impressive number). Guys(magicians) who missed his lecture.. i'm feeling sad for you all.. moooo moooo mooooo...

During the lec, i also met the performers for Mega Magic. As a flourishes myself, it's only natural that i went ahead and chat with Bone!! The flourishing master!

Okay, i know you low IQ non-magician people dun really know what am i talking about here.. Okay^^

Anyway, Mega Magic show was great.. And Bone was great INDEED. Besides, I've got a new idol.. LU CHEN!! WOOT WOOT WOOT~!

fume~

Let's be direct!

2006-08-26T22:25:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone! how are you? Prove it.

Anyway, let's be direct for today..
You know.. everyone pee in the swimming pool, do you know that?!

If you ever see somebody swimming in the pool and stops suddenly, using one of his hands to pull his trunks outwards a bit, then suddenly the water become warm.. and after like 10 second or so he swan away again.. then you know he just peed.

Also also! You know, when you fart in the pool, bubbles come out from your ass!
Cool uh?!

Also.. I just met a lesbian on the train! she's such a cutiezz piezzzzzzz... muackkzzzz

Alright, have you ever wondered why do some people around you behaves like the way they did?
You know(i know i'm using a lot of you know, that's the point), sometimes there's this someone, whom suddenly you dun like to hang around with because of some personal reason, then after a while, that person turned bitter towards you? As in.. not bitter.. it's retarded(oppse?!).

Now for some examples!

erm.. like.. you know.. out of nothing that person will pop out and say you're a pest? Out of a simple misunderstanding happening to me and OTHERS.. and that person wan to put herself into it and get involved?
You know.. After the whole misunderstanding is over, and she insist. "i dun belive what he said"?

Okay, let's be direct here a bit. I'd say "WHAT IN THE FUCKING HELL IS THIS YOUR PROBLEM IN THE FIRST PLACE?!" phew.. i had my say now.

And and.. You know.. i call that kind of people troublemaker. Because that kind of comment that person gave is basically dun-make-sense-at-all and inedvidence and clearly dun know what she is saying at all. And for this case, that person's irresponsible comment might even cause conflicts and confusion among groups.

Wait wait.. not that i want to make peace with anyone.. I still hate that person as usual, and always will. And after this, i've lost more respect for that person.

OKAY! I'm done with saying things like that. My final message is to that somebody who wish to reply to my post, feel free to do it at your blog. But take note. Make sure you know what you're saying, check your blog once again after you posted , and organise your writings, and dun blog and sound as if you're some little ignorant children whom just dropped his ice-cream!
And ya, this will be my last post for this episode, i'll not blog abt this episode again unless there's some progress or anything that i feel the urge to mention about.

haha! sense of humour? anyone?

Anyway, here's my word of wisdom.. ahem!
If anyone who thinks that he/she is that so very popular and thought that everyone supports him/her. Ask around, and you'll know how many people dun like you, they're wearing a mask, tolerating you, not the other way round like you thought. Go figure.

signs of war

2006-08-26T00:17:00.000+08:00

You know, sometimes some people got to get their facts right before they comment on anything.

And sometimes i prefer people having prob with me to tell me right in front, not at my back.

Let's be frank, It's not like i love everyone that much anyway, It's okay to loose some more friends, and let the seperation begain among the one body.